NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

JANDAKU (65) Inner Upheaval

Tonight, the worst night of my life.

In the next room, Alifah slept soundly beside Mom. While me,... Precisely floundering here and there can not close the eyes at all.

Shiiit, shit! Gatot! Gatot fool! You could get involved again in a crazy love, love triangle!

Where's your brain, Gatot? Huh huh?

Where is your sane mind? Hm?

Lo never fathom how nice love is to spend your time with Alifah in the middle of the Bryan. Now, the,... You even get involved again and now who is in the middle of Eliza same Alifah? Are these nerves, right? Slabbery? The jerky? Or a guy who likes his love to be shared?

Aarrrgggh...

Helping breath for breath is not able to make my brain much lighter. Now it's getting heavier and bigger.

Remember how hard it was for me to get the heart and soul of Siti Alifah.

The girl who always bow silently and kudamba almost every night.

As time went on, the misfortune and bitterness of living in love with her was so heavy that it was even able to destroy my heart and my sincere feelings in her, I... Slowly trying to forget.

Dad said, He's not a fool with me. If indeed we are a match, God will certainly bring us closer so that no matter how difficult this relationship.

I began to realize, however hard I struggled. As hard as I try, God is far more powerful. God probably doesn't want us to live together. Become a couple who love each other, with a halal shade named household.

L'm... Slowly back.

Accept defeat with a heart full of greatness.

Hope Alifah is happy, with the man of his choice.

And slowly with a stumble and heavy steps, trying to forget all the beauty about him.

Hhh... But after all my efforts so hard to forget it began to bear fruit,... Hicks! It really makes up for inner upheaval!

This breath becomes the umpteenth time I throw. I wish my breath would go back to normal without any burden. Until I chose to leave the house, nine o'clock passed quietly.

My destination is a dimly lit herbalist shop that also sells palm wine secretly because now its circulation has been banned, because it includes high alcoholic beverages.

Pondered on his own while sipping a soft wine glass made from bamboo stem pieces. Trying to distract and calm the mind, from the turmoil that hit.

It turned out, it was precisely the calm that I got for only a moment. The more I drowned in the sour liquid and a little bit bitter, I even recalled Alifah's kiss this afternoon to me.

Haish, bangk*e!!!

I lost again, and again. Wishing that kiss that makes me feel dirty is lost from memory, it is.the more hunted me with the sound of breathing Alifah who hunted each other with the pounding of my heart at that time.

Shiiit shiiit!!!

I staggered a bit towards my Aerox bike.

Gokils! This time, I caught a big boy! Hicks! Please, don't try this at home or anyplace, OK? It's so fuckin' ga! Make you really like a crazy person, grunts cengengenges slebor and rubrak!!!

"Lise! Lilies! Liis..."

I don't know, my subconscious brought this body down and banged on Eliza's door at one o'clock in the night.

Whether my girlfriend is a sensitive person', or indeed she is an angel sent by God to be a righteous person, Eliza opened the door of her house as fast as lightning.

"Bang Gatot?"

"Non Lilis! Hicks."

"Yes Tuhaaan..."

In my semi-conscious state, I felt my body being dragged by Eliza into her house.

Lilies! Help me, please...! Please save me from this suffering! Hixes.

My eyes are closed. But still have a little awareness. And the sense of taste is quite sensitive, when my girlfriend's delicate fingers gently wipe this whole face with a wet hand towel.

Lilies! Marry me now, Lis! Hixes.

I pulled my girlfriend's body into a deep embrace. It makes me grim, because Eliza doesn't refuse to fight.

"Lise...! Eliza Maura's,... I´m... Love elo! Would you like elo...so come on me?" I whispered in Eliza's ear.

"Your...! Let's get married, Bang!" answer slowly. His voice was soft, very soft. Makes me sleepy after the hands and lips of this senseless accuser-***** Eliza.

Zzzz... Zzzz... Zzzz...

.......

Kukuruyuuuk

Kukuruyuuuk

I realized, as a sweet beautiful face was sitting looking at me with a rather serious face even though on his lips there was a thin smile.

Whay?!? I´m... I just realized!!!

"Miss...Eliza!?!"

"Come, wakeup! Shower!!! We have a lot of work to do today!" harden it with a rather loud voice.

"I.., koq... Can it be here, right?" I pretended to be amnesiac.

"I know you have a problem! But... For now, it's time to go to the office! We'll talk later, breakfast!"

Eliza gave me a towel. I timidly rushed to the bathroom in her room.

Hhh...

Gatot, Gatoth! Ck... Mo speaking ape again ye?!? Speechless!!!

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.....

It turned out to be out of the bathroom, on the bed Eliza had available new clothes for me. Complete with daleman as well. Even plus a catchy black blazer abis.

And after I tried to use, the size is very fitting on the body.

"It... I'm wearing it, Non!"

"Handsome!" eliza murmured with sparkling eyes. But, the binaries instantly dimmed. Then add the vocabulary to be, "Handsome.but mabok kang!"

Deg.

I can only swallow.

Eliza's words are a little, but ugly.

Of course, as a man who felt that his caste was one level above women, my pride immediately rose.

Hiks, it turns out my boyfriend is from Jeplak also if snacking! Huf... Make mangkel bin dongkol!

All through breakfast at his dinner table, I bent this face and didn't take out a word. Let's know the taste, he!

Eliza occasionally glanced at me, but dared not start a conversation. Scared of ni ye!?!

"Get my car, Bang! You're still a bit of a whiff if you bring a motorbike!"

Eala... Koq says it's getting filtered!?!

"Lo want to take a car? Go ahead! I'm riding my own bike!"

For some reason, these emotions are so hard to control.

L'm... Even snapped at Eliza, who was dumbstruck because of my unexpected response.

"But! That's not what I meant! You misunderstood me!"

"Huh! All women are the same! Selfish! Want to win by yourself! He felt himself the truest, the most perfect! And I realize koq, I'm this.kun kacung lo doang!"

Whay?!? Kebablasan cave! Hix...

"But! Don't I mean noisier, huh? But for the salvation of your soul, too, me! Ride the car a little safer, if the motor, take a little, fall us!"

"Ck! Don't snack too much!"

L'm... Still with a super high emotional soul. Angry and went straight away in my own motor vehicle. Go to the company office we built together.

Hhh...

Eliza I admit her maturity. He went to the cantote by driving his Honda Jazz car alone. Eliza even tried to forget my harsh words. Maybe he thought, my words were the words of drunk people. Which does not need to be horrified let alone taken by heart.

Our work has piled up. Makes me and Eliza not have time to think about the useless things, which can trigger our quarrel again.

Lis! I'm sorry, Lis!...

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