Not Love But Married

Dilemmas

Celine sat pensively in her waiting chair, the frenzied atmosphere on set did not wake her from her daydream at all.

Last night he had a heated argument with Arsha, and this was their first debate after nearly six years of love.

the flashback

"Celine, we're getting married as soon as possible!!"

Celine looked at Arsha in disbelief, how could she get married at a time like this?.

"We can't get married now Sha, there's no way we're getting married this fast" Celine said in a voice trembling with tears.

"Why not possible? Do you still doubt me? We've been with Celine for a long time, and now that we have our baby in your belly, what else do you think?", Arsha shook Celine's shoulder slowly.

"But I can't Sha.", Celine was down, her shoulders started to shake with her cries.

"Arsha I say goodbye first, you better make sure tomorrow to go to the obstetrician yourself.", Edo who is still in the room, interrupts Arsha and Celine's conversation to say goodbye, Edo who is still in the room, because it sounds like the chatter includes privacy.

"Okay Do, thanks. Later I will tell you again if there is a problem.", Arsha drove Edo out of his apartment.

Celine walked slowly to the bed, then sat leaning on the head of the bed while holding her flat stomach.

"Darling... ", Arsha who had just entered back into the room immediately approached Celine on the bed, then sat down before Celine and grabbed Celine's hands that felt so cold, grasping them gently.

"This baby is a kid, isn't it Sha? And she was also not alive here.", Celine pointed at her own stomach, her head lowered looking at her own stomach without daring to look at Arsha.

"You mean?!", asked Arsha looking suspiciously at Celine who was still lowered.

"We can have another baby later, Sha. For now I'm not ready, Sha. I still have a lot to do right now. You understand, don't you, baby?", Celine changed into holding Arsha's hand as if to convince her lover.

"What do you mean, Ly?", Arsha stared intently with anger at Celine, her breath hunting because she really did not expect Celine to think that way.

"Darling, I can't be pregnant right now. You know for yourself my schedule for the next six months, a lot of contracts that I haven't finished yet, Sha. Not possible! Everything's gonna fall apart. You know I've been waiting for a moment like this, when I was at the peak of my career. And you know this has been my dream all along. You know what I mean, baby", said Celine with a fond look.

Arsha pulled her hand forcefully, her gaze sharpening and looking terrifying. Only this time Arsha felt such a burning anger.

"So you want an abortion of our child?! That's what you mean!!", said Arsha with great emphasis.

"Celine, how much would you lose if you canceled all your contracts? I can pay all your fines or losses!"

"Dear, please understand. I really can't get pregnant for now. We'll have another chance later, Sha.. ", Celine again grabbed Arsha's hand, holding Arsha's right hand to quell her lover's anger.

Arsha was speechless, her chest up and down holding back the anger that had suddenly gone up on top of her crown. "Is that important to your career?! Then what do I mean to you, Ly?!".

"You know what you mean to me, Sha. You're everything to me, Sha. I really love you with all my heart, Sha.", Celine cried sobbing looking at Arsha who was now filled with anger.

"The baby is like me Ly, he's my son! My own flesh and blood! So love him like you love me!", Arsha snapped loudly.

"I'm sorry, honey. Believe me we're going through it all together, trust me Celine.", Celine returned Arsha's embrace, cried fondly in Arsha's chest, Arsha increasingly tightened his embrace.

flashback off

*

"Nyonyah, hey kok even daydream the nyah.", Celine woke up from her daydream, then looked at Bobby who was already standing pretty in front of her.

"What the hell is it, Beb." said Celine lazily.

"That's been called the same sir sud.", Bobby pointed to the director of the film who was waiting to take Celine as the main character. Celine glanced at the director who was staring at her.

"Yes yes.. Babydoll's fussy!", Celine's murmur is upset at her assistant who is a so-called girl.

"iiihhhhhh! Jutek very si be a person", said Bobby anxious.

Celine and Bobby have been like close friends, Bobby accompanied Celine since Celine started her career in Indonesia. Of course Celine's mom is looking for an assistant for her son. Bobby is the one who understands Celine most of all, and Celine always feels that she fits all the schedules and all the costume arrangements and everything else, which Bobby directs.

"Bob, non-Celine why? Kok looks like the shoots are his face, yes", asked Rido one of the film crew when he would call Celine to immediately take the picture.

"iihhh. bob bab bob, call it baby dong... Kayaknya soybean, yesterday ended the meeting with his super handsome girlfriend.", Bobby chuckled while covering his lips with his large lentic finger.

"Ember you! ntar was horrified by the reporter who cried lu. "alloh Rido tried to tempt Bobby by scaring him.

"Hhhiihhhh. Where are the reporters here, you hick!", Bobby harrumphed.

"Huh, walls can be a source of news! Moreover, your mouth is a bucket that likes to open the disgrace of his own master."

"Don't you have the bucket! You deliberately deketin me because the owner knows Nyonyah's personal problems.. ".

"Hiihh! Wiggling aja ogah!", Rido passed leaving Bobby by banging his shoulders amused.

"Hey... I swear you're in love with me!", cried Bobby in his coquettish voice.

*

It has been almost 3 weeks that the great debate has passed, both Celine and Arsha are still afraid to ask each other the clarity of their next relationship. Arsha tries to give Celine time to think deeper to decide her pregnancy problems.

Meanwhile, Celine continues to think hard how Arsha will accept his decision. Her ego is still too high to remain a career, because this is what she has dreamed of, becoming a big and shining star, a famous actress this year and is expected to last long.

Every time they met no one dared to open up the problem of Celine's pregnancy, Arsha always showed a sweet attitude and attention like a father who was waiting for his baby. Arsha looks so happy with Celine's pregnancy.

When there is a chance to meet Arsha always pamper Celine like a husband who is pampering his wife who is pregnant young, make milk pregnant and order a high nutritious food for Celine. From his attitude, Celine knew very well that Arsha was so fond of the baby that was in her birth.

Celine is increasingly in a dilemma seeing Arsha's attitude on her. Now he is confused as to what should he choose, Career or his child??.