NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

MY JANDAKU (14) Me And He Are Already Much Different

Mom, forgive your son, Mom! Many years of school, then financed college as well. At the end of the day, he went crazy for falling in love.

Hhh...

Is love like this? Sweet, salty, wry, nasty. Nano-Nano taste.

I'm exactly 25 tomorrow. But this is the first time I've felt such a complete taste, it's amazing.

But.., unfortunately this love is not right on target. And it turns out my prayers to God to be able to feel love, finally answered already. Yet... I feel my love is wrong.

I fell in love with JANDAKU who is now a fiancee.

That was to me a mistake.

And I realized it.

It's so hard I think I can reach it.

The present Siti Alifah is not the previous Siti Alifah.

I myself do not know if my love is because of his physical and now much more beautiful face. My love is physical.

But, since the return to meet Alifah.This feeling developed rapidly into a flowery love.

Since the beginning of meeting Alifah in school, this feeling was already there but I was late to realize it because of the age that was so young.

Years later, even though we never meet again, but this sense of heart still continues to stick and do not want to leave.

The affection, the disappointment, also the regret that was so deep that I was trapped in the labyrinth hall of my short marriage in adolescence with Alifah.

Never once did I want to try a new relationship with another girl. Moreover, after I knew the contents of Alifah's heart and feelings through his Diary.

A little message, never steal a girl's diary book that turns out there is a sense of the same lo! Because, your whole life will be in a vortex of regret that continues even deeper.

Either I want a birthday badmood again, or indeed is fretting because of the age of growing up but true love can not yet reach it.

Makes me lazy to do anything.

Just lying in the boarding room. After returning home from work until six in the evening, shower and pray three rakaat maghrib.

Alifah still hasn't seen me after yesterday afternoon chats and phone calls with me.

Trying husnuzon, because he said he was busy with proposal seminars. As I recall, Alifah was busy with the script sheet. Yes must be very busy going back and forth to the lecturer to discuss chapter by chapter thesis for the sake of in ACC and submission of the next chapter.

I can't see Alifah from his medsos. Because we turned out to be typical of eleven-twelve people. Both do not like to update the status let alone selfie photos. Even if it ever was, it was very rare. And can be counted on fingers in a year.

Much different from his fiance who is super active and always online because there are managers and officials who take care of his social media that many fans follow.

..............

The night went on, the azan Isya reverberated in the sky where I lived.

The three-by-six-meter boarding room with bathroom facilities and a small kitchen makes me quite comfortable after a busy day working for a living.

"Toot!"

"Oi!"

"Dugem yok!"

Miss Aji, one of the office managing officers visited my room.

"Grotto bokek!" ngasal reply.

Aji and I have been hanging out together at one of the discos a few times.

Issuing a budget of three hundred thousand for a shake-up ajep last night not to include drinks, for me quite burdensome bags as well.

Sometimes my true thoughts often feel a loss. Of the five hundred thousand out in just a few hours a night, mending money I allocate transfer send to Mom. Can make additional savings, buy furniture for when I marry later (said Mom).

But as a young person who is single, single and hungry for entertainment, after all there is no harm in also knowing the world of the glitter of the Capital.

"The demon!"

"I'm really dumb, Bray! This month I have minimal income. Motorcycle pieces, debt in the office, pay kostan, jasuke snacks and so forth and so on. No budget for my ajeb-ajeb this month!"

"Gue pay for the entry! Today I'm good again!"

"Wuih, the mantep! Where's the money from? Nilep money kostan lo ya?"

"Yes, lo! I got tips from Miss Vanya!"

"Ahey! Crazy lo, so you too! Want to be inundated with Miss Vanya! Haha..."

"Whisper you, Tot! Come spiel!"

"Oughey!"

Getting a deal even though the entrance ticket, it is a gift. The sustenance was denied. Although in a cryptic state, alias is not for positive activities because of fun in the workplace.

But...! Consider this a gift from Aji for my birthday who has grown old. 25 years, age a quarter of a century. The age that should be more mature thinking and have begun to stay away from the ugliness of the world. Hm...! Even celebrate in the dark with flickering discotheque lights. Sorry, God!

Two pieces of my hundred-thousand banknotes floated to pay for drinks. Oreng dikit rocking left right, stomp his legs cheerfully, hurrah-hura. Hurraaah!!!

Anjim really is Aji! Turns out he made a deal with a paid girl. I am alone without any plongo I know.

Hhh...

But just chill, continue to relax. Loss of the city if I waste the money that Aji and I spent.

The music is getting louder the beat. Attracting souls to further meld themselves with the clamor who swayed increasingly spirit uncontrollably.

The average intoxicating alcohol that has been affected.

Men women, old young, all rejoicing. Prancing shake with style and style respectively.

Even I started not controlling myself, until...

Someone sitting in the corner distracted me.

Alifa!!! Why is the boy there?

I'm moving, approaching. Although the disco lamp was very dim, but I am sure, she was Siti Alifah. JANDAKU I love the most.

I was just about to call him. Suddenly another figure whom I also knew of his face, appeared and pulled Alifah's fingers first.

"Come, Bee!!!" his voice sounded soft.

It turned out that Bryan was drunk. The road looks staggering. And his hands were like tremors somewhat trembling.

Isha! The compactor looks like a person too!

"Ga, Bry! I'm just here!" reject the subtle alifah.

I deliberately paused my steps. I want to know about what they will do.

"Come, Bee! Come on!"

"I can't jog! You're just there!"

"Anj! Village girl! It's hard to be pleased!"

Astaghfirullah...!!! The language.., ck ck... So sweet!

Bryan is seen leaving Alifah alone. Looks like he went back to his community group that was making trouble at the other table.

Shortly after, another man came to Alifah's table.

"Fifah, Bryan lost the bet! Come on, come with us. We're just asking you to come down for a second, we're tripping for fun!"

"Engga'! I said hgga' ya lgga'!!!" yell Alifah loudly.

Good Lifah, maintain your firmness!

Bryan soon returns to Alifah.

"Come, Bee! Don't embarrass me in front of my friends, Bee!"

"Khan I told you, I don't want to come. I won't limit your association with your friends. Please have fun!"

"They want to know you, Bee! Come on, motherfucker*at!"

Bugs!

"Bangs*t! Elo the bangs*t! Ringworm dogs!"

I'm hot-hearted, seeing MY JANDAK she's harassed once again. His language really made my soul churn until this fist landed once right on his cheekbones.

"Woi, mony*t!!!"

Instantly the atmosphere was burning. Some of his friends came swarming and there was one of them who suddenly hit me.

Bag gedebug Wedak,

The commotion is inevitable. Although Alifah was screaming asking us to stop the fight. Till...

Bugs.

Alifah's face was hit by Bryan's fist. Spontaneous I returned his fist to a lot and the selebgram was bleeding from his nose.

I immediately pulled Alifah's hand out of the crowd. I escaped MY JANDAKU, ignoring the sarcastic cries of his fiancee who almost fainted surprised to find my many attacks.

Able!!! Rasain!

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