NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

JANDAKU (29) My Sad Peak

"Lif!"

I called a short piece of his name.

Today is Sunday at 7am.

We promised to meet in front of the Harmoni busway stop, because Alifah was staying at her Papa's house which was not far from the stop. We are ready to slide to the Marwan residence in the Rambutan Village area, to be her happy day escort at nine.

My bike has got a pretty passenger. Although not yet wearing makeup for the condangan, Alifah still looks charming complete with a charming smile.

We had to gather at Marwan's inn with other friends before heading to the bride's residence.

Hiks, God! Ngeliat Marwan whose face B aja but his beautiful and successfully edited mate makes me very irrigated.

When was that happy day for me? Hix... Saddened, considering Father Mother who seemed to be longing for the happy day arrived. They want to have grandchildren, of course. Want to have many descendants. I had a conversation with Mom's Dad a while ago. Especially now that I am old enough to get married. The work also according to them is quite decent with a salary of five million and overtime to support people's children. Hhh...

Sometimes my eyes glanced at Alifah who had now changed into a costume.

The initial plan of the bride wearing a high school uniform, it turns out that the Marwan family does not like it. We finally followed the wishes of the family. We wear uniform ala ayu fence and nice fence.

"Liff! Can you take a picture of both of them?"

"Hahaha...., so polite you are, Tot!? Here, I'll take pictures of you both! When else you can have a photo opportunity with your WIDOW!" seloroh Raden, made my face also Alifah blush instantly.

I think this will be the last photo and the last togetherness. Feelling me that! Hhh...

I stood close to Alifah, but this heart now seemed distant. It was as if a thick wall was blocking us.

Both me and Alifah now look awkward. We are both aware that this closeness carries considerable risk later.

Hix... Lordy! I feel that life is getting heavier. On one hand, I always want the Eel. On the other hand, I am also not willing to keep my own self-esteem for love. I honestly confused myself!

Marwan's marriage catapulted my imagination about the future. Especially when my classmate said kabul with one breath, then pak pengulu and the witnesses said it was legitimate. I felt like I was the happy couple. Hix...

If only Alifah had no partner, I want to shoot him again in front of friends during High School.

Dear thousand dear, all now only memories.

Event after event went well. Making us the performers also happy because one of the friends has now officially held the status of husband.

When I when?

Suck...

May.

Maybe next month maybe next year...

Aamiin (Please, hard-hard aminine)

Ah, most of you ah, Tot!

Moreover, almost all friends try to get back to match-making me and Alifah. Until this face meets red blushing from shame.

Suddenly, the atmosphere outside the tent pelaminan that was held on the terrace of the house sounded crowded.

The boisterous sounds of claps and the little screams of the young girls were heard clearly until the storm filled us, the groom's old friend.

"There's Bryan Anggara outside!!!"

Everyone looked outside.

Deg.

Those handsome guys everywhere are always the center of attention. But I'm also one of the good guys! Said my mother! Only, the qualification class is the same level of castanya aja different. Bryan's a businessman's son, I'm a regular employee's son! Dia selebgram, rich, famous people. I, the common man, am also a standard. One more difference, equally different luck. That's like mah!

My eyes could only stare at Alifah who was smiling sweetly as her net rested on the sight of her fiance. They approached each other, making almost all the friends cheer. Except me.

"Include me, I'm Alifah's fiance!" he said politely. More and more make everyone who is there amazed by the hospitality and his stunning smile.

Anjirr! The soap opera player! You can act, boy!

I can only swallow saliva.

They are both very compatible. Even Marwan crowned the two, special guests were chipped.

Haish! That's how friends doang tuh! It was sweet with me, said who knows the same soul mate Alifah. Now in front of Bryan also says the couple is coupled at his wedding. Kan Anj*ng, ngeh* like that!

I slowly backed off. Slip a little away, pretend to take a siomay snack when it has just finished one portion.

Disappointed? For sure.

Saddened? Don't ask.

Suffer? Yes, my ogah!

Alifah's voice made my ears slightly itchy and turned to her. Apparently he didn't forget me. She's coming for me. Introduced me to his fiancee.

"This is my brother, Bry! Name's Gatot!" said. I stood up straight. Receiving Bryan's smiling hand nods at me.

"It seems like we've met?" he said with a smile.

"Yes, a few times!" I replied, smiling and not losing.

This is someone I pretend I don't know!Turns out, pretty ass too. Though its true nature is amit-amit!

It's sad, but I pretend to be strong.

Alifah went with his fiancee after saying goodbye to Marwan and his wife. And to us, his schoolmates.

Raden.

His hand patted my shoulder. Just a voiceless action. But I'm more comfortable like this, than there's an extra word that makes me sick. Like Marwan, who said the word, "Patiently yes, Tot!" when I came home half an hour later.

Ck! Pantes I used to not be able to deket after school. That's the nature of Marwan! I understand the character of many people.

My bike runs alon. Adjusting my mood condition. As if hovering, considering us who had just come together with a piggy bank. Then his hands tightly hugged my waist even though our bodies did not close.

Ck...

In the desert you follow

To the poles you are also

Together with semati

That's how you made a promise

We both cry

Laugh together

^^^ But now what happened^^^

^^^ Everything you don't care about anymore

^^^And which destroys the heart^^

^^^You make out in front of me^^^

Oh God show me

My sins and my faults

It's easy to make a promise

It is as easy as breaking a promise

How cruel is love

How painful

The old-school lyrics sung by Rossa make me feel very fit in this heart.

But there is nothing wrong with what Alifah did to me. He did not return my passionate love.

Alifah always reminds me.

He even heard the sentence to Bryan Anggara when he introduced himself to him. I was considered a brother to him. Not friends, not friends. Except brother. Just like her dad introduced me to Bryan.

Hhh...

Then, here the wrong one is me.

Here I am the prime suspect.

I'm baperan.

Gede Rasa and think Alifah is still in love. Though...

Ck ck ck, deh lo loyalty!

My beautiful dress, complete with new pants and shoes that I got from hunting in the mall at that time did not make me shine beautifully mesmerizing Alifah's heart.

No. gabe.

Because Bryan Anggara is so much more everything.

Hm...!

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