
Alifah and I deliberately gathered the three people I loved most in my life.
Deliberately arrange a chance to have a serious conversation with them after dinner.
"Tumben, Gatot eats fast and doesn't say much!" ledek Mother as usual.
"Toothache times', Mom!" I'm also half-literate.
"What PMS is it, Mom?" timpal Arif is getting more and more unclear.
I blushed while glancing occasionally towards Alifah who was just a calm smile.
"Hm... Then I will eat, sit on the sofa?! Someone wants Gatot to be with you! And there's something serious to say!"
Mom, Dad and Arif were silent.
I think they thought of Nethings! Solal'e on a nervous bow. Hm...
Finish eating together.
Alifah still helps Mom wash the dishes we used to eat.
"Udah first, Lif! Ma'am... Here dong sit down, someone wants Gatot obrolin!" I said impatiently.
All according. Sitting on a long sofa with a curious face.
"Well, Mom.., Arif..."
Everyone focused on my face.
"Gatots... I want to marry Alifah. Alifah answered as well. Our... Ask for blessings and permission from all."
"Alhamdulillaah!!!"
Dad, I'm also Arif compact to say the sentence hamdalah. The faces that had looked confused and tense now changed the aura of happiness.
Arif immediately embraced me.
He was crying on my shoulder. Sobbing to the wet my left upper shirt was exposed to tears of happiness.
"When is the right time?"
"Very a month, Mom! Until the police affairs are completed, and Alifah also has to re-examine his work contract first to the Saudi Arabian embassy. Lifah can offer to continue the contract, but it's not extended."
"Yes. I agree!"
"Mom agrees too!"
"Aarif who will be the marriage guardian of Lifah!"
"Alhamdulillah!" Now I and Alifah are compact together.
Want to feel holding my fingers JANDAKU blushed beside me. But... I should be able to hold back. Until we are absolutely halal and she officially becomes my wife. My life until the end of this life.
I don't know why, these lips can't stop turning. Even smiling continued, although our conversation started to lead in a serious direction. About the procedures for the implementation of marriage contracts that are usually carried out in this village.
"Tot, don't grin! Dry teeth, Tot!" said Mother. All are laughing.
"Mother mah, can't see Gatot seneng!"
"Haha..."
A happy night.
For a few days Alifah slept with Mom.
He is still often delirious and sometimes screams in fear in the middle of the night. He said the dreams of people who fill him still often come disturbing.
Of course I am sad and full. It is visible to other women out there who have been and are getting more serious violence, abuse and persecution. Ck!
Do not assume the problem is resolved even though the victim has received justice.
His physical and psychological trauma will continue even after a long time of mental recovery.
Like Alifah.
I even took him to psychiatry in Jakarta while taking care of his employment contract which ended at the Saudi Arabian embassy.
Alifah has a psychiatric disorder commonly called anxiety disorder PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder).
It took several psychotherapy meetings and counseling to restore Alifah's mental condition as usual.
We decided to stay a few days in Jakarta. At the inn near the hospital.
"Alifa! Gatot!"
Lifah and I looked at each other.
Miss Mirina? Bryan's?
My heart almost exploded seeing Mirina and Bryan. The couple walked a few feet behind us.
Alifah's face was also pale.
Ouch, Gusti!! Why is there this meeting again?! Please, please protect Alifah, O Allah!
"You guys?!.." I'm a little confused.
"What are you doing in this special neural room?" ask Mirina. Kepos.
"Ga. Just the intention to visit a friend who happens to be a psychiatrist in this hospital. Yeah khan, Lif?" I answered while holding onto Alifah's cold, wet fingers. (Of course it's a lie)Gue just wants to channel the same spirit of the Eel that looks pale and anxious.
"You alone?" sanku.
"We have been patients for a long time. About two years. But that doesn't mean we're crazy!? Hehe..."
I'm laughing a little. Dreaming of Mirina's laughter and Bryan Anggara's grin.
"Well, I'm sorry about me and Bry?"
I'm stunned. Mirina tried to interact with Alifah who had just been quiet.
"Especially Me. I also represent my Papa Mama who has been much wrong with your family!"
I hugged Alifah's shoulder. Helping channel warm air so that he no longer feels afraid. There I was beside him.
"Together!" alifah replied in the end.
Mirina looks busy looking at her rolex watch that is couple with Bryan.
"Come, we're waiting for Doctor Hana in her room!" mirina said to her husband.
"May you always be happy. I'm sorry.., I'm sorry for all my mistakes!" bryan said again.
"Thank you, Bry!"
Now I feel Alifah's cold fingers are much warmer the flow of blood. Thank goodness!
We shake hands with each other. Forgive each other for events in the past. And smile while saying the words 'til we meet again'.
Hhh...
Bryan's soul mate is Mirina. Their marriage still survives to this day.
That is someone's life. Unexpected, unpredictable.
Only the Master of Life can turn the heart of man, the man of His creation.
I hold Alifah's shoulder. Ready to step forward to face the future.
One by one, we managed to finish the business. Prepare for a happy day, the union of our sacred love both in the. Aami...
...❤BERCONNECT❤...