Not Love But Married

Trauma of the past

The day passed so quickly, without feeling today even five months Rania worked as a secretary. Rania is getting used to her routine and her duties as Arsha's secretary. He managed to complete each task well and quickly.

Arsha also looks satisfied with his performance so far. Although Arsha's attitude is still stiff and cold to Rania, but Rania has not made it a burden on her mind, while she does her job properly.

While Dani is still unyielding approaching Rania who still does not want to open her heart and think about a life partner.

And in exactly one month, Andra will be five years old. Rania is grateful, God has always made it easier for her path to survive until now.

*

Today Rania and Dani accompanied Arsha who was attending an invitation from one of her colleagues at a star hotel. At the middle of the event, Dani said goodbye to return to the office, because there were guests from the branch office who came to the office.

Rania's phone vibrated silently signaling an incoming call on her phone stored inside the bag. Rania ignores him so as not to disturb Arsha and his colleagues who are talking about the development of property lately.

Rania's second call still ignored her. Until the third call, Rania's curiosity got bigger, there was something important to contact her three times.

Rania reached into her bag, pulled out her phone a little so she could see who was actually calling. It says 'Bude Inah' on her phone screen. Both of Rania's eyebrows furrowed curiously, what's the matter Bik Inah called her?.

Arsha realizes Rania's unrest, then codes when Rania turns to her for Rania to receive her call.

Rania moved away from the discussion table.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Bude, what's the matter with Rania?".

"Walaikumsalam.. mbak, Rania could come here now?", There was the sound of Inah's voice trembling like fear.

"Rania again has a meeting outside the office, Bude".

"Mbak Rania's here for a second, can you please?".

"Rania can't yet, Bude. The meeting is not over. ".

"But mbak.", bik Inah heard her sigh heard hunting.

"What's Bude?", asked Rania curiously.

"Andra mbak".", the voice of Bik Inah increasingly vibrated and sounded almost crying.

Rania stuck, her feelings were not good to hear the sound of Bik Inah who almost cried.

"Andra why, bude?".

"Andra accident, ma'am".

Rania's hand shook violently making the phone she was holding fell onto the floor covered in a thick carpet. His hand was still hanging on his cheek, like he was holding a cell phone.

Rania was silent, her body suddenly felt powerless limp. His eyes were blankly staring without direction ahead. The trauma of five years ago seemed to come back, looming in his brain.

"Mr... Ms. Rania.", there was a voice that made Inah call her from her phone that fell.

Arsha who had observed Rania immediately approached Rania.

"What is Rania?", Arsha looked at Rania who was already pale and her eyes were blank.

"Hello... Sister Rania...".

Arsha grabbed the phone that was still connected and lying on the floor.

"Hello.", said Arsha curious about what happened.

"Hello, where is Rania sir? ask me to convey to Mbak Rania, Andra, Rania's son in an accident. Now it's at IGD Hospital Permata Hati".

The sound of a child crying from a cell phone, then the phone connection was immediately cut off.

Arsha looked at Rania who was still frozen in her place. "Rania.. Rania!", call Arsha to raise her voice slightly so that Rania will come to her senses from her silence.

Rania turned to look at Arsha with teary eyes.

"Sir Arsha, I'm sorry, I have to go now" said Rania, who will soon pass before Arsha.

"Wait for Rania, let me take you to the hospital. ".

"No sir, I can go alone, thank you. ".

"I'll keep delivering you, wait here for a moment!", said Arsha in a commanding tone.

Rania nodded obediently, Arsha immediately approached her colleague and apologized for having to end her meeting. Then Arsha was seen contacting someone through her phone.

"Come on Rania, Joko's sir is waiting ahead.".

Rania walked at a fast pace, her brain like it could not think at the moment.

"Mba Rania, Mr. Arsha good afternoon", said Mr. Joko who was waiting next to Arsha's car. Rania got into the car without seeing Joko.

"Come sir, go straight to the jewel heart hospital.".

"Alright Mr. ", said Mr. Joko who seemed to understand the panic that was seen from Rania's face.

The car is traveling at medium speed, because the road situation is quite crowded this afternoon. Rania squeezed her hands, staring blankly at the street in front of her. The shadow of what happened five years ago constantly flashed in his memory.

"Sir Joko, can it go a little faster" he said in a trembling voice.

Mr. Joko still remains focused on the wheel, occasionally glancing at Rania who looks pale beside him.

