
I'm in on mode: selfish guy.
Hhh...
Though I myself know, selfishness is the most annoying trait. And I'll have to cut my ugly one out if the want of life comes forward.
But, it was precisely at this moment that I was wanting to maintain his existence in this soul. Even until twelve o'clock in the afternoon, it was still cold-struck on my girlfriend Eliza Maura.
You could say, this is how selfish men are! But make no mistake. Although men are the most selfish creatures of God, their little hearts are very sad. And admitting that the mistake he made was not right. (Chose!!! Martial; different equals martial country, wkwkwk)
"Bang, eat first! What rice do you want chicken noodles?"
I'm actually ashamed. Eliza, although not yet a wife, served me wholeheartedly.
Suddenly my brain was rattled by itself, at this shrewdness of hand in playing two mountains that belonged to my girlfriend last night.
Hicks! Hadeuh Gatot's! You can get angry out of place! Semalem lo playin him, woo him, but pas morning you are angry because Eliza ngeledek lo with the nickname 'kang mabok'. Hhh... Though really, you mabok last night. Ogah came home, even nginep at the house of the Lilis! *****grepein him, although not to do any further,... But your behavior really-gener!!!
"Miss!..."
Eliza.
"You want to get a drink? Cold water what's warm water?"
Hiks, Tuhaaan!!! Koq my eyes are watering huh?
No, don't...! Don't cry! Shame, bego! There are also some employees in front of you! Hold, hold!!!
"I'm sorry, huh?" I said softly while looking at the dumbstruck Eliza. Cengo'!
Eliza smiled, so sweet.
Oh God! What a fool I am, if samo oleng and hit his love from Non Lilis! Beautiful, kind, understanding too! What I need in this world, there's everything in it. Just because there was Alifah at home, and her lips managed to steal my kiss... Then I smashed Eliza like shit. Hhh... Gatot! If you break up with Eliza, sure you will be the trash of the community!
"Abis eat, dhuhuran at the mosque with the same Coki Bang Bima, Bang! Ask God for the best choice for you!"
Hix... Why is Eliza talking like that? Wh why? What was? Does he have a feeling that I can still move on from MY JANDAKU who is now at Mom's Dad's house?
I'm nodding.
His words are one hundred percent right.
And it would be foolish for my emotions to rise again, indistinct anger at him. Just because his tone of speech sounded a little upset.
It was only natural that Eliza was angry. Because my behavior is secretly quite evil as well, sosor sana sosor here. Fortunately he didn't know. Hix...
Today, I am very religious. Dzuhuran also Asharan. It really makes my heart calm.
As a result, I was more embarrassed and realized that my actions were really not right.
At five in the afternoon, the office was quiet.
One by one the employees went home. Only Bang Bima the operator stayed at the shop on the second floor, accompanied by Mang Royhan as a security guard.
I'm gegana. Go home to your parents or stay in the office. Again Lilis advice became my consideration that made me more aware, how my lover had maturity in thinking than me.
"Back, Bang! Kasian Mom. You left last night without saying. Never make your parents sad. You'll regret it a thousand times if Father Mother doesn't."
Deg.
I don't know why. Eliza's words made my heart pound.
Like being sucked into a long white labyrinthine passageway, I felt my head dizzy instead of puddle.
Samar heard Eliza's voice calling me further and further away.
............
Yesterday, the Eel was lying in a hospital bed. But this time, it was me who was lying down after fainting long enough in the office shophouse.
Hhh...
Thank God, I have the chance to see their faces again!
I asked them why they were taking me to the hospital. Dad said, Eliza and Bang Bima took care of me because of khawarir. The doctor said that my blood pressure was very low and I was dehydrated with a lack of fluids.
"She!..."
I mentioned my lover's name. Now I have a choice to fight for. The girl I believed in, I will arrange according to this promise and determination.
"I'm here, Bang!"
Apparently my girl was sitting side by side with Alifah. It made my throat back blocked.
I have to decide right away. The situation that hangs between Eliza and Aliphah cannot be continuous. It's sin! And I also need to be able to determine one of them. To choose both, I'm not quite established and can't afford it either.
"Lise!"
"Yes, Bang?"
"Dad, Mother... Can Gatot ask for a moment to talk to Eliz?"
Dad nodded. Mom looked at me a long time ago. Sometimes he turned to Eliz while giving me support through his hands.
Mom and Dad went out of the room. Alifah was also led by Mother to come out.
"Lise!"
I looked at Eliza's face. Grab it with both hands.
"Do you believe me, Liz?" soft ask.
Eliza nodded. Smile expands.
I know, he's nervous. His face was tense, his eyes were focused on my face.
"I want to clear up my problem with Alifah first. Please,..your understanding! Right now, we better break first. Until my business with Alifah is done."
"What's? Ye... Put me down?"
"No. Not that, Liz! But.., I need time to clean up my hanging relationship with Alifah. I need to finish it first. As a man, I had a promise to keep him for the rest of my life. I, want to finish my promise!"
"You mean, what's Tot?"
The eyes of Eliza Maura.
I know, this girl must have misunderstood. Because his face was pale and his lips were trembling.
"Thank you, you were once the person I loved the most. Thank ye. I'm sorry.if I've been your boyfriend for two weeks it always makes you hard! L'm... Understand mean! I accept your decision, I say goodbye!"
Ah, Miss Lilis... You are wrong fahaaam!!! Lo misinterpreted the meaning of Iuee!!! Hellooow, please baby...! Please, listen to my words once again!!!
Unfortunately, the girl left in haste. And tears.
"Lise! Eliza Maura!!!"
He has gone. Leaving me alone!
Tuhaaanite... Hik hik hiks, I'm a fool! I'm byebelin! I'm a guy who likes to make girls even illfeel!
Help me God! Pleases... I want to be happy. I want to go home soon. Happy Father Mother! That's my only goal right now!
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