Owner of Heart #1
Chapter 35
You're still avoiding me and don't want to listen to my explanation if all the news isn't true. And I just found out that the man you thought your boyfriend was your friend from a long time ago, the friend you told me about. I should have known that you wouldn't be that easy to turn to another man even if he was as good as your idol.
I know you idolize him, and I also know that he only teases you because he knows that you're a fan of him, but still seeing you sitting next to him makes me jealous. Without a second thought I immediately screamed memangilui, which finally made us quarrel but friendly? I don't know, obviously you were so adorable! Aah..if it were just the two of us back then I would have hugged you and pinched your cheeks in anxiety, even if it ended with my legs that you purposely stepped on, you know, but it was worth it because I could finally see you laughing back. And I know that you're still as fierce as ever.
If anyone says you're a silly girl. They really do not know you. have them ask me, or friends of men who know you all this time, then they will definitely tell everything and a few seconds if you are the same man, let alone the one you just know.
I smiled again, there was warmth in my chest when I read how she was jealous of Ben, and the way she explained to everyone that what Leona said about me approaching Ben was not true. I really like how he does it without judging or blaming others.
Now I see the picture taken by the Lieutenant on the riverbank.
Cheating! You secretly took a lot of pictures of me, but I didn't find any of your pictures in the camera. You remember this? this is the photo I took when I finally had the chance to talk to each other, and it was then that I learned how my untrue dating news hurt you so much.
Immediately I was very sorry, really sorry.I shouldn't just shut up at that time and give a statement that it's not true! I should have been looking for you and explaining everything, but all I could have done was fix this and get your trust back.
I saw two photos side by side, on the left is a photo of our silhouette taken by Kak Yoan and on the right is a photo taken from ig Leona stating that it is the silhouette of the Lieutenant.
Our last night at Kubu finally gave me a chance to explain everything, of course you do not trust me and assume that it is only my reason. You believe all the photos that have been spread on the internet, but now you see that I have never even taken a photo with another woman. And about the photo you said was like a prewedding photo.
You see the difference? It wasn't me, I could have sworn it wasn't me!!
I don't know who the Lieutenant Mas he was referring to in the photo, but it's definitely not me. I never met him in Anyer, so how could I take a picture of him there when I was abroad.
I frowned.... Anyer? How did the Lieutenant find out that it was in Anyer, I looked at Leona's photo but found nothing. I will ask the Lieutenant later, now I re-open the next photo, it is a photo of the two of us in Palembang with his hands embracing my neck.
That night I managed to convince you, of course you will believe my words even everyone in the camp suspects that between me and the woman there is nothing, he said, we are like people who just know each other from people who are kasmaran. If she was my lover, I would always want to be with her like I always want to be with you. But while there we rarely even say hello. (Maybe if the show is aired everyone can see how me and him are just like new people).
You who have just forgiven me should get angry again when you see the status that has just been made by the woman. You even threatened me not to get close to you until the matter with him was over. aaah!!! Why would he break his promise and make you angry again? At that time I immediately decided to create a sosmed account, even though all this time I did not have a single sosmed account.
It's not for nothing that I created this account but to send the woman a message (I don't have her phone number, because I don't think it matters!) to question why he reneged on his promise and give her a second chance to get all this done. I hope this time he can keep his promise and clear all this up.
The next photo is a photo that was spread across the internet when I drove the Lieutenant to the airport.
With great difficulty I can finally convince you again, I promise that this time he again broke the promise and wasted the second chance I gave, so do not blame me if the world will know the truth.
This time he kept his promise to end it all, but he made a fatal mistake! He drags you into a bigger, unfounded problem until everyone points his finger at you.
I don't care if he drags me as far as he wants even if it's all a lie, I don't care!! But when he dragged you into this vortex, I couldn't stay still anymore.
I will not forgive him!!
Look, we just have to count the time when the world will know the truth all along.
