Not Love But Married

Make peace

Plaque!!

" Aww... Mom. ", Arsha screamed while holding her shoulder that was hit hard by mama Hanum.

" Basic kid doesn't know yourself Sha!. Mama is really disappointed with you!. ", mama Hanum's murmur welcomed Arsha's return this morning.

" Mom's... Please don't justice me first, I have a reason why I did all this", Arsha said defensively.

" Whatever the reason it's still Sha's fault!. There is no point in everything you do!. ".

" Mom's... I am confused about what else?!. I had to Mom... ".

" You can use other ways besides taking Celine to the apartment!. Don't you think about how Rania feels if she knows this?!. ".

Arsha looked at Mama Hanum, no wonder that now her mother already knows everything, there is the drone who is always ready to give information at any time. Last night it was Dani who helped complete the administration of Celine's care at the hospital and took her to the apartment, "Mom, please don't tell Rania... I really had to do that mom... ".

" Without my mom telling me she might know Sha!. That woman is clearly showing off your every romance on her IG!. Everyone will also know without you saying it!", mama Hanum snapped furiously. Since the news of Celine's arrival, Mama Hanum is indeed more active in monitoring social media used by Celine. Celine was very fond of indulging her affection with Arsha.

" I've never had sex with Celine Mom... Arsha dares to swear!. ", Arsha rebut loudly.

" There's no point in your vows it's Sha!. You think that Mama and Rania is a child who can be lied to?!. ".

" Arsha is no longer lying at all, this I have to do so let the problem quickly finish mom... Please believe me Arsha, I really no longer feel the same mom... ".

" Will you wait until when you serve his childish nature that Sha?!. Until Rania knows if you now live in the house again with the woman?!. ".

" Please mom's... Don't talk about it... Arsha really forced mom... Arsha doesn't stay with him anymore. He continues to threaten to hurt himself if he is not caught. Arsha confused mom. ", bela Arsha.

" You shouldn't have complied with all his requests, you should have been even smarter to deal with such a false threat Sha!. He just wants to ngetes you, and it turns out he's now managed to make you give up. You should have thought up to Sha, don't just accept his trickery!. ".

" Mom's... He had tried to slice his hand in front of Arsha's eyes, and it turns out that he had also been a drug addict after the incident. His soul was disturbed and had to take tranquilizers for nearly five years. It turns out that she was just as devastated as Arsha was then, and Arsha couldn't let her get any more tormented mom, Arsha was trying to find a way so she could accept the reality of my marriage to Rania. ".

" In the meantime you want to turn him back until he calms down on the grounds that you feel sorry, you mean Sha?!. ".

" No mom... Arsha can't go back with him, Arsha just ask for a moment until he is calm and Arsha can invite him to talk openly. ".

" Mama doesn't want to know Sha!. If you still fail in your way, don't blame your mother for taking action like she used to.

" Please mom's... Let Arsha solve it by yourself well, this is my personal problem and now Arsha is also an adult. Mommy doesn't have to interfere anymore... Arsha just ask for a moment mom, please believe Arsha. ", pinta Arsha to mama Hanum.

Arsha dropped her tired body on her bedroom bed after a long argument with mama Hanum, then stared blankly at the room which now felt very lonely without Rania, where is Rania now?. He should have gone back home after delivering Andra, but it didn't seem like he went straight home like yesterday.

Arsha exhaled heavily, then closed her tired eyes, trying to relax her body because all night had to take care of Celine's return and finally continued to sleep in the apartment sofa. Celine forces him to stay in the apartment on the grounds that he still needs friends. Meanwhile Bobby just left as soon as they reached his apartment. At least his sacrifice is now paying off a little.

The flashback

" Why use the knife into the room all?. You know Celine is still not stable emotions!. ", Arsha's murmur when approaching Bobby who was sitting casually playing his HP on the sofa of his apartment family room.

" Yes Boss, maap... Earlier Miss Celine asked to eat an apple, Boss know for yourself if Miss Celine can not eat apples that still have skin, so I pinjem knife deh to the nurse guard. ", Bobby's reason.

" But you can peel the apples outside the room!. Why in the room everything?!. ".

" Ishh... The boss mah innate his emotions continue. Not very happy to be a person... ".

" Have you forgotten Celine's parents or any other family?. Why hasn't anyone come here yet?. ".

" Can't be the same Miss Celine. ", said Bobby briefly.

" Yes, they can't be confused with Miss Celine. ".

" So you do it?!"., asked Arsha in disbelief.

" Boss, Miss Celine wants to jump from the window if someone comes to Jakarta. He did not want his family to know about his messy condition here. He was afraid of being locked up again with his Papa in England. ".

" And do you believe in that threat?!. ".

