NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

JANDAKU (38) Happiness Or Sadness

It feels like a dream. Feed Alifah who occasionally glanced at my netraku with a beautiful twinkle of his eyeballs.

Actually, this head is filled with many questions. But seeing the attitude of Alifah who is very different from usual makes me mistakenly forget.

Are all women like this? Good at theatrics and likes to play with the feelings of men? Hiks. And I have been swept away in an ever greater vortex of love.

The cute lips of Alifah occasionally open to receive my feed. It looks very tempting to kulum*t its mouth-watering suppleness of heart and eyes.

"Tot! Why are you so good with me?"

It's an easy question, but I'm hard to answer.

That's because I love Elo, Siti Alifah Binti Mr Mukti!!! Isha! Why do I pretend to feel the same way?

I'm gaunt. The grunt also annoyed the prying. Why does Alifah seem to tease me, pull my love and throw it deep into the bottom of the abyss.

I looked at his eyeballs.

If only this wasn't in a public place, I'd have kissed her wet pink lips.

Ah Lipah, My Eel, My Enemy Duck, My Widow! Why do you always dance around beautifully in my brain and mind? Never for a second allowed me a day not to think about you? (Keren lo, Tot)

"Have you taken a picture of prewed khan with Bryan? And you know if the girl was the son of her fiance senga' lo it khan?"

I leaned him in with two questions. Directly to the ultimate question, which certainly makes his face immediately pale pias.

"That's how important my answer is to you, Tot?"

"That's it! I want to know your heart, Siti Alifah! Why your brain is frozen, your heart is cold, and your blood is not hot at all even though I have tried many times to open your mind! Ye's oath, this lo attitude really makes me more annoyed!"

"Hhh..."

Only a breath came out of his lips. Then,

"A'!"

I relented. In the end act like fathers who are feeding their children who ngeyel and like to fight.

Hadeh!!!

"Sorry, Gatot! I can't tell you all. Not time! Sorry..."

He said after taking my bribe and chewing it softly with eyes as if piercing my heart deeply.

Ah Lifah's! Again I have to be a bego bin dongo person because of your ambiguous behavior!

What the hell? Just say, stay the story. What trouble? I always knew elo. I will always support you! Whatever your choice, you must have thought mature and not careless khan! Hhh...

"How long do I have to wait for the real story from you? Or the... I have to match Mirina's story so I can know the truth?"

Alifah looked at me again. Now he's a little hurt because I said the name 'Madunya'.

"So I guess what? Just friends? A runaway? Or..."

Alifah put a hunk of fragrant into my mouth that kept chirping at her.

"Wei!"

"Whisper! Ngoceh mulu kayak mama-emak less shopping!" the insinuation is asking me to joke.

But I'm in serious mode.

His joke actually makes me disappointed because Alifah still considers my attitude like a mother-dower of rombeng lips.

I want clarity.

And again I was wrong.

I forgot my position.

I forgot the problem that seemed quite strange and had been blundering like a snowball that was getting bigger.

I'm back to being a selfish man.

The one who asked for my position in the eyes of Alifah.

Because I need certainty.

It takes a SINCERE LOVE statement from her.

I want her LOVE words that can strengthen my heart and soul to continue to be able to accept my sad state.

Is there a chance for us in the future? Or is this relationship just a game and a distraction?

Is his love for me like a teenager?

Is it as unfortunate to me as the story of his diary in the past?

I want that disclosure, Alifah!

Whatever I regret about him... This heart is too weak for my love.

Alifah received a video call from our WA High School group friends.

"Gatots! Gatot look!"

Our faces are now highlighted in front of some friends that I certainly know.

...[.Hey, Lifah, Gatot! Here, here! We're at the XXX resto! Kevin's birthday, treat us! Want to follow ga klean?]...

"Well, exclaim! Big meal! Kuy, we're sliding!"

Finally, Alifah and I joined them.

Together is better than both but not bound. What the hell, not clear?!?

Yep. I still hang the Eel. But I'm willing. I am happy because I love. Satisfied? Satisfied???

Alifah's smile on my phone's camera made my heart beat.

Lif... Just say, "Gue loves you too! Wait for me to finish college and graduation! We can be together, forever. Please wait for me, Tot!"... What's the trouble, Lipah? Because elo must love died with me, khan? If you love that boy Pargoy, you will be angry with Mirina last afternoon. Not that diem-dieman doang! Yes khan? Hix... Complicated of my love!

I understand the nature of Alifah.

I understand enough because for three years he was MY NEMESIS at school.

Even now we with his daughter-in-law join with old friends, reminiscing about High School. Mutual satire and mutual plunge like the time seven years ago.

Like not harboring sadness about the rudet of our romance now.

Hix...

Suddenly, his phone rang.

And Alifah's face was pale with a gaping mouth.

"What??? Papa...., Papa!!! Papa!!!" the screech made us who were in the room surprised.

Alifah slammed into my arms.

"Gatots! I'm taking Anterin to RSPAD! Papa, Tot! Papa!!!"

"Why Papa?"

"Papa passed out at Bryan's house!!!"

I immediately pulled his hand. Take my waist bag and pluck the motor keys immediately.

"Come!!!"

"Sorry gaess, let's say goodbye!"

"May Papa you be fine, Lif!?"

"Amijin!"

"Come, Tot! Kabarin us if you need help. Or, what if we go with the pecker too?"

"Ntar! I want to see my condition first!"

"okay! Kabinin if you need us-us!"

...........

My motor is splitting the highway.

Alifah's hands seemed to tremble while hugging my waist tightly.

I tried to calm him down by gently rubbing his fingers against it while saying, "Papa must be fine! Papa will be healthy again, Alifah! Rest assured, God will surely heal Papa!"

There was the sound of sobbing Alifah.

Now his head is leaned against my back shoulder. Increasingly looks anxiety and turmoil.

"Patiently, Yang!... The strong, the Yang!"

"Hik hik hicks...! Gathot,... I'm scared!" the whisper is clearly heard in the ear.

"There I am, Lif! Don't fear!" I answered with my right hand holding Alifah's hand for a moment. Then I took off again in order to maintain the stability of the speed of the motor by holding the handlebar back.

Lifah...! I will always accompany you. Watch you, and protect you. Trust me! Pleases...

...❤BERCONNECT❤...