NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

JANDAKU (27) Gegana Part Two

Among thousands of stars

You are the brightest

Among the thousands of love

My choice is just you, baby

There will be none but you

In all my circumstances

You are just you

Which is always there for me

"Why do you, Tot!"

"Ga papa, Mas Aji! Another toothache!"

My short answer made Mas Aji chatter at length, giving a series of phenomenal toothache medicine names.

I, with my cold attitude, just nodded like a buffalo being poked.

Turn my head, not for toothache reasons. But heartache, seeing the attitude of Alifah like that in the city mall.

Hicks! Baka, baka, baka! I knew he had a fiancee. Get married, Gatot! Yes surely bonyoknya Bryan must have known the Eel beloved lo it! But you don't want to be conscious either! Where's your brain, Gatot!!!

I was crazy. Crazy for love.

Not a single thought to get out.

Not even wanting to give up for a moment.

I want to fight to the last drop of blood.

Lo crazy, huh? You don't think? In the end, who was the most injured? You alone, Gatot! Lo loves Alifah, but she's getting married to someone else. Elo, how are you going? Loving her shadow continuously even though she will be someone's wife? You want to kayak that? Just keep waiting for Alifah, like expecting a star to fall from the sky. Tol! Begos! Dong*!!!

I don't know. What is wrong with this thought.

Many times and many tried to be aware, but the charm and magic of Siti Alifah seemed to have anesthetized all the veins of the joints of the body as well as my feelings.

I've pledged myself, my love of love dies to Alifah. There is no other girl who fascinates me but her. MY NEMESIS, now MY BABY, is MY BABY.

Mas Aji I put it down at the company warehouse. He's not far from the barn. With Mas Rasdi and Diki. While Firman has a family. They live in the central area of the capital. So go home every day.

I went back to the apartment at half-twelve in the night.

My steps wander through the basement hall to the ground floor stairs and elevator boxes. Just now I was about to get into the elevator whose door was open, one elevator next to it was open and someone walked out in a hurry.

Anggara Bryan!!!

Although the man covered part of his face with a snapback hat, but I did recognize all the styles through instagram and other Bryan medsos.

The guy stepped out into the basement. The car keys in his hand are ready.

Why is it that people keep milling around in the day?

My mind is back.

He was with Mirina.

Eh? Koq I remember the costume is different now? That time at the pool her clothes weren't that. Why change again now? What...., is it possible that he has a flat in this apartment as well? Or, play at Miss Mirina's apartment?

Duh, I forgot I didn't ask about Mirina's flat. Is one building with me or different. Hhh...

Kasian, you eel! Your fiancee often goes out of the house until midnight like this. If you choose me, I will never leave you. Even for a second it was except for a noble purpose, earning a living to support you.

Sotoy, you're Tot! Could Bryan do some more work. He's khan selebgram. His work schedule is erratic. It's not like elo who comes in the morning home in the afternoon. Small salary is only received at the beginning of the month. Same with Bryan. His job has no time limit. The payment can also be double digit once transfer. Lv? It can be double digits but if the salary is withheld until the next three months. It could also be four months if the cashbon to the office reduces the salary transfer by half. Hicks!

What power, a wooden spoon compared to a golden spoon. Yes, lose far away!

My heart is melodious.

The cure is confiding with Mom.

My mother was everything to me. It's like a friend too. Even when we were one house, every heart grieved like this.definitely her lap became the most comfortable place to drown my sad face.

"Hallo, Mommy..."

...[.Gatot! Not sleeping?]...

Ah I forgot. It's about midnight, but I call nyokap instead to want to vent the contents of my heavy heart.

"Sorry, Mother! Gatot is missing! Want to talk to Mom. Is she asleep?" ask me to feel sorry for interrupting her night break.

"Hehehe..., sorry! Gatot can't sleep, Mom! Just got back to the mall!"

...[.Are you all right khan?]...

"Good, Mom! Just sad again. You don't know why my heart is sad! Hehehe.., miss Mother. Want to go home but the ball can. Gatot just moved to work a week! So it's still trying to adapt to the same new environment!"

...[.Are you all right there? How's atmosphere? New friends? Bismillah, keep humble not much style let alone behavior in a new place. Keep the courtesy and do not hurt people! Yeah, Son?]...

"Yes, Mom!"

It feels good, Mother's advice calms my heart even though long distance via mobile phone only.

...[.How's your romance going, son?]...

A rowdy? Hiks, nanyanya... The most sensitive part, Mom!

"Hehehe...! Belom there is love, Mom! Belom someone made Gatot pingin cepet household! Doain dong, Mom! Let the most beautiful child in the world love with all my heart! Hehe..."

...[.Alifah how are you? You guys meet again khan? Must be busy with college?]...

Yeah, Mommy! The question is straight into this corner!

"Yes, Mom!" reply limp.

...[.Wh why? You guys must be making a fuss again, huh? Why can't you get along with each other? Always like dogs and cats, the storm continues when time has passed so long!]...

Hhh... You can always get me cornered.

"We're not making any more noise, ma'am!"

...[.Well, keep... That's you koq the same voice as the tone of speech like the same Alifah?!]...

"Aliphah... I'm getting married soon, Mom!"

...[.Lah? Khan's still in college? The final semester now? Another khan thesis? Who is the same marriage?]...

Ah Mother, nanya mulu! He wants to marry me, your handsome son! But... Apparently, hhh...

"Yes, same boyfriend! Where would he want me, Mom!"

I heard my mother's breath on the other side.

...[.You must still love Alifah huh?..]...

Mother's question I can't answer. I'm silent.

...[.Gatot, handsome boy!... You're still young koq! There are plenty of opportunities for you to get to know the world and love! I know you're sad. You are difficult to accept, Alifah choose others than you. Release, Son! That's a sign God wants you to move on, son! Maybe your soul mate isn't Alifah. Maybe your soul mate is somewhere else. Waiting for you to be ready for a new love!]...

Hix...

Mother's words made my tears pour out.

Mother. I also really want Legowo to accept all God's Decree on me. But why does this heart seem heavy to remove Alifah. Especially after I found out, her future husband and how his behavior and temperament. I feel sorry for Alifah, Mom! Hix...

I dare not speak frankly to Mom. In addition to his advice.

...[.Son! Don't forget your duty, thank God! Prayer should not be abandoned. Because by remembering God, you will get good guidance for your next steps in the future. Yes, Gatot Darling?]...

"Yes, Mom! Thanks a lot, Mom! I'm going to one o'clock, I'm sleeping, I'm resting. Greetings to Dad. InshaaAllah Gatot will be home by the end of this month!"

...[.Yes, My dear Child. My father always prayed for good for you. Don't forget, take care of your health. Don't get too free to hang out, son?! Assalaminata.]...

"Glamma!"

Clik.

Ah Mother! Your advice calms my heart. Geganaku. Mom really makes me feel better now.

Tonight I slept without remembering Alifah and her beautiful face. Mother's words cleared my mind.

I have to move on. Alifah already has another life. Soon she will be married. And this forced relationship of ours will ultimately remain frayed. Of course, I will also be sicker again because of the love that is further and deeper.

That'll hurt more.

And I don't want my sanity shaken.

Hhh... Sad indeed. But yes this is how it is. The fighting!

...💌TO BE CONTINUE'S...