NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

JANDAKU (8) Let's Fight

It's distressing when you haven't had time to express your heart, but time isn't on your side.

Hhh...

Like at the moment.

The train arrived on time. While I have not yet revealed my heart to Alifah.

Surprised, usually the schedule of transfortation in my beloved country is famous rubber clock! But this can be, the train is nongol according to the clock. At nine o'clock exactly. Though I haven't 'shot' Alifah manly. Hadeuh! This brain mumble tastes!

"Bye, Gathot! See you next time!"

Alifah waved his hand and stepped quickly towards the carriage that stopped right in front of us.

"Alifah.., I,"

Treeet.

"Start, Tot! Give me a phone!"

What a taste Wanjim! Aharrrggghh!!! There are always obstacles!

Patience, Gatot. Be patient! The patient man has his sustenance wide. Aamij!

Hicks, God...! I haven't had a chance to tell her LOVE! Please, please.create her sweet smile without artificial sweeteners it's just for me alone!

"Gatots! Thanks a lot, huh? I'll tell you later that I'm in town S, deh!"

Her sweet smile with one faint dimple adorned her pretty face.

Ibuuu! Ibuuu, let's pray for your son's best mate, Mother!

The train slowly began to move, after the whistle the driver gave the code and cue.

Hhh...! Feels tight this chest. The face of Alifah who was still looking at me from behind the window, again disappointed me.

Disappointed in myself who was slow to move expressed a sense of.

I'm a fool! Opportunity in plain sight, just disappear.

Hey, Gatot! Woles, broh! Lo kayak boy expired lo! The important thing is that Alifah's personal number is in hand! You can slow him down slowly. And you should be able to be more extra patient! If you are too grusak-grusuk, which is in the Eel even more slippery and run away!

If you are too fighting the Alifah, there he will be illfeel because you guys have no brain! Yes kali', girls have fiancee tetep lo say LOVE. It's the same as SUICIDE, Suaeb!

You have to play as smooth as possible. You must be diligent in praying and trying, that is the most important thing. You think LOVE is enough! Love needs capital, broh! Don't you hear the words of Alifah semalem? Her fiance's boss' son Papa! Ha ha...., thought khan lo?! What do you have to do to fight the famous, handsome and rich selebram? Mumet khan lo? You only have SINCERE LOVE, but you're not as thick as a millennial boy's pocket!

Hixes. Cape!!!

For a moment my resolve was round. But given the very, very heavy rival, down was also mentally me for a moment.

Haish!

But don't be discouraged, Young Man! The soul mate must meet! I'm sure of it! I'm certain. Haqqul yaqiyin!

If God allows it, anything can happen. God is Great. God is Great. The proof, who knew that the cute girl was once MY WIFE. Since she is MY NEMESIS, then our marriage is just an instant. Faster than the age of butterflies. So now the status is JANDAKU.

Treeet...

...[.Gatot Subroto's! You want a Warning Letter, huh? Hadeeuh this is a boy! Where are you? Aarrrggghhh!!!]...

"Ready, ready, Boss! Again slide this, otewe! I got this super nice wood. It's still the offering stage! The owner's hard to work with, Boss!"

The as*! I lied again! Hiks, sorry Boss!

My job is the main one. Even my job is very important in pursuing the love of My Eel.

Go, spirit!!!

............

My duty with the hard workers is my effort now.

A real man is a man who always works with a heart and soul as strong as steel.

Although a sweat drenches the whole body, but the results of his efforts will not be in vain.

Especially if the money is donated to his beloved family. Wow, that's really amazing!

Dream first ah!

"But! Why are you alone?!"

Suwe, this is a handyman! Can't see a guy for a second, huh?!? Hadeuh!

"Ga why-why, Mas! Hehehe...! Just want to grin!"

The answer is real! If I can hear alone, masbuloh for you?! (masbuloh: problems for elo)

But somehow, my day became much lighter. My smile is cheaper. Could this be the effect of reuniting Siti Alifah?

And one thing I should be grateful for. My work is going well. Boss is happy with the stuff I got, as well as with the negotiation results I launched.

Good thing khan lo Boss, have a Supply Chain Manager like me?! Even though I'm a slenge'an young man, but for matters of responsibility and loyalty dedication to the company! Hehe... (Gatot is the ringing of the crumbs)

Today my work in the forest is done before the Maghrib reverberate.

The body is quite tired and the new body pain I feel after finishing the bath.

I laid out the long prayer rug that Mom gave me three years before wandering back to the Capital.

Sorry, My Lord is Great! I can't be a grateful person except in emergencies and certain times!

Thin snack. Not that I don't have the money to buy a new one. But this prayer reminds me of how much my mother always wanted me to be the best man who always remembered the Greatness of her God. That is why I always wear the prayer mat every time I have the desire to pray.

In my religion it should be mandatory to perform worship five times a day.

But I'm still part of the jahiliyah man. It is still very difficult to focus and worship.

But my God is so good to me. Never have I sorted out to give me infinite sustenance to this day.

I'm always grateful, God gave me a whole family. Father in charge of wife and child, Mother who has always been faithful and prayed for her husband and son. What more must I complain about My Great Creator than to thank Him for all His blessings in my life.

Many of my friends complain about family. About his parents who chose Divorce when the age is no longer young. About her family relationship that is not harmonious and too selfish.

To be honest, I had bad feelings for you.

I don't think Dad loves me as much as Mom.

But it turns out my mind was wrong all along.

I think more about my life in the future.

My father taught me hard, because I was a boy. Boys should not be weak, flabby and always be under the tutelage of their parents.

Because Dad said, life is hard. Real loud. And a man has twice as much responsibility as a woman. Especially if the man has grown up and has a family.

Mother's attitude unconsciously always worried about me being an only child, making Dad anxious.

Dad was afraid that I would be the kind of guy who always asks for help when he's fallen and fragile.

Especially when I indirectly like putting the sprouts of tah* buffalo on his face, Dad was angry and disappointed could not accept.

Gradually, I began to understand Dad's attitude. Especially when at the beginning of our move to the city of PP. Something happened to make me rethink to hate him again.

I was playing with my friends on the campus after class. Suddenly there was a disaster, a large high mahogany tree and has been around for decades it was knocked down by weathered age.

Father who was at that time his office was right next to the campus, panicked to see me who became one of the victims and lying helpless with his body face down and forehead splattered with fresh blood.

Dad carried me with his incredible strength.

He ran to find a vehicle screaming for help and begged some passing drivers to take us to the hospital.

I finally realized, Dad loves me in his way.

Although he was very difficult to express his affection, but one thing I finally knew. My character tends to look more like my father. It is difficult to express the heart and love and affection to the person who is always there in the heart.

Like how I feel about Alifah. Years just soaked. I can't take it out just for the sake of getting love in return. Being too afraid of the end result was disappointing.

Hhh...

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