Not Love But Married

Siska Chewy

" Daddy banguuun..!!. ", cried Andra loudly when he saw Arsha sleeping in his room and was hugging Rania tightly.

" Athaghfirullah's... Andra, why are you yelling?. ", Rania woke up shocked as she rubbed her eyes.

" That's daddy why go to bed here?. ", point Andra at Arsha who is yawning lazily and keep hugging Rania from behind.

" Mommy, let's go first... ", Rania squirms to be free from Arsha's embrace.

" Daddy is still sleepy Andra. ", said Arsha with a lazy voice.

" But now it's time for dawn prayers, the alarm has sounded from earlier, daddy can't sleep on. ", murmured Andra.

" In a moment yes Ndra, daddy is still kangen with your Mother... ".

" Well... ", Rania clasped Arsha's hand which even further tightened her embrace.

" Ohhh... Daddy can't do that, now is the time to pray first, daddy must wake up now... ", Andra forcefully pulled Arsha's hand which wrapped around her Mother's body making Arsha cackle with anxiety.

" Yes hotshot... Daddy is waking up right now. ", Arsha immediately sat down and looked at Andra who seemed to be intimidating.

" Why is daddy sleeping in Andra's room?. ".

" Daddy is lonely sleeping alone in the room, so daddy sleeps here, it turns out fun also sleep three. Daddy can sleep. ".

" It should be daddy sleeping next to Andra, not next to Mother." Andra protested a little jealous because her daddy chose to sleep hugging her Mother.

" Oh yes, sorry daddy forgot." said Arsha grinning as she scratched her non-itchy head.

" Us... Now let's pray first, later even late shubuhan his... ", Rania immediately got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom because nausea suddenly came again attacking her. Back to feeling morning sickness like when you were pregnant with Andra, but this time not as bad as before because she can still eat and drink after completing her nausea. Finished with her morning sickness this morning, Rania immediately joined Arsha, Andra and mama Hanum in a room with teak wood that was made into prayer by mama Hanum. Performed her obligatory worship in congregation with her husband's own priest before the sun appeared and the angel who had already left without good records in the report later.

" I'm sorry Rania. ", said Arsha regretfully as Rania was pairing a tie for her.

" Why didn't you tell me yesterday that you were sick.

" I'm just dizzy" said Rania briefly.

" Dizziness?. Just dizzy until fainting is that Ra?. So you went to the doctor?"., asked Arsha worriedly.

" Here you are, yesterday Siska immediately took me to the hospital, the doctor said he said I was hypotensive, my blood pressure was too low. ", Rania is not lying, in fact she is hypotensive. She just wanted to cover up her pregnancy problems first from her own husband.

" Are you still dizzy?"., asked Arsha again who still feels guilty because yesterday could not accompany Rania.

" Alhamdulillah, the dizziness has reduced. ".

" You should have said you were hospitalized where I could catch up with you. ".

Rania just kept quiet, kept busy concluding the tie around Arsha's neck.

" rania... ".

" I'm sorry, I was only in the hospital yesterday. " .

" Where did you go with Siska yesterday?. I didn't pick up the phone, Siska was the same. Dani also returned to your office no more. ".

" I took Siska out to eat. ", replied Rania briefly.

Arsha looked at Rania who was like she did not want to look at her, "I'm sorry Rania... ".

Rania only smiled faintly without answering her husband's apology, she was at a loss what to say at this time. I wanted to end a discussion that would remind me of that woman.

" Rania, why shut up... Please get angry with me if you are angry, do not silence me like this again which even makes me frustrated. ".

" Yes mas...". Rania pulled the knot down then tidied the collar of her husband's white hem shirt, "I'm sorry, from today I don't go to the office again. All my duties have been given to Siska. I also have taken care of all the official resignation files to Missa. ", Rania turned around after finishing putting on the tie and busied herself tidying up her husband's briefcase.

Arsha immediately hugged Rania's body from behind, "I'm sorry Rania, at this time I can't tell you everything, I will explain everything to you after all this matter is over. I really want to get everything done as soon as Rania, I want to live a quiet life just like you and Andra, there is nothing else I want but to make you happy. ", arsha leaned her head on Rania's boat, as if she was telling how much trouble she was facing right now and she just needed the understanding of Rania with this complicated situation.

Rania turned to face Arsha who looked very frustrated, "I believe you... I'll wait for the problem to be solved. But I just want to tell you, please take good care of yourself and always remember the limits. ".

Arsha smiled in relief, "Thank you Rania, please believe me. I really need you as my encouragement Rania, I ask you to understand my situation. ", it feels good to see Rania who is so big her heart is willing to be patient and understand her anxiety.

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Siska is still faithfully standing in front of Arsha's desk, waiting for the next instructions after she had just finished reading the daily agenda for her Boss.

" Mister."., Siska reprimanded when she saw her boss instead just silently staring blankly at the pile of paper on her desk.

Arsha flinched, waking up from her daydream, "Oh yes, ", he said wrongly.

" Is there anything else I should do?", asked Siska.

" Nothing, that's enough" said Arsha briefly.

" Okay, then excuse me, sir. ", siska turned her back to prepare to leave Arsha's room.

" Wait. ", stop Arsha fast, "A minute Siska, there's something I want to ask you. ".

Siska immediately turned to face Arsha who now looked agitated, "Yes sir, can I help you?. ".

