NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

JANDAKU (62) My Fuss With Siti Alifah

Go home, eight o'clock in the night. After I and Eliza prayed Isya together in her house.

Thank God, my problems with Miss Eliza can finally be solved also after I reveal all of this identity. Starting from the beginning, why did I marry Alifah. Hhh... It was quite heavy at first, as Eliza was a bit stubborn too. But... In building a relationship, I realize, honesty and communication are the main keys.

We pray both Isha. And I'm the one who's been observing him.

I hope my heart is strengthened by Allah Ta'ala when these eyes look back at the face of Siti Alifah. My old Jandaku was MY NEMESIS BUT MARRIED.

"Tot! Just home?"

Instantly my eyes like hypnotized on the beauty of Siti Alifah who just finished praying and still wearing her face.

Oh Allah is holy! Beautiful in your creation!

Tot, Gatoth! Patience, Tot! It's exam!!!

Hix...

"Let's sit down and discuss the matter with a cool head!" I said. Again in the old fashioned style. Geeh! The Gatot omod! Lo style, not strong!!!

Father and Mother are also called to have a serious discussion together. At least, there are both my parents who monitor and remind us if the emotion is too high.

"What do you want right now, Lif?" ask after thinking long enough. What opening words would I say for Alifah.

"You changed the contact number without telling me!" he answered with a lowered face and a voice of disappointment.

Selow Tot's! Selow!... Don't jump right into the emotion, Tot!

"Then, what about you, Siti Alifah? You also acted without confirming me first! You marry the same Sissy, even with a party posted on the instagram page as well as the tik tok Bryan account. That's what? Where's your confirmation?"

"Gatot, please ... with my explanation first!"

"Do you know what happened to me? Huh huh? Do you know how long I've been treated for the severe injuries inflicted on your celeb husband? Ten days! And you, do you know how I am after that?"

"Hik hik hicks... Tot! Hik hik... I have my own thoughts. I already have a plan to unmask Mama Papanya, then I can be free from her son. Hik hik hicks..."

"But is there a similar story to me? Any ga? Tell me honestly about your plan? Has she? Even until finally I know you merit the same sissy through the post of beloved husband lo that ng-tag your name on IG and FB!!!"

Brak!!!

My emotions exploded.

The living room table was the target of my breakthrough which was quite surprising to Dad, Mom and Alifah.

"Papa is dead, Tot! Huaaa hik hiks, I'm now just the same Arif, Tot!"

Hhh...

Alifah fell on my lap. Again crying hysterically with her layered sadness. Makes me also both my parents confused, what to do.

"What do you want now, Lipah?"

Good Lord! What else is this, Lord!

When I had found the way to happiness, suddenly the Eel came and seemed to block my steps almost a little more.

What is my fault and sin, Lord? Whaties???

Why did you give me this heavy ordeal? Why, God???

My mother and father were unable to say anything. Their lips are tight. Confused, upset, restless also fret at what is now happening to my life.

I used to crave Alifah. Even in my every bow, I always called his name.

Siti Alifah Binti Mr. Mukti.

I always and always say my prayers.

How much I want to live with him.

But that was before. Long ago.

When he was not married to Bryan Anggara. And when my love flower is scorching because of Alifah.

But that was before.

After what happened to me.

Destruction, as well as the wounds of heart, soul and body, I... Slowly left.

No, no! I'm not the one who left him. But he left me first! Her... Smiling sweetly in the photo taken on her wedding day sitting next to Bryan Anggara. She was! She herself was the cause until I tried to forget her!!!

"If you were me, how would you feel, Alifah? Hows it?... How broken my heart is when I see your wedding photo so conceptualized. You,... Wear a dodot and sit quietly with a happy face in front of the penghulu. Then also your photos are compact holding the marriage book. Didn't you think about how I felt back then???"

Breaking my anger, turning into a deep disappointment. Until it sank down to the floor with a heartbreaking roar and cries of sadness.

Bodo is a very neighbor! Ora urus!!! My coz is upset again with the god-level gegana!

But, masa' yes... I, Dad also I can make ngusir him from here while he already so pasrahnya surrender to ourselves with us! Hua... Mumet ga tuh endas lo, Bro! Hik...

"Yuk cried!? Eliz's mom was cooking well! Let's eat first! Alifah must be hungry too. From the morning probably haven't eaten!"

Mother led the aliphah who rested at my feet. For a long time he was worried to see his son worshipped by a woman who was flooded with tears asking and giving.

Worried also if there are neighbors passing by and see our situation.

Tonight, we ate the four beaten nine less. With a cold, stiff and quiet atmosphere.

Hhh...

Moga tomorrow all these terrible circumstances can be resolved. And my mind is also afraid to return to normal so that I can find the best way out. Aami...

...❤TOGETHER❤...