Owner of Heart #1
The Extra Part 4
...Yumkim, Pov...
I sat down with my parents, Widy and her parents, Reihan on the other sofa with a man I didn't know.
“We apologize in advance because Yudha had urgent business and had to go.”
Papah broke the silence after seeing me coming with injured lips.
“What has happened something?” widy's father asked while looking at me curiously.
“There is something I need to finish first,” I replied while trying to hold back emotions.
“Mas Yudha is okay?”
“No, I do deserve this maybe even more.”
“Yudha!” Papah's exclaim made me fall silent.
“I'm sorry, but before we decide on the wedding date, there is something I want to ask first to the family of the female party.”
All were silent looking at each other looking confused, before Widy's father finally nodded his head giving permission for me to ask.
“That day during operation, what really happened?”
I could see Widy and her two parents were shocked at my question, while Reihan, the man sitting next to her and my parents were confused.
“Yudha, what do you ask?”
“No, Pah, Yudha must know first what really happened after that we will just talk about the others... Now please answer me? What really happened.”
“What does your question mean? don't you know what happened?” Reihan said with some emotion, but I ignored him my gaze was still fixed on Widy and her parents who were now slightly paled.
“What is Widy's uterus completely removed?”
“Yudha, enough!”
“No, Pah, I must know the truth.”
“You already know the answer, do you now regret getting married to a woman who can not give you offspring? You have to remember who he is!” Reihan again sounded emotion makes me look at him no less emotion.
“If it is like that, why is she pregnant now?!” I growled while looking at him fieryly.
I could see everyone was shocked, and I saw Widy turning pale.
“What do you mean Widy's pregnant? Isn...”
“He is pregnant, Mah, but not Mamah's grandson,” I said as I looked at Mamah who was pale in surprise, as well as Papah who was very surprised.
“He lied! He just wants to leave my sister now!” Reihan shouted while standing up.
Seeing that made me take out a photo of the USG that had been stored in the pocket of my pants, making everyone else back in disbelief.
“So tell me what really happened? Why are you lying to me?” My emotions that I had endured from earlier were now starting to ignite.
“This... what exactly happened?” Reihan looked confused in disbelief staring at his parents and sister who were now just downcast and paled.
“It's my fault, Widy doesn't know anything, she doesn't know it actually..”.
“I do not allow my wife to tell you the truth.” Widy's father started telling stories and I can't wait to hear them.
“At first it was, Widy's uterus was thought to be severely injured and had to be removed, but after entering the operating room the doctor saw that it could still be saved and did not need to be removed. The doctor told us after Widy came out of the operating room, of course we were happy to hear her, but we purposely covered her up to separate Widy with her lover.”.
“So that's why you kept it a secret from me? Because you want to separate Widy from her boyfriend?”
“How can we let Widy be with a man who already has a family, however Widy is our daughter,” Widy's father said excitedly, “We were so excited to see him start forgetting about the man and liking you, therefore we decided to keep this a secret from all of you until you get married.”
“But you guys never think that I know this first.”
My emotions that had been in the crown now began to run out of control again, I looked at the people before me with guts, not even caring if they were older than me.
“Do you guys know what I have sacrificed for this?” my growl with trembling body restrained the emotions.
“I've shown the most precious and beloved woman in the world, for your daughter who doesn't even like me! Our dreams, hopes and hearts are broken into pieces! And that's because of your ego that only thinks about your own interests... and you!” I looked at Widy with disgust and full of emotion.
“Do you just pretend to like me to be a shield to your parents so you can freely relate to the man?”
Widy just being silent doesn't answer makes me more emotional.
“You... use me to stay with the man you love, while me and the woman I love must feel the pain of separation and the breakdown of our love and heart!”
I saw Widy start shaking and teary but I didn't care.
“You know about me and Kekey?”
Everyone was shocked when I said her name, except Widy who made me even more angry.
I began to scream and stand channeling my emotions that now come out completely.
“I foolishly give up the love of my life just because I feel indebted and guilty to you, while you.
I clenched my hands tightly trying to hold back.
“Kekey?” Reihan said as if he had just woken up from his shock.
“Iya.. Kekys.. Keyza Maharani, the one who worked with you these past few months, she is the only love of my life, the most precious woman to me, but now I have lost her and it is because of my own stupidity!”
Reihan looked surprised again, he now looked at me looking thoughtful.
“So, the man she said that time..”
“Iya, it's me!!! I am the man whom he has given up all his heart, I am! I was supposed to guard and protect her heart, but I broke her to pieces.I made her cry in my parents' arms on the night of the engagement, I made her cry while in Yogya knowing my marriage would be accelerated, I made her no longer trust men and love, and I made her leave this country.. That's me!!!”
Emotionally, I hit my own chest.
“What do you mean Kekey left Indonesia?” asked Mamah with wide eyes in disbelief
“Iya, Mah, Kekey has left not only to leave me but to leave this country.”
My heart is back to remembering his passing.
“Dad contacted me to tell her departure earlier.”
“So it was you..”
“Yes, Yudha goes to the airport hoping to see her one last time, with all the risks Yudha will face when she meets her family for breaking their daughter's heart, but Mamah knows what happens when Yudha gets there?”
I looked at both my parents with my heart trembling.
“They all welcomed me like a lost child who had just returned home after such a long time, Dad patted me on the shoulder while saying ‘where have you been all this time, Lieutenant?’, I've been, Mom hugged me warmly and was angry that seeing me thin, she scolded me not for hurting her beloved daughter, but because I became thin and he even promised to cook me good food to bring back to Jakarta.”
My throat started to feel hot and choked making me gulp rough before returning to continue my story, “Juang whose note is Kekey's Brother, but he still saluted me with a smile, and Dirga, he hugged me tightly and I! What have I done to their daughter? I broke his heart, betrayed our love, a blow from Arga is nothing with the pain he felt.
I looked back at all of them but it wasn't as emotional as it was, “Should I have you bumped into me that night, so at least I wouldn't be this sick as I had to watch her suffer and lose our love… I should have just died that night.”
“Yudha,” said Mamah softly making me look back at her with a smile before standing back and looking at the guests in front of me.
“I'm sorry, but it looks like I can't continue this engagement.Your daughter didn't lose her womb so I don't have to account for anything, and you should ask the baby father in the womb of your daughter to marry and take responsibility for your daughter. But anyway I thank you very much for helping me that night. excuse me, good afternoon.”.
I walked out quickly followed by Mamah who looked worried to see me leave in such an angry state.
“Where are you going?” Mamah asked after seeing me back on the bike and wearing a helmet.
“Yudha needs to be alone first, Mah.”
“You... won't do stupid things?"
I smiled then shook my head, “Not to worry, Yudha just needs to calm her head for a bit... Assalamua’alaikum.”
I turned my motor back on and began to penetrate the crowded streets of Bandung Saturday afternoon, looking for solitude among the urban hustle and bustle just to calm my heart and head that seemed to boil.
I was driving my bike with above average speed and continued to go up to feel my body splitting the wind, my memories with him in the past fluttering with me that afternoon.
Today I let her go, to teach me what it means to wait.
Today I let go of the love of my life, to teach me how to make it happy later.
Today I renounce my position as the owner of his heart, to later serve as the guardian of his heart.
Yesterday, today and forever remain the owner of my heart.
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...Finishes...
See you at "HEART KEEPers", because their story isn't over yet.
...Realist: Saturday, November 14, 2020...
...At 20:00...
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