
I'm appalled. My father and mother were apparently waiting in a sitting position on the tiny living room sofa.
"Dad? Mammy? Why haven't you slept? It's one o'clock at night!"
"Sit, Tot!" father's Decree.
Really, if Dad was this serious there must be something that really bothers him to have a discussion of the three like this.
I sat facing my parents.
"Tot! What's wrong with you? What relationship do you have with Mirina and Alifah?"
Deg.
I sighed for a moment.
Dad's question is one that I find difficult to answer even if it's really easy.
"Answer, Tot!"
I was urged by Mother too.
It makes it harder for me to come up with a reasonable explanation.
"Tot! Alifah, the fiancee! Mirina too, the wife of the man. What's wrong with you, son? Why get stuck with women whose notes already have?"
Father's words made me keep quiet.
"Gatot, Honey! Mom and Dad never set you up in women's affairs. We always pray you get the best. But, ... Not that Daddy Mom let you be the destroyer of people's relationships! It is not good and Allah has cursed!"
Gatot is getting deeper.
"Mom understands, Alifah is always in your heart. But.., Alifah is engaged. You said Lifah would soon be married. Release, Son! And for Mirina, don't be too kind because the effect is like giving her a fresh breeze. What if her husband finds out, you're familiar and often his wife comes here without him!"
I can only swallow saliva.
"If it happens to Mom, then mom responds to other men's feelings while this Mom belongs to Dad. How's Dad feeling? How do you feel about knowing something like that? Just like the feelings of her fiance and husband Alifah and Mirina certainly. "
Hix... Her fiance and her husband are the same woman, Dad, Mom!
I want to tell you the truth. But not brave. Fear is considered a defense. Because my behavior is wrong. Especially in Alifah.
For Mirina's case, I didn't respond to her, Dad, Mom! The woman was precisely the one who seemed to approach and close. And honestly I am still covered in question marks on the behavior of Ms. Mirina. Whether it was Bryan who told her or it was purely his own desire to behave like that to me.
Whether it is indeed a friendly nature and open to all men, or something else is hidden. I can't judge Mirina.
Hhh...
"Take off Alifah and Mirina, son! I know, you're 25 years old. Your college friends in the village have many families and have children too. But that doesn't mean you have to take someone else's girl, son!"
Hicks, Mommy... Why am I so sad to hear your request? Though just yesterday my flower garden bloomed together after hearing the confession of Siti Alifah Binti Mr. Mukti. Hix... Mama! Please pray for your son to really get the best. A sincere and happy love of life, until the end of my life.
How exciting my feelings are now.
Dad put his arm around my shoulder. Staring into my eyes. Then he hugged me without a word.
I believe all the best prayers he gave for the happiness of my life in the future.
"Want you introduce your daughter to Daddy's friend?"
I swallowed the saliva.
"His name is Utami Habibah. Beautiful, not inferior to Alifah. He just graduated MAN this year. But his family wanted his son quickly dikhitbah because of the worry of promiscuity today. Gatot is just acquaintance first, want khan huh?"
I'm riveted.
Dad seemed to be making an offer for me to forget about Alifah.
I shook my head slowly.
"Dad...! Gatot promised someone!"
I'm silent. Dare not to agree. Just looking down in shame for a guess that's one hundred percent right.
"Don't be a bully of people's relationships, son! As much as we love, because the impact is also fatal in the future. Believe that! God will give his best. And live a straight life, that's better!"
"Well! Gatot just promised Alifah. We, will fight to get ridho Allah!"
Dad rounded his eyes. I can only breathe.
"What are you worried about is true, Dad?" mum Mumbles to Dad.
"Don't be like that, son! Alifah is getting married soon!"
"But, though,... Her fiance is evil at all to her, Mom! Family too!"
"Don't be a destroyer. No, Son! Do not build relationships over relationships. Even if you know the relationship that Alifah has with his fiancee you think is bad. But it's a sin, son! Not blessed and not liked by God!"
I of course feel that my relationship has been ranked higher than before.
Because he felt his score rise with the confession of Alifah's love to me.
A sign that we now have a balanced level of love and affection. Just fight to get it.
That's what's on my mind.
But apparently, the obstacles are now even increasing. The opposition that arose from my own two parents.
Like eating simalakama fruit.
Eaten by a dead mother, not eaten by a dead father.
How's inii??? Hicks...! Who do I choose? Choose a parent or Alifah?
Although I know, what my mother's father said is true. But I've come this far to get Alifah. Hix...
Besides I can't let go of Lifah after I have her love, I also don't dare to think about what I would be without Alifah.
Gegana! Restless, upset, languishing.
Oh God show me all
To me a loyal friend
Accompany me for what it is
Without seeing what I have
^^^Where are loyal friends^^
^^^ As before, when I was hard^^
^^^Friends me with sincerity^^^
^^^^Tanpa sees the meaning of fame^^^
^^^And glittering stars^^^
Hhh...
Dad, Mum... Forgive your son!
I was drowning in a sea of romance in loving Siti Alifah. MY NEMESIS, now MY BABY, is MY BABY.
Although I know, this is a dangerous choice. But as a good man, and intent is responsible for his choices. L'm... Choosing loyalty to the love of Alifah.
Dad, Mum... Please pray always that this step I take is good for me to live in the future! Pleases...
...❤BERCONNECT❤...