Picking Up the Past

Shutup!!!

Abel immediately headed to the hospital by driving his car, after Arya resigned to his office, Abel immediately went into his room to take a shower and clean himself, Abel said, he then immediately left alone through a chat message to his sister, for some reason the innocent woman never thought long with what she did, though all night she could only cry lamenting her condition because her heart was hurt by Tomy, but now she was very excited to meet her future husband.

Arya's remark that she was the first for Tomy and Tomy wanted her as the last really made her soar into space, even when recalling Arya's remark made her shed tears of tears from being moved.

He just felt like what is appreciated and respected as a woman by men. The man who even judged her was precious from anything, that was how he felt after hearing Arya's words earlier.

Abel's innocent attitude makes him easily influenced by the words of men close to him, he can not even judge which men are really sincere and which are just playing games with him.

The experience that he has felt every time he was in a relationship with men is given sweet promises then in duakan, there are even his ex who seduced him to do things that are not-no, the thing that makes him always grimace is to hold the wound in the heart because he feels unappreciated and respected.

But he found something different from Tomy, Tomy never made any promises to him, but when Tomy said, he immediately fulfilled it. When Tomy said he was going to Jakarta, the next day the man must have been in Jakarta, when Tomy said he would propose. 2 days later Tomy came with Arya to see her parents. The simple thing he had never met from the man he was dating before.

And the one thing that really makes Abel put his heart on Tomy is when Tomy expresses his feelings.

‘I don't want to mess with you Bel, if you want me to accompany you for the rest of our lives, please accept my feelings, but if not, if not, please reject me as firmly as possible’ sentences that are still ringing in Abel's ears to this day. A sentence that never came out of the mouth of a man he knew before, who used to say ‘will you be my girlfriend’.

When Tomy said that word, Abel seemed to find a harbor for his already tired heart with many men, who only gave him false hope and then cast his heart as if it were worthless goods, the usual thing made her innocent self have to lament the heartache in the room for days.

‘Tom, you really want to accept it, you really want me to be the last one alivethe inner’ Abel is still with a sad heart.

Abel immediately rushed to Tomy's room, without further ado he entered Tomy's room and found Tomy staring at his phone.

Tomy's eyes immediately looked towards Abel who entered without knocking on the door first. Their eyes immediately met and let go of each other in that gaze, Abel could no longer bear his feelings, he immediately walked quickly towards Tomy and unceremoniously hugged the man.

“Did Arya meet you earlier?” ask Tomy with a smile. He wanted to let go of Abel's hug, but he was afraid that he would make the girl angry with him again.

“do you know?, Arya told you?” abel said while holding back his voice that felt exhausted because it was no longer strong to hold back the longing in his heart that came out without him being able to control.

“no, but I know if he will do that for me, that's how we were from a long time ago, looking after each other and protecting each other like this” Tomy told Abel.

“I know you don't like hugging me now, but please allow me to hold you for a while, I'm half-dead of holding back the fear of losing you all night” Abel said in pleading with her.

“awhile ya Bel, after this we can just cuddle like this after we get married” said Tomy in a soft tone to Abel.

Abel nodded weakly hearing all that, but he was already comfortable in hugging Tomy like that. The hug he always wanted to repeat when he first hugged Tomy when Tomy was unconscious, yes, Abel once hugged Tomy while still in his subconscious, he did that to shed his fear and longing for seeing the unconscious Tomy at that time.

“Tom, you want me to be the last one for you?” abel asked in Tomy's arms.

“we are the first and last for me Bel” replied Tomy as she gently rubbed Abel's head in the hug.

“I ask you because I have accepted whatever your circumstances were in the past, and the future, and from now on hold your promise that I am the last for you” Tomy replied meaningfully.

“Thank you so much Tom, I never got this seamless treatment before” Abel said in a humorous tone while Tomy smiled hearing it all.

“Tom, do you want to forgive all my past mistakes?” ask Abel again, this time making Tomy breath out with a long. Sometimes that's how Abel, once he starts talking, will be hard to find where the end of the conversation is, which sometimes makes the interlocutor upset, but somehow Tomy understands it very well.

“my apology is as big as Arya's sorry door to Mila Bel, but there's one thing I can't forgive, which is if you betray me like Mila did. my uncle and aunt died from being killed by someone they trusted, if you betrayed me, it's the same that you kill me and there will be no door sorry for you if it's you do” said Tomy who spoke firmly this time.

“I will never betray you Tom, that is my promise to you and to our Lord” Abel answered solemnly.

"Tom, are we gonna be together like this our whole lives?" asked Mila again which made Tomy rubbed Abel's shoulder to hear it.

"we will be together until heaven if we love each other and are faithful until we die Bel" said Tomy who made Abel smile happy to hear him.

the door to Tomy's room opened without anyone knocking on her first, leaving Abel and Tomy shocked at once, and Abel immediately took off his embrace on Tomy. Doctor Karina came in because it was her schedule to check on Tomy that afternoon. Doctor Karina immediately widened in shock at the glimpse of the scene of the pair of people.

“Tomy” said doctor Karina half yelled angrily, when the first time Tomy realized, he was not angry at Abel to hug Tomy, because he wanted to make room for Abel to shed his fear after Tomy 2 weeks more unconscious.

But now that his anger could not stand it anymore, what more the shadow as Abel peeked at Tomy's still unconscious forehead immediately revolved in his memory, at that moment he let Abel do it, because he understood the state of the innocent girl who was afraid to lose Tomy.

“you dare to hug my best friend, you are not married” said doctor Karina angrily to Abel.

“emang why?, Tomy aja not angry kok” bela Abel on himself.

“you realize, what you did was wrong, you should not hug Tomy”

“I'm aware, but Tomy allowed me to do that kok”

“but you should know yourself, you guys are not married”

“but Tomy had no problem with that, instead the doctor got angry"

“for I'm angry, I'm his best friend Tomy”

“Karina, Bel,, you guys don't fight dong” said Tomy who had pias to see the debate 2 women.

“Diammm!!!!” abel and Dr Karina shouted in unison as they looked at Tomy with sharp eyes, which made the man pale instantly.