" Emmm... About yesterday thank you for helping Rania and taking her to the hospital. ".

Arsha glanced back at Siska, obviously those were all satirical words for her. Arsha let out a long sigh, "What did the doctor who examined Rania say yesterday?. ".

" The doctor only said that Rania was just hypotensive, her blood pressure was too low. Maybe he's been having less picnics, sir?. You see, after I, people who rarely vacation will experience what is called saturation which causes the person to be lazy and not excited. In the past Rania while still in Jogja I always take a walk, even if only to the beach parang tritis, watch in the mall or just eat in angkringan, but not only, but it proved that it could make his life more excited. ".

Arsha snorted in annoyance, "Can't answer as necessary!. ", Arsha was annoyed to hear Siska's fuss.

" I'm sorry, that's my passion, sir. And I'm answering Mr. Boss's questions with clarity. ", Siska grinned amusedly.

" Did Rania say something to you?. That is to say... Did Rania say anything else to you?. ".

" Hmmm... There's nothing at all. ", Siska sighed, it's time to give an additional lesson to this Boss who has the heart to make Rania sad, "As a true friend to Rania, I can only be concerned about her current condition. She did not say anything at all, but I knew that Rania had a very painful wound in her heart. Rania is indeed a person who does not like to share grief with others, so she will close her mouth tightly and will not tell her sorrow to anyone. Do you know sir, why Rania can be that sad?. ", asked Siska trying to lure Arsha.

Arsha gasped in shock at Siska's question, "I know I won't ask you!. ".

" Ohh... So you don't know, just deserve it... ".

" What do you mean?. ".

" Yes it is appropriate that Rania be as sad as that, her husband alone does not care about her. ", said Siska innocently.

Arsha clenched her fists, "If I don't care so much why do I bother asking you?!. ", Arsha growled.

" Ohh... So the concern is just asking others, not even making up for the mistakes that have made his own wife so sad like that. If I were Rania I would be angry and go away from people who don't care about her at all. ", Siska continues to attack Arsha mercilessly.

" Did Dani teach you how to talk like that to your own boss?. You've only been here two days of work but your speaking style is similar to that of the ungodly assistant. ", Arsha's murmur is getting impatient.

" Calm sir, Mr. Dani it is unlikely to affect my style which has been patented since the beginning like this. ", Siska smiled amusedly looking at Arsha's already bent face irritated.

" It's there, get out of my room!", drive Arsha annoyed, instead of getting information about Rania instead adding to the list of heavy thoughts for him.

" Good Dear Mr. Boss Arsha, please step down first. ".

Arsha massaged the base of both eyebrows because her head suddenly felt heavy, thinking that the ungodly Dani had made her dizzy, dizzy, now even coupled with Siska secretary Rania's choice of talk that exceeds the speed of the Patas train.

*

" Why smile for yourself?. ".

Siska immediately stopped her activities that were sending messages to Rania, reporting that her husband had just interrogated her and she had given an answer according to orders from Rania.

" Good morning Mr. Dani. ", he said with an awkward smile.

" Don't get too preoccupied with your own world. This office is not for people who like to mess around, use the time to work according to your duties. ".

Siska pursed her lips, "I have completed all my tasks well and correctly. There is no harm in a little entertaining myself on the job, anyway it does not interfere with my work at all. So Mr. Dani doesn't have to worry about what I'm doing. ".

Dani was silent, it was smart to talk also Siska, "Have you met Rania again?. ", asked Dani trying to divert the conversation.

" No. ", replied Siska briefly.

" hasn't? ".

" Yes sir, not yet. ".

" Today what happened to Rania?. ", asked Dani curiously.

" Hmmm... Actually I was lazy to repeat it again, I just answered the same question from Mr. Boss, should I repeat my answer again. Or gini sir, please Mr. Dani just discuss with Mr. Boss about Mr. Dani's question just now, so I don't need to be tired of answering anymore. ".

Dani stared furiously, "Let's just answered what's hard... ".

" Nah... That was the same word from Boss. I think Mr. Boss and Mr. Dani have a very strong chemistry so it can be just like the way he talks. ", Siska is smiling fakely.

" You're actually Rania's friend, right???. ", Dani asked in surprise.

" I am a best friend to Rania. Why is it sir?. ", Siska smiled proudly to herself.

" Rania really wants to have a friend like you gini. Distinct from Rania who is gentle, polite and always pleasant to talk to. ".

" In other words I am the opposite of Rania, that means?. ", asked Siska not to accept.

" Yes according to your own conclusions... ".

" Honored Mr. Dani, I once again say that I am a very polite person to all my interlocutors. I just convey what I know and in accordance with the reality. So please Mr. Dani don't infer anything bad on me. ".

" Okay, maybe I was wrong. You are indeed a good friend of Rania, but you are very much different from the Rania I know. Rania is really a mature woman from various aspects. Not talking too much and looking more calm. ".

" Dani sir do not compare me with Rania dong, obviously if we are very different characters. I am amazed by the people here who always say that I talk a lot. ".

" Yes that's the truth. Prove dong if you can also like Rania, just answer the question with the right answer and just as necessary. ".

" Heiii... Why just shut up?!. ", ledek Dani when he saw Siska just shut up while bending her head.

Siska glared, her finger pointing at her own lips as if she was closing and locking tightly so as not to speak anymore. Then sat ignoring Dani who was still standing in front of him.

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