Arriving at the hospital, Rania immediately ran to the IGD room, her eyes circulating everywhere looking for her son.

"Calm down Rania. ", said Arsha who had followed behind him.

"Sorry sir, where is the little boy from the accident named Andra?", asked Arsha when he saw the medics who were walking out of the room that was blocked by blue curtains.

"Oh, Andra's son is in room number eleven, sir. Over there", appoint the medic in the room in front of him that has been covered in curtains.

Rania hurriedly left Arsha, then opened the tightly closed curtains in front of her.

"Mother.!!", Andra's cry greeted the new Rania.

"Andra's... " Rania approached her son who was now lying in a hospital bed with a bruise on his left forehead, and a long bandage on his left hand, while his right hand was already attached to the infusion.

"Astaghfirullahalazim home... ", Rania immediately hugged Andra.

"Yourww!! sick Mother. ", erang Andra in between her cries when Rania accidentally nudged Andra's left hand.

"Oh sorry baby, where's the pain?".

"Andra's hand hurts Mother... ", andra complained while crying.

Rania looked at her son with a gaze that had been blurred by the tears that came out continuously from her eyes. Then turn to look at Andra's left hand that has been wrapped in an elastic bandage brown and in a wedge with a kind of beam inside. Rania is grateful that the shadow of her trauma and fear did not happen to Andra.

"Bude, why is this?".

"Sorry Ma'am, last time I went home from school, Andra asked to see a colorful chicken across the street, continued suddenly Andra immediately ran away, bude had not had time to hold Andra. Suddenly Andra directly crossed the road and a motorbike that was passing by.".

"Sorry-fin An-dra bun-nda" Andra said in between sobs.

Rania kissed Andra's forehead slowly.

"Auuww there also sick Mother... ".

"Astaghfirullah... Mother did not intentionally.", Rania rubbed Andra's head slowly.

"Mother, Andra wants a drink... ".

"Dear, Mother help you sit down.".

Rania sat Andra down carefully, then gave Andra a bottle to drink.

Arsha was only stuck in her place shortly after entering the room. His eyes were still fixed staring at the scene in front of him, a subtle sigh flowing in his chest looking at Rania and her son who were so affectionate with each other. Suddenly her heart warmed to see Rania and her child.

And when Andra sat down, Arsha could clearly see Andra's face that looked pale with eyes moist from crying. Arsha was stunned to see Andra's face, a clean white face with straight bangs that were slightly disheveled as it was soaked with sweat and bruises on her left forehead. As Andra looked back at her, a warm smile instantly burst from her lips. Arsha locked her gaze on Andra's glittering eyes.

"Who Om is Mother?".

Rania looked to the side where Arsha was standing. "Oh, he's Mr. Arsha, Mother's boss at the office. ".

"What is the Mother's leader? Mother said, Mother works with the director. ".

"Yes, Mother means he was the director at the Mother's office. ".

"Oohhh" said Andra as if to understand the meaning of the mother.

"Halloo, Andra. ".

"You should get acquainted with her first salim, Om. ".

Arsha walked closer to the bed, then thrust her right hand in front of Andra.

"Hello Andra. Introduce, I'm Om Arsha, your mother's co-worker at the office. ", Arsha repeated his greeting.

Andra welcomes Arsha's hand, then kisses her hand. Arsha's subtle sigh was again felt as her hand interlocked with Andra's.

"Sir, the doctor said he wanted to talk to Rania. He said he had to meet Andra's parents" said Bik Inah who had been sitting on the chair next to Andra's bed.

"Andra, Mommy met with the doctor first yes. Andra same bude here. ".

Andra nodded obediently, "Mother don't be long gone. ", Andra's whine still looks scared.

"Yes dear, if it's finished Mother later directly here the song yes..".

"I'm coming with you"., Arsha told Rania, Rania just nodded her head in agreement.

*

After hearing the explanation of the doctor who handled Andra, Rania immediately signed a letter of approval for the examination on Andra. Now it's just waiting for the results of the laboratory examination and Andra's left hand.

An hour later Rania again got a call from the doctor to discuss the results of the examination that had come out.

"From the results of the ronsen, there was a fracture in the left arm of the child Andra. I recommend consulting with an orthopaedic surgeon for immediate surgery.".

Rania was surprised to hear the explanation of the doctor in front of her.

"Operation??".