Not Love But Married

Sad girl Sarah

'Time passes leaving many unforgettable memories, filling empty hearts and souls with a million flavors. Memories will always be remembered, but not an obstacle to always move forward.'

It is not felt that it has been almost two months Rania worked in this very large company. Rania still keeps her biggest secret without any suspicion from anyone. She never lied at all when the office asked about her husband's whereabouts, because it was true that the late Andre was now in Salatiga, precisely at the cemetery near Andre's parents.

Rania is famous for being polite, soft and humble, making many people always comfortable when near her. Rania has unknowingly made many changes to the people around her, without having to force or ask for it.

Dani began to be diligent with her prayer obligations, although still likes to mute Rania with expressions of disappointment because of the status of Rania who is married. Arsha also rarely said harshly to Dani, especially when there was Rania of course. Arsha always controls her emotions when she sees Rania in front of her.

Sarah also often invites Rania to have lunch together at rest, for some reason, for Sarah it is very pleasant to be able to chat with Rania, even though the reality is that Rania is only a listener to her endless story. And that must be the story of the boss who always rejected Sarah.

Rania also feels so lucky to be surrounded by so many good people here, that she can quickly adjust to her new job as a secretary.

"Alhamdulillah... ", Rania stretched her hand muscles that began to feel numb. Then save the completed report to the flash.

"Rania... ".

"Mother Sarah, good afternoon", Rania looked at Sarah who was walking from the elevator door that had just opened.

"Now you come with me out for a while..".

"Where are you?", asked Rania did not understand.

"The company I bought something outside" whispered Sarah softly near Rania's ear covered in a veil.

"But Ma'am, I... ".

"Udah... You take it easy, I'll ask Arsha for permission", Sarah pulls Rania's hand, walks to Arsha's office. Without knocking on Sarah's door opened Arsha's door.

"Arsha, I'll borrow Rania for a second...".

Arsha furrowed her brows at Sarah who was pulling Rania to walk in front of her.

"Allright? Just until lunchtime, I promise.".

Arsha looked at Sarah and Rania alternately. "Where are you?", he asked curiously.

"Grown women, you don't need to know, do you, Rania?".

Rania looks confused because she herself also does not know why Sarah took her away.

"Rania, did the report I requested get done?".

"I'm done, sir", replied Rania slowly.

"That's right, Rania is deft. I didn't get it wrong, Sha? Everything immediately settled the same Rania.", Sarah smiled with satisfaction and pride because she was the one who recommended Rania, now there is no reason for Arsha to hold Rania.

"Alright, just go there" Arsha acted indifferently, continuing her work of checking the reports on her desk.

"Love Thankyou, ", said Sarah happily, who was greeted with a sharp eye from Arsha. Sarah hurriedly pulled Rania's hand out of Arsha's office.

Leaving Arsha who seemed pensively confused by the attitude of everyone in the office who was so quickly familiar with Rania. 'What really happened?'.

Since Rania's presence, everything seems to change quickly. Dani and Sarah why is it that close to Rania?. Even he himself felt a change in his attitude. He used to tend to be rude and arrogant as an outlet for his emotions because it was overshadowed by past traumas, but now slowly the attitude began to disappear and began to be able to control his own emotions, especially when with Rania.

He used to not hesitate to scold his secretary if there was something lacking, but now just by looking at Rania alone he seemed to not have the heart to speak loudly in front of him. Besides that, Rania is very deft and detailed in all the work she does. So there was no reason for him to scold Rania.

'Ah it's up to them that's none of my business' Arsha's mind tries to be indifferent.

*

Rania just sat quietly looking at Sarah who was choosing a famous brand branded item in one of the famous boutiques.

"Rania, good this one what is this?", Sarah asked Rania. Rania looked at the purse of the man in front of her, the model is almost the same, only different colors.

"Okay mba, I choose this one.", Rania glared at her eyes, 'is that so?', the wallet must be very expensive, because this brand is famous for being very expensive.

"Which one is this good?", this time Sarah offered two watches with the same brand in front of her.

"It looks like black is better, Mom".

"Okay, this one is also a wrap", said Sarah directly gave a clock with a black plate to the store clerk.

"But ma'am, it's just my choice, I don't know anything about branded goods at all.".

"Your choice is the same as mine, Rania. Your taste is good too, I love all your choices. I've always liked the way you dress that always matches like this", Sarah pointed to Rania's shirt. Rania only fell silent in confusion, then glanced at the clothes she was wearing. The clothes that Rania always wears are not too expensive, but she is always smart to combine with her small body. So that makes people always like the way they dress.

"Rania, let's eat first before returning to the office", take Sarah after finishing paying for the item that was purchased.

"I'll just eat at the office, ma'am.".

"Ehh. Come with me", Sarah pulled Rania's hand out of the boutique.

*

Sarah and Rania are sitting in a Western restaurant that Sarah chose for their lunch.

"Rania, when your husband's birthday, what gift do you give your husband?".

Rania smiled covering her entanglement hearing Sarah's question. Until Andre died, he had never given a gift or gift, because Andre died five months before his birthday arrived. The gift for Andre contains laboratory results that stated Rania positive for pregnancy was not given at that time.

"Eemm. I've never given a gift to my husband, Mom", she replied in a very quiet voice.

"Huh.. si time! Wow you are this. How many years have you been married?".

"It's been five years, ma'am.. ".

Sarah pointed at Rania while shaking her head in disbelief. Rania just smiled shyly.

"Rania... Married for five years but never gave a gift to the husband. You have to buy gifts for your husband. It's a form of attention and love from you.".

Rania nodded slowly. "It's big now, ma'am".

"meaning?".

"The woman is now almost five years old.".

Sarah choked on the drink she was drinking. "You can be Rania, but you are too. It must be the biggest and most precious gift for your husband. Your husband must be very happy right?", Rania smiled and nodded her head a few times.

"Hhmmm... When can I be like you, Rania? Arsha still keeps her heart closed to me.",

'Wah again began to confide in the Boss sir', Rania looked at Sarah who now looked sad.

"But I won't give up, I'll keep waiting until Arsha gets married to me. Arsha is sometimes difficult to understand. When she was dating Celine, she was easygoing, gentle, and warm, but she never had any lemurs at all. But after the events of five years ago, Arsha became quiet, aloof, often angry. I was Arsha's kangen long ago, although I used to only be considered like her own sister, but I was happy because she used to be very attentive to me.", Sarah cupped her face with both hands.

"Sad girl so much me... I waited a dozen years but I did not return my love. Though Arsha had long broken up with her lover, but until now still not willing to accept me.".

"Mother Sarah need not worry, the soul mate has been arranged by God. It's not even time yet maybe".

"My age is 30 years, when will I try again? To be a spinster?! Huaaaa.I don't want to, Rania... You're only 28 years old married and have children.".

Rania looked sadly at Sarah, Sarah was not lacking anything at all, she was very beautiful, tall, kind and born to a rich family. But still not lucky in terms of his love. Rania was also very surprised with her boss, so great was her boyfriend, until now has not been able to replace his position with Sarah who had been waiting for him for a long time.

Rania sighed softly looking at Sarah in front of her, 'Pity so much Sarah's mom..'.