Not Love But Married

Relented

Celine again hurts herself after waking up from her sleep. The knife that was being used to peel the fruit by Bobby was forcibly taken and he again scratched his left hand that had not dried the wound. Celine keeps shouting Arsha and asks Arsha to come immediately, rampaging and destroying nearby items, always pulling out the infusion hose attached to her right hand. The doctor had given her a sedative and increased the dose because Celine kept rebelling. His condition was so alarming, he fell back to sleep because of sedatives with both his hands and feet tightly bound to the bed he was now in.

Arsha was forced to return to the hospital after getting a call from Edo this afternoon that reported Celine's condition was getting out of control. Actually he had been lazy to meet Celine, but one side of his heart was slightly knocked because guilt had made Celine become miserable like that.

" She, you need to calm Celine down. Only you can calm her down, because at this time the medicine is also not much help her condition. I'm afraid for a long time he will be disturbed psyche if it continues like this. ".

Arsha fell silent, should he be the one to account for all this?. Was this all the result of his mistake that had decided unilaterally his relationship with Celine?. He had absolutely no intention of destroying the life of the person who once filled his days with love stories while with him first. On the contrary, it was Celine who had ruined her life for almost five years because she had dashed all her dreams. But why does everything become like this?. It was as if now all the mistakes had turned against him. Seeing Celine's condition which turned out to be much worse than her made her heart attacked with guilt because she accidentally also played a role with CelineCeline's current downturn.

" I'll try to get her to talk after she wakes up. I also want to resolve this matter right away. ".

Edo patted Arsha on the shoulder trying to reinforce Arsha's good intentions, "It's better that way. Speak slowly to her and for now I ask you not to talk about things that can provoke Celine emotionally. ".

Arsha nodded weakly, "What should I do now Do?. ".

" Make him comfortable first Sha, divert his attention let him calm down first and do not think about your problems. Talk about things that are light and can make her calm at this time. ".

Arsha bowed limply, "How do I proceed to let this matter be quickly resolved if I can't talk about it with her?. ", he said desperately.

" It is up to you to use what way, the most important thing now is how you make him calm first. Okay Sha, I stay first because I have to go back to the guard room. ", Edo again patted Arsha hard on the shoulder before leaving Celine's ward.

Now only Celine and Arsha live in the room, Arsha sitting limp in the sofa staring sad pale face that is still sound asleep in the patient's bed. It was never before imagined that Celine would be completely destroyed by that event. Guilt continuously assaulted him as he stared at Celine's extremely apprehensive condition at this moment. But how should she explain to Celine that she really has no taste anymore?. Arsha has now established her heart for someone she hopes to be her life partner for the foreseeable future. A person who is suddenly present in his life and can water his life that has withered since five years ago. A smile rose amidst her anxiety as she reflected on the face of Rania who was smiling gently at her.

'Rania.', Arsha jumped in shock, hastily picked up her HP and looked at the message she had sent to Rania. His body immediately limp at the sight of his message completely unread by Rania. Then try to call Rania hoping to get a good reception by hearing the voice of his wife who was very worried since last afternoon. It turned out that she had to go back to swallowing disappointment when her phone call had also not been picked up by Rania. ' I'm sorry Rania, please be patient for a moment, I will definitely explain everything later. He re-typed the message on Rania, telling her that he can't go home because there is a problem that must be resolved immediately.

" Arsha.". ", a shrewd call awakens Arsha from her daydream. Celine was staring at him with a sad look from her bed. Arsha moved closer to Celine's bed, "You've woken up Celine... ".

" Sha, please let me go Sha... I don't want to be picketed rich gini, I'm not crazy Sha. ", so isak Celine when she realized that now both her hands and feet are tied to the bed.

Arsha's self-conscious worry arises, fearing that Celine will rebel again like before. " I'm going to let go of the rope, but you have to promise me you won't be angry anymore, okay. ".

Celine nodded obediently with a smile and looked at Arsha who was now much more gentle with her. Slowly Arsha began to open the ropes and then sat beside the bed.

" Sha, is this really you?. I'm not dreaming anymore, am I Sha?. ".

" Yes Celine, it's me. ", said Arsha briefly. It turned out to be true what Edo said, now Celine was much calmer when she could suppress her emotions a little.

" I'm sorry Sha... I admit wrong, I've done it Sha, I've made you disappointed with me... ", Celine again bowed sobbing bitterly.

" It's Celine, I've forgotten that a long time ago"." he said carefully trying to calm Celine down.

" really?. ".

Arsha just nodded slowly, "Thank Sha..".

Finally, Arsha relented to give her time to accompany Celine and a little forget their problems until Celine could really calm down. Trying to come to terms with the past he really wanted to avoid all this time. At least this is as a redeemer for guilt because it has made Celine so like this due to her anger first.

*

" Mother, has daddy not come home yet?"., asked Andra as soon as Rania finished reading the fairy tale before going to bed.

" Don't love, daddy today many events. ", replied Rania briefly, "Andra, mother tonight can not sleep here with Andra?. Mother is lonely if you have to wait for daddy to come home, afraid that daddy came home late at night. ".

Andra nodded in agreement, "May mother, Andra also actually misses being rubbed by mother. ", whispered Andra timidly.

