PHOSPHENE: Your Other Side

Suffering

Anna blinked her eyes many times because the sun that had just risen was so dazzling. But one thing more dazzling than the sun was Noah standing facing the window displaying a beautiful silhouette with his back exposed.

Anna smiled for a while then got up and hugged Noah from behind.

" Why don't you wake me up." lamented Anna by not letting go of her embrace.

" I know you're tired."

Noah turned around and now he hugged Anna.

" How come you're so pretty even when you just wake up."

Said Noah while tidying up Anna's slightly messy hair. Getting such compliments Anna just blushed.

" Today what's your plan? Are you going home tonight?."

" It seems so."

" Okay then."

Anna was a little moody when she said it instead of wanting to complain but living cooped up in a big house alone was very suffocating. Although Noah provides everything so that Anna does not get bored he still misses the atmosphere outside other than his home.

After Noah went to work, he usually went to the library all day or painted in his small studio to unwind. But today he was too lazy to do his hobby and just kept silent staring out of the balcony of the house.

Suddenly a crazy thought came to mind. Anna wants to have children so she doesn't get lonely.

Looks like it's the right time for me to talk to Noah. His inner.

At night Noah came home sooner than he expected. At that time Anna who just finished bathing was surprised to find Noah was already in their room.

" You welcomed me well apparently."

Noah pulls Anna into his arms. Kissing the fresh scent of Anna's body made Noah a little craze. He then pushed Anna to hit the wall not releasing a second of his prey he locked Anna's hands on his head.

Anna painstakingly endured Noah's attack after being satisfied Noah removed his grip from Anna's hand and carried it. Anna then wrapped her hands and hooked her legs on Noah's waist by not letting go of their kisses. Noah started walking towards his bed and slowly lowered Anna.

He swiftly unbuttoned his entire shirt and removed his belt.

Noah again fondles Anna and the next second she intends to take her contraceptive device that she always uses when making love to Anna. But unexpectedly Anna stopped him.

" Aaron, I want to have a child with you."

That one sentence instantly made the atmosphere of the night change. Noah breathed violently and then got up leaving his room just like that.

" Why did you just leave and you always avoid that problem."

" I told you it was too soon."

Noah replied, still turning his back to Anna.

" Aaron, we've been together for almost 3 years and I can't be patient anymore. Can't you grant my request?."

" Ask me anything I will always grant it but not with SON."

Noah's loud voice was like lightning striking Anna's heart. A single tear came out of his blue eyes unexpectedly the day Noah would hurt him so much came.

His heart rumbled so hard that he could no longer hold it. Anna ran back to her room with a cry that was hard to muffle. So bitter he cried that it made anyone who heard it feel sliced no exception Noah who since Anna entered he stood in front of his room.

Noah gets so angry with himself that to get rid of him he goes back to running his car out leaving Anna again at his house.

Unconcerned by the heavy traffic Noah drove his car at high speed. With the ability to drive that no doubt he overtakes all the vehicles in front of him even though almost the accident did not make him stop.

Noah arrives at Jeffrey's mansion the only place he can vent all his anger and disappointment.

Noah begins to destroy all the furniture of the house that he looks no matter if it is a fantastic antique value that he wants is to release all the burden on his shoulders. He did the same thing in Jeffrey's office neatly arranged books are now scattered from his place even all the corners there are not spared from his anger.

" You happy now? you're happy to make me suffer?."

Noah screams whether he's talking to whom.

" Even though you're dead, you still leave cruel torture for me."

Noah held onto his tight chest and he cried like he was in solitude. For so long he was like that that unconscious hours had passed.

Noah got up tired, but before leaving he caught something that caught his attention. There was a small safe inside the wall covered in bookshelves. Noah just found out there. Out of curiosity he approached it and to open it requires a password of 6 digits.

Noah tried to guess the numbers that might be true but he tried to still fail. Noah thought hard to open it and his memory came up when a few months ago he read a Jeffrey book and some of its pages were circled.

Noah searched one by one the books scattered on the floor after a long time he finally found them.

Noah hurriedly opened each page and he entered the number. It took time for the six numbers to match the combination and he succeeded.

There are several documents and a flash drive. Noah took everything without sparing a single one and he left the mansion that had been ravaged by it.