Not Love But Married

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...' Expand istighfar if your heart is feeling anxiety and doubt. Do'a, be sincere and keep trying until your life problems are resolved with permission and help from Allah SWT. Surely you will be a person who always feels grateful with the blessings you have received even if only as big as one grain of rice. ' (White Rose)...

Every human being will experience their own life problems, be it heavy, medium or light. It depends on the way the person accepts his own destiny, because everyone has different scales and sizes in measuring the problems he is facing. How does that person handle it.

Now Rania is trying to reconcile with her heart which has been plagued by anxiety for almost a week. I don't know, lately he felt a burden and a mind that always felt heavy in his mind. Perhaps it is because of the hormones of a woman that affect her feelings until she is currently more sensitive in response to any problems. From the beginning he could always be wise in every problem he was facing, but this time it felt very different.

" Mother, which was not there. ", Andra protested when Rania wrongly installed lego fighter aircraft newly bought by daddy.

" Athaghfirullah's... Yeah, well, this should be the tail of the plane. I'm sorry Andra, Mommy is wrong again. ".

" Mother of earlier daydreamed continuously... It was wrong to buy his lego. ", Andra immediately pursed her lips, annoyed with her Mother who had just been silent when putting on lego.

" I'm sorry, Mother again lack of concentration. How if now we sleep while horrifying Mother story. ", the proposal of Rania who began to feel sore on her waist because sitting too long.

" Come Mother, but Andra has not drowsy Mother. ", Rania glanced at the digital clock on the display rack, it was still eight o'clock at night, deservedly Andra was not sleepy because Andra was used to sleeping around nine at night.

" No papa, later Andra dengerin Mother story aja yes, Mother's waist hurts if sitting continues. ".

Andra nodded obediently then immediately climbed up onto the bed, Rania followed and immediately lay on her side hugging Andra.

" Kok Bunda even hug Andra si, he said he wanted a story. ", Andra protested to Rania who even hugged her small body and buried her face in Andra's chest.

Comfort when smelling the fragrance of Andra's body brings its own serenity to Rania who is feeling anxiety in her heart. Andra was like a medicine that could heal all the wounds and pains that she was now feeling.

" Andra, Mother permission to hug Andra for a while yes, Mother kangen the same smell of Andra ketek. ".

" Emang Andra now the smell of Mother?. ", andra drew his own nose closer to his armpit. " No Mother, ketek Andra does not smell. ", Andra protested later.

" Hehe... Ketek Andra now smells fragrant. It's good to kiss. ", Rania continued to rub in the chest area and Andra's armpits.

" But amused Mother... Haha... ", Andra was stunned because of the tingly because her Mother continued to kiss her body.

Meanwhile, someone behind the door of Andra's room is seen standing still while eavesdropping on the laughter of Andra and Rania that is heard from inside the room.

" Let Rania sleep with Andra tonight Sha, because only Andra can make Rania calmer at the moment. ".

Arsha breathed a heavy breath, his intention tonight he wanted to invite Rania to talk again so that the problems that were happening quickly finished. But it seems that his current wife prefers to forget the matter for a moment by sleeping with Andra.

" Yes mom.". ", he said resignedly. Then walked slowly towards his room on the second floor with impassioned steps. What makes Rania act like this. Arsha really doesn't know that Rania didn't say anything to her. ' Have I made her hurt just because of the matter of the secretary?. ', Arsha's mind continues to be curious. Time is just such a problem Rania can be as sad as that. There must be something else, which made Rania sad and silent like that.

*

This morning Arsha was presented with a view that he had missed since about a week ago. Rania was currently smiling sincerely while putting a tie around her neck and preparing all the items that would be brought to the office like the previous days.

" It's over, let's have breakfast first" said Rania in a soft voice.

" rania... ", Arsha hesitantly grabbed the hand of Rania who was about to leave from before him.

" Yes mas... What is it?. ", asked Rania directly facing looking at Arsha again.

" Are you no longer angry?. ", asked Arsha hesitantly.

Rania smiled then immediately hugged Arsha gently, "Rania never angry with Arsha. Sorry if Rania has made Arsha confused with Rania's attitude. Rania is fine now. ".