Rania smiled happily, "Mother also misses the scent of Andra's keteknya. ", Rania's ledek that immediately makes Andra manyun.

" Hehe... Yes dear... Mother joking... Let's go to sleep, it's almost nine o'clock, time Andra sleep now. ", persuade Rania gently.

After successfully putting Andra to sleep, Rania grabbed her cellphone which was not touched since she was not being bothered with many questions about her condition after falling unconscious at the office. His eyes were wide open seeing so many notifications from calls and messages coming in on his HP. It turns out there are dozens of calls and messages that are waiting to be read one by one. Rania tries to reply one by one the incoming messages, until finally he opens a message from Arsha that has accumulated almost twenty chats and dozens of missed calls.

A message full of wording concerns asking the condition and whereabouts of Rania, until the last message that tells you that currently can not go home because you have to solve the problem. 'Definitely Celine's problem, Rania's inner sadness. Rania replied to the message briefly, only the word 'yes' she wrote to reply to the message from her husband. It feels still unable to face her own husband after seeing the incident last afternoon at the office.

Rania rubbed her soft belly of her queen, "Your health is in Mother's stomach dear... Mother promises will not be sad again so that you are happy to continue to be in Mother's stomach... ", Rania smiled happily. Her determination is now completely unanimous not to think too much about her husband's problems with the past that has not ended. Now he will only focus on taking care of himself for Andra and also the child he still contains. There is no point crying over the past because he cannot change the past.

There was a new message notification sound coming in when Rania would put her phone on the nightstand. Rania wondered if Arsha had sent her another message?. But it turns out that Sarah sent a picture message for him, doubtfully Rania received the message. Spontaneous heart immediately beat hard while staring at a screenshot image of an IG post belonging to someone. A screenshot of an IG post by a man named @Lilysha containing a photo of a hand with an infusion hose and the silhouette of a man sitting on a couch like he was waiting for the sick man, with the caption 'Thank you for staying with me...'. Rania held her chest that suddenly felt tight, regretting that it had opened a message from Sarah and made her heart now more sick. Rania instantly turned off her phone and laid her body which suddenly felt limp. It turned out to be very unpleasant to have to sleep withhold crying like this.

*

" Where did you come home at this hour Sha?. ", arsha was immediately stopped at the place of hearing Mama Hanum's reprimand when she had just entered the house.

" Athaghfirullah's... Mommy... ", Arsha held onto her chest that was still beating fast in shock.

" Reply answer mama Sha's question!. Where did you come home at this time?. ", repeat mama Hanum growled.

" Arsha just met mom's guest... ".

" Your lie Sha!. ", mama HanumHanum snapped in a stifled voice

" Mom's... Arsha's really tired now mom... ".

" You just met Celine right Sha?. ", asked Mama Hanum to demand the honesty of his son. Actually, he had been looking for information from Dani, and he also knew about the incident last afternoon at the office.

" Where did mommy know?. Ahhh... Dani must be mom?! . ", Arsha snorted in annoyance. 'Basic drona indeed', grunts in heart.

" You've been with him all day, haven't you Sha?!. Leaving your own sick wife for the sake of that woman, have you Sha!. Mama's heart also hurt. ", mama Hanum sat on the sofa while covering her face that had been shed by tears.

" Mom's... Listen to Arsha first, the situation is difficult to explain mom... Arsha had to help Celine because of the emergency. ".

" You can continue to let your own wife pass out and even be helped by others when clearly her husband is also there. That's what you mean!. ".

" Mom's... Arsha really did not know when Rania fainted. Arsha rushed to the hospital because Celine lost a lot of blood. ".

" Don't you think that Rania is hurt to see your behavior Sha?!. The heart of the woman who will be strong see her husband instead holds another woman when she herself is sick. ".

" Mom's... Please understand, Arsha is wrong, and Arsha wants to apologize to Rania. Arsha didn't mean to hurt Rania mom... "

" Okay, now mom's trying to understand Sha. But mama didn't promise Rania would just stay quiet here like now. One day he will leave if you are still busy with your past. ".

" Mom's... Don't talk like that... ".

" Mama spoke for what Sha was... Rania won't be forever silent about your behavior. So solve your problem soon, it's Sha. If you are late to finish it, make sure you will regret it yourself later. ".

Arsha stared at Hanum's mother who left her. Then walked into his own room hoping to find someone who could be a source of calm for his currently chaotic heart. But Arsha must be disappointed after finding an empty room without its inhabitants, surely Rania tonight deliberately avoid her and choose to sleep with Andra. Arsha sighed softly, Rania must have been very disappointed with him, just as mama Hanum said earlier, she had indeed made a fatal mistake on Rania.

After bathing and changing into a nightgown, Arsha rushed to Andra's room on the lower floor. With a slow step Arsha entered the room for fear of waking two people who had fallen asleep in the middle-sized bed. Arsha smiled with relief as she looked at the face of Rania who had fallen asleep while hugging Andra beside her. Then sat down beside Rania and stretched out her right hand gently rubbing the head of the woman she had been so worried about since last afternoon.

" I'm sorry Rania. ", he said with regret, then slowly laid his tired body behind Rania and hugged Rania's small body tightly, sipping on the scent of tranquility that could sedate him and make him forget about all the problems he was facing right now.