
I don't dare argue with Mom and Dad.
This is the result if you fight the words of both parents. The results obtained are all bad and painful.
My phone is cracked and broken and can't be reused. It is difficult to contact Alifah.
Somehow it's in its present state. Moreover, I turned out to have been lying in the hospital for five days in a miserable state.
My co-workers including Boss Edan have also visited several times. So did my high school senior friend. There's been a lot of looking.
But Alifah never came to see my situation that needed his consolation.
Did Alifah also get bad treatment from the sissy Bryan? Then,... How is he doing now?
My heart is broken, my soul is broken.
This thought is always on Siti Alifah.
What Bryan did to her until there was no news at all. Ck! I am so worried about my heart's love.
"Yes...,"
"Yes, son?"
"May I have pinjem hape?" askaku.
I know, my mom looked at me suspiciously.
"Gatot asked for help, very!"
My soft voice finally made Mother melt.
"It!"
"Please replace the same SIM Card that Gatot has! Sorry, Madam... Help!" my mother to the clucking mother.
I can't do it alone. My right hand hurts, my chest hurts and my leg breaks too. Complete is suffering.
Mother complied with my request even with the attitude of ogah-ogahan.
"It!"
I painstakingly tried to use Mom's phone to contact My Beloved Eel. My mom is out. Because if there's a father here, I don't dare to do it.
Apparently Siti Alifah's number is also inactive. The last notice contacted was dated five days ago. Pas event event. Ck!
I'm upset. I'm worried I miss you too. I want to know the news about my beloved, Siti Alifah.
I try to browse social media like IG and FB Alifah.
My heart stopped beating for a moment.
Photo Alifah sitting next to Bryan Anggara. Complete with traditional Javanese clothing, where they appear to use Javanese dodot.
The soft bone man who plays women apparently tagged my girlfriend's name. Then it says "HARI H".
Lemas feels all over my joints. It got weaker until I unconsciously cried.
Mother who was surprised by my attitude immediately took her phone. And. he immediately grabbed my shoulder and drowned it in the chest.
Lordy! Is this your answer, God? In the end my love was completely run aground, blown away and smashed to pieces. Even now lost swept away by the storm that ravaged my feelings. Hiks huaaa's...
I cried in Mom's arms.
It hurts, sakiiit.
Her pain, pain.
Even far many times more than stab wounds on the chest, broken leg wounds and body injuries due to hits and blunt force blows that Bryan cs lay.
I cried like a boy. Roared sobbing, not caring about my opname room which was in the third grade. Where there are seven iron beds of other patients. The one who heard and glanced at me was also Mom.
"Moe... Huhuhuhu...! Ibuuu, sorry Gatot Buuu!" isakku is full of regrets.
Cruel love! It was so cruel that I really wanted to die and just drown at the bottom of his deep ocean!
"A-what's up?" tanyanya nervous. He was worried about my condition and afraid of the doctor's verdict on my health.
Mom pushed her phone without talking.
And I saw that Dad could only sit quietly without a sound.
I was very embarrassed. Very guilty and very sorry for not caring about their advice.
Dad just held my shoulder. I wiped my tears with my head shaking.
"Get your head up, Gatot! You are my proudest son! You're such a great boy! I'm amazed, you fought to the end. But this is God's destiny! It means you have to accept the reality now! And start a new life sheet!"
I am so sad to hear Dad's words. It hurt like a dagger was hitting my chest.
But Dad's words contain the truth. It made me hiccup with my left hand grabbing her waist and sinking into a heartbreaking cry.
Me, Gatot Subroto. 25 Years old. Break up in love for the first time.
That pain is so painful. It hurts more than when I dropped my talaq on my wife in the past. Hixes.
JANDAKU, I hope you live happily ever after! You belong to that man now. And our relationship, which was established this month, broke off on its own.
Thank you for giving me happiness for just a moment. Thank you, it was mine even if it was just for a moment. I was happy, seeing you smiling happily sitting with the man, in the end. Now, I'm releasing you.to be happy! Be happy!
.............
Disconnected love and the state of the body as it is now makes me a more closed person.
I am more quiet now. More thinking than talking at length.
Although many friends came and went to visit me in the hospital, but I was unable to get rid of my sadness. My father and mother saw my suffering that made them hurt too.
Ten days in hospital at Melania, the doctor finally let me go back to the apartment.
On the doorstep, I passed by Miss Mirina. Our eyes accidentally looked at each other.

Do you think you know khan, Mommy? Hm... Lo turned out to participate in the success of your husband in destroying me! Must be khan lo?
"Gatot, I'm sorry about your situation! L'm... Sorry, if it's wrong with you!"
Much, Ma'am! It's a lot of wrong!
I just kept quiet but responded to his hand.
So did Father Mother, who did not know the subject.
"Today I moved, Tot! Bryan bought me a house in Cikini Raya!" he said again with a face down.
Hm... It seems to have got what it wanted. Aplouse for you, Sexy Ma'am!
Neither I, neither Father nor Mother responded to Mirina. We nodded slowly and went into the apartment.
"Gatots! Alifah and Bryan already," she said before I closed the door.
Yep! I know, Ma'am! Don't need to be clear!
Brucks.
The door closed quickly.
Mom sighed and Dad looked at me in relief.
Now both of them have seen my situation returning to his indifference in responding to Mirina.
Actually from the beginning I did not respond to the bininya Bryan! But just respect! Just appreciate a woman who is a neighbor. That's all, nothing more!
Want him now pitted by Bryan, or he became an old wife I don't really care. I'm just fighting for my love for Alifah. That'sthat's all. But in the end, it's JUST VAIN LOVE. But I have no regrets about having fought to the end. Although the end is the cruelty of love I get.
Ck! Fate, fate!
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