Not Love But Married

Past Times

A series of seven-monthly Cantika pregnancy events have been completed today. A number of invited guests who are still family and close relatives of the Wiguna family one by one have also started to leave the house of Mama Hanum. Only a few guests were left who were still seen chatting with Arsha and mama Hanum. Some people from EO hired by mama Hanum also still look busy tidying up all the equipment in the back garden that was used.

Rania who from this morning had accompanied Cantika during the procession rushed up to the room because she felt she could not stand the kebaya she was wearing. The sticky feeling due to the sweat that had come out made him uncomfortable and wanted to immediately flush his entire body to make it fresher. Somehow, from this morning his sweat continues to flow even though a number of coolers in the park are actually able to make the back garden cool.

" Sha, actually you and Rania are having a problem what?".", asked mama Hanum after the last guest who attended the ceremony today.

" What's the problem mom?. We're fine mom, no problem whatsoever. ", Arsha tried to cover up her heart's anxiety.

" Mama can't be lied to Sha, mama knows that Rania is like saving something that makes her sad. Although she was good at hiding her feelings and as if nothing had happened, but she could see it from those luminous eyes. You are the same, you know you are confused yourself, right?. ".

Arsha exhaled heavily, "Arsha is indeed confused mom, Arsha really does not know why Rania now so often silent like that. ", complained Arsha desperate.

" Tell Sha nicely, talk to me with a big heart. Mama really can't bear to see Sha's sad eyes. ".

" Yes mom.". ", he said briefly trying to convince mama Hanum, she did not want to make mama Hanum more worried about her marriage.

Well, it's been two days since their return from the apartment, Rania has always been avoiding her when she wants to talk to her. Even at the office Arsha always had trouble inviting Rania to be able to sit together and talk to each other. I don't know what makes Rania change, when asked always answer there is nothing and reason is not just want to talk to him. He had also tried to force Rania to talk, but instead of the sentence coming out of her lips, even her tears that came out fell and made her unable to ask any more. What to do if it's like this, especially plus the number of work in the office that makes it increasingly difficult to get close to Rania.

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Rania hesitates to Dani's room when she makes sure Arsha is completely out of her office due to a meeting with one of her colleagues at a hotel. Arsha invited him to come with her, but Rania refused on the grounds of wanting to pick Andra up to school today.

Rania knocked slowly on the closed door, then stepped in after being invited in by the owner.

" rania... I mean Miss Rania... ", Dani immediately stood up to Rania when she just appeared from behind the door.

" Please don't call me that, I'm more comfortable being called Rania as always. ".

Dani smiled clumsyly, actually he also felt uncomfortable if he had to call her by the name of mother, but because of the situation in the office that already knew that Rania was now the wife of the President Director of this company as if demanding her to be more polite when calling the wife of this Boss.

" Please sit down. ", Dani pulled up the chair allowing her guests to sit down. " Is there something I can help Rania.?.?. ", Dani asked as she looked at the doubts in Rania's eyes.

" I'm sorry to interrupt Dani. I just want to ask for a minute. Is it papa mas?. ".

Dani shook her head, "No papa Rania, I'm not doing anything right now. ".

Rania reached into the bag on her lap, then took out a piece of photo and placed it on the workbench right in front of Dani. Dani was spontaneously shocked to see the photo, her eyes then turned to look at Rania who was bowed deeply.

" rania... ".

" I just want to know, actually just want to make sure the truth. ". Rania looked up with teary eyes made Dani gasp in shock with that sad look.

" Rania, calm down... That was a long time ago. And it's long over. Boss has forgotten everything, now he just wants to focus on you and Andra. ".

" They never got married, and they're over now. Trust Rania... ".

" Have they never married??. Then... Do they both live in the apartment?. ".

Dani was silent, his throat felt suddenly blocked and it was difficult to speak the truth. Rania could have guessed it herself by looking at the photos. All the photos of their affection in almost every corner of the apartment belong to Arsha.

" Ohh... Not married but living in one house, is not it Dani mas?. ".

Again Dani just silent staring at Rania who occasionally seen wiping his tears.

" Where is their son now?. ", asked Rania in a voice that was getting heavier.

" rania... Please calm down first, I will tell you everything if you can really calm down. ".

Rania immediately rubbed the rough of her tears, then forcefully smiled at Dani in front of her. " Now I have calmed down... Dani can start telling me everything. ".

Dani let out a sigh that began to feel heavy, "Does Mr. Boss know that you've seen the photos?. "

Rania shook her head while looking at Dani, "Please don't tell her, I just want to make sure that my heart is calm. Please don't talk about this to Arsha. ".

" Rania, that happened a long time ago. They were in a serious relationship and they lived together in the apartment. And as for children, they have never had children, rather they almost had children but Miss Celine herself has destroyed everything. ".

Dani paused for a moment before continuing to speak, "He has aborted the baby, Rania...".

" Athaghfirullah's... ", Rania immediately closed her lips to cover her surprise.

" The Boss at that time immediately fell down in a long time. And their relationship finally ended with a huge outcry from the Boss sir. ".

" Where is Miss Celine now?. ".

" Miss Celine was picked up by her parents and taken home to England. ".

Rania was silent while staring blankly at the photo that was still lying on the table.

" Rania, believe... The Boss has completely forgotten about the events of five years ago. He has removed the trauma of his past. ".

" Five years ago, ", like a dejavu that suddenly returned to his brain. The sad incident five years ago, why could be the same as him who also experienced a tragic event five years ago.

Rania was drowned, whether she had mistaken her own husband. Hasn't he always reminded himself that the past is a lesson that can make us more mature. Why is it so hard now to accept her husband's past as tragic as hers.