Arsha tightened her embrace, to Rania it was a relief to hear Rania say that. " Please tell me that I did something wrong or hurt you, Rania. Don't just shut up and make me even more tormented and confused about how. I don't know what to do if you just shut up like that. You can get angry, yell at me or hit me if I'm wrong. I'd rather you treat me like that than see you always shut up and say nothing to me. ".

Rania buried her face in Arsha's chest, regretting that she had made her own husband tormented because of his actions. " I'm sorry mas. ", he said briefly.

Arsha kissed the top of Rania's head for a long time, feeling calm when his wife was now no longer silent like yesterday. A feeling of relief mixed happily when Rania had already returned to her. A feeling that is very difficult to interpret by himself. What is clear now is that he really loves the woman who is in his arms right now.

*

" Rania, where do you keep your HP charger?. I want to borrow, my HP battery is lowbat. ", whispered Arsha slowly.

" It's in my bag, in the back room. Take it for yourself, yes, I still have to type this report for a while. ", replied Rania while continuing to busy typing the report of the results of the meeting that just finished.

" A little while, it's finished. Not good to have been awaited with his team mam Sarah financial statements. ".

" Yes, I lived first... ".

" Yes mas. ", answered Rania briefly without looking at her husband.

Arsha walks into the back room where Rania works every day, looking for Rania's bag that is usually left in the locker. Without taking the bag out of Arsha's locker directly reached into the contents of the bag, his hand immediately stopped when he felt something strange in the bag. Curiously took out the strange object and looked at her curiously.

" What drug is this?. ", asked Arsha did not understand while continuing to stare at the drug strip that some of the grains are not in it. ' Is Rania sick?. But he seems to be in good health at the moment. Keep on what drug is this?. ', inner Arsha kept asking. Is Rania hiding something from her?.

*

Arsha pouted bitterly staring at the person she was waiting for while walking casually into the cafe.

" Can not really appreciate my expensive time, just so late dateng can still take a leisurely walk like that!. ", sumpul Arsha looked at the person who was now sitting across the table from his seat.

" Lha you don't know my job is Sha, play call me at will. I'm still in the hospital, it's not possible to just go out like you. ", Edo replies to the emotions of his best friend who doesn't know the rules.

" What the hell is using this outside event?. Can be by phone. ".

Arsha reached into her black suit pocket and took out the strip of medicine she had taken from Rania's bag. " What medicine is Do?. ".

Edo immediately took the drug that Arsha threw on the table, "Where did you get this drug Sha?. ".

" Have not much to ask from where, just answer my question what is difficult anyway. ", Arsha was upset.

" It's a drug called KB, a pill for KB. ", he replied briefly.

" sthat mean??. ".

" Yes this is called the drug KB Sha, a drug to prevent pregnancy. ".

" Preventing pregnancy??. ", arsha was shocked. His eyes immediately stared blankly at the medicine Edo was holding. " Why should take the drug?. ", asked Arsha origin because he was confused by his newly known reality.

" Obviously let's not get pregnant. Who is taking Sha?. ", asked Edo curiously when he saw Arsha's face turning sour and pale.

" Rania. ", answered Arsha briefly. Why did Rania take the medicine?. Did he really want to part after this one marriage like he said back then?.

" Rania!. ", Edo exclaimed in shock, "Why did Rania take this medicine Sha?. Did you tell him?. ".

" When I told Rania to take the medicine, why did I tell you to check her health?. ".

Edo was silent, now the two people who were sitting in the cafe were silent with their respective minds.

" Had he not checked at that time, it turns out he was taking this medicine. Since when did he drink Sha? ".

" Where do I know!!"., snapped Arsha who was already emotional, "If I knew Rania had this bastard I had thrown away the medicine from the beginning!. ".

" What is the risk if Rania takes the drug?." , asked Arsha again as if he did not understand Edo's explanation.

" Sha, please feel good, the risk of people taking the Pill is not pregnant.

" I mean what Rania can't get pregnant till then?. ".

" If she continues to take this medicine, she will not get pregnant, but if she does not drink, she will likely become pregnant. Sha, you have to discuss this with Rania. Not all women are ready to get pregnant, maybe that's what Rania has in mind right now. ".

" So Rania's not ready to get pregnant with my son?. ".

" Yes it's just a possibility Sha, maybe he has other reasons. ".

Another reason?. Is the reason for the separation meant?. Arsha rubbed her hair rough, emotional, sad confused and disappointed mixed into one making her want to scream as loud as possible.