I opened the last photo he uploaded that instantly made me frown with a smile. The picture of me laughing with the Kubu children, when did he take this photo?
You are an angel…
That day at the airport I told you that your heart is mine, but you do not know that you have been the owner of my heart since our first meeting….
Do not let your heart be hurt or sad...
Don't mind those whose hearts are filled with hatred…
Don't mind those who envy you…
All you have to do is keep smiling and happy…
About those who hurt you, let me face it…
My heart felt warm and vibrating after reading all that, there was a feeling of protection that made me suddenly feel calm because I knew that even if he wasn't next to me he would always protect me.
I looked back at the photos uploaded by the Lieutenant, making me suddenly miss him. The longing is so great that it makes my chest as if it is squeezed because it wants to hug him right now.
With that feeling I contacted him.
”Assalamualaikum.”
“Wa’alaikumsalam.” My voice trembled slightly as I answered his greetings.
“Za, why? You cry? Did anyone hurt you?”
I smiled with tears in my eyes hearing her worries.
“That's nothing,” I replied with a slight sob... Really I don't know why I'm crying either?
“Trus why cry?”
“Kangeeeen...” My tears are becoming more and more and I am sure the Lieutenant across there is now confused to hear me suddenly crying.
“Za, don't cry.”
“But kangen want to meet.. hik-hik, trus want to meluuuk...”.
“Iya, I also miss, later I go home yes.. now stop crying first.”
“Iya. but it's hard to stop.” I really don't know why I was so crybaby at that time, my tears just kept coming out even though I was trying to hold it.
This may be the effect of hormones considering today I'm coming to the moon, I don't know. but for sure I really, really miss it today, especially after I read the writing on ig that has been reposted by many people who are mostly my friends, and flooded with various comments that I myself did not dare to read it, he said, and I'm sure the Lieutenant doesn't even care about those comments.
“Hehehe... Za, you are making me miss more and want to go home.”
The Lieutenant was silent for a moment when he heard my words.
“Za, you've read the ones in ig huh?”
“Iya,” I replied while mourning me.
“Therefore you cry?”
“Iya.”
”I made it not to make you cry.”
“Because I've read that I'm a kangen, and because of kangen I so cry.”
“Kangen until want to bend?”
“Iya... hehehe.”.
“Aah... know how I made it from yesterday so I can hug you.”
“Hehehe..”.
“Let me go home, Za, you can hug or more than hug also can.”
“Hahaha.. tap want to bend it also now not later.”.
“Tuhibit cheating.”
“Hahaha... I bother you, Mas?” I just realized maybe he's on a busy job right now, and my phone is gonna bother him.
“Hahaha... late nanyanya.”.
“Iya, sorry I forgot to call early in the morning gini.”
I saw my new clock showing at 7 am.
“Engga, did saturday last run away keep showering, this just finished shower.”
“Holiday ya saturday-sunday.”
“Libur”.
“Oh...” I want to ask why he didn't come home? But I remember that he was in Palembang, which took 18 hours by land and was quite expensive by air.
“Kok only oh doang.”
“Hehehe... later want to go?”
“Iya.”
“Oh.”
“Kok oh again... not curious where to go? Same who? Want to do?”
“Marketing.”
“Keep why not nanya?”
“Emang not angry if I do?”
“If you are the one who is mah I am not angry.”
“Hehehe... not so it ah.”.
“Why?”
“Later Mas Yudha pleasures I wonder.”
“Hahahaha.. basics.”
“Hehehe... the important thing is not to mess around, just be careful if you get things!”
“Hahaha... Don't worry, now everyone already knows that I only belong to you, Za, so there's no way I can be anything.”
“Hehehe... Yes be careful, then contact me again if you have time.”
“Ready!”
“Assalamualaikum, Mas Lieutenant.”
“Wa’alaikumsalam, darling.”
“Hahahaha..” I laughed while hanging up my phone. She called me dear, and from now on I will not refuse her again to be called dear.
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