" Ehh Boss, please well... I'm the one who still has the feeling that Miss Celine is in such a sorry state. He tried to kill himself in front of the boss, right?. Yeah how dare I risk him doing that again. Boss is afraid of the same threat, the proof is now Boss wants to comply with Miss Celine's request. I'm ah Boss, tired of me talking to the boss who is not sensitive to the feelings of girls, now I want to go. ".

" Y...!. Where are you going?!. ".

" Want to meet people, anyway tonight I do not want to be disturbed, period!. Bye Bos, nitip miss Celine first well, do not be left alone if you do not want to mrsel tomorrow morning. ", threatening Bobby while walking gemulai leaving Arsha who is still confused. Finally Arsha was forced to give up accompanying Celine tonight in the apartment, there was a fear that she had to leave Celine who was still not emotionally stable. Then lay down his tired body on the sofa, while imagining Rania who had been abandoned while still asleep. Is Rania going to be upset by what she's done now?. Is this really the right decision to solve this problem?. Or the opposite?. Arsha rubbed her face violently, her head felt like it was about to break thinking about this strange problem.

The next morning after performing his late morning prayers, Arsha sat back on the sofa waiting for Celine to wake up. It's almost six in the morning but Celine hasn't been out of the room yet. Rania must have left to take Andra to school and there was no chance to see each other again this morning because she also had to go to the office, she thought uneasily.

Arsha was silent in the middle room, she had absolutely no desire to approach Celine in the room, she had wanted to limit herself to things that were outside the rules of religion. Finally he went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Celine, however, he still had compassion when he saw Celine who was still recovering from her health condition.

A medium-sized piece of sausage, half-cooked cow's eyes, a few slices of oven potatoes and a glass of white milk are ready to be served at the dinner table. He had only prepared one breakfast plate for Celine, and there was absolutely no intention of having breakfast together with Celine.

At exactly seven in the morning Celine finally went down to meet Arsha, a happy smile bloomed on her pale face, staring full of haru when she saw the breakfast menu that had been served at the table eating. The breakfast menu that used to be specially prepared for her by Arsha.

" You're the one who took this all Sha?. ".

" Eat. ", said Arsha flatly, not answering Celine's question.

Celine smiled and sat down in the dining chair right in front of Arsha. " Thank you Sha, you remember my favorite breakfast. I haven't had breakfast in a long time with a menu like this Sha. ", she said, smiling happily.

" That's all I can cook, eat before it's really cold. ".

Celine looked at Arsha so coldly in response, "Well, why don't you go eat?. ", Celine asked as she realized there was only one plate on the table.

" I don't want to eat yet. Oh yes, I have to go to the office immediately, there is a lot of important work today. I called Bobby to come with you. Maybe I can't come here until later tonight. ".

Celine smiled again, "Yes Sha, I understand. I'll wait for you until tonight. ".

Arsha was surprised to hear Celine's words, who was still hoping, "Celine, please understand... We are no longer the same as before. I still have a lot of other business besides this, you know what I mean right?. ", said Arsha slowly.

Celine fell down, "I know Sha, last night I started thinking about everything you said back then, I remember and I understand now. But can I have some time to prepare myself to accept all this Sha?. Can I stay here for a while until I am fully prepared and accept this fact?. I need Sha time, I'm not as strong as you who can completely forget our love. And I promise that if it calms down, I will naturally walk away from your life forever. I won't bother you anymore Sha... ".

Arsha took a deep breath, there was a sense of relief hearing Celine could already be seriously spoken to like this. " all right... Please stay here until you are completely calm, I hope this time we can end all this well and there is no more guilt in each of our lives. ".

" That's what I expected Sha to do, too... Please don't hate me anymore, Sha, I'm really sorry. And now I have received punishment for my own actions. ", Celine wiped her tears while continuing to look at Arsha sadly.

" I don't have any hate or anything like that Celine, everything I've forgotten. It is time to move on with our lives in peace. Nothing else to be sorry about, it's all over. I've found my own way now. I hope you will find your own happiness later. I'm sorry Celine, I hope you understand my current situation. ".

Celine looked up at Arsha with teary eyes, "I'm the one who should apologize to you Sha... I was the one who was wrong all along, and I made it all end like this. ", Celine cried softly.

" That's it... Let go of your guilt, we will no longer be able to change our past. It's our destiny, maybe it's the best for both of us" Arsha said, recalling Rania's words.

" Alright, I'll try to forget our past Sha. Now can we just be friends with Sha... At least it's better than being hostile to each other right?. ", Celine said with a smile.

" Well, that's better. ", arsha smiled back, agreeing with Celine's proposal that made her breathe a sigh of relief this time. Finally there was a bright spot to be found after so many dramas that happened these few days. Hopefully, Celine will find her composure sooner and leave her married life with Rania, hoping that no new episodes will involve Celine in her household.

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