NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)
JANDAKU (18) Keep Your Heart on Me, Honey
I'm fretting. Boss Edun's offer sounded seductive in the ears. My income would be much better. Clearly, this is an improvement in my career. Sure.
But.., if I take this opportunity, I will be busy with my work that requires my dedication and loyalty to a larger company.
Moreover, there I had to monitor all the goods entering and exiting the port warehouse to be shipped with large ships.
The place is also further away from the residence and campus Alifah.
Why didn't I discuss it with the Eel? It could be my future and his. After he graduated college, graduation, I can. Married, living together and having four children.
Haish! Dream and dream, Gatot Subroto! Dream until you are tired! Chosen it!!!
Resting hours.
A bowl of yellow soto and warm rice is served, ready to eat.
But my eyes focused on WA Alifah's profile. Wish he was online and I could call him.
Love is indeed a burden! Can make the energy feel super even though lo laper stomach! But love also makes your body squeaky, thin dry. Just a daydreaming, thinking passion and vitality decreased, thinking of love that when stuck and make the stomach full.
Online, the Eel is online!!!
...Lif...
Beheaded.
I was hoping to worry. Hopefully he will answer my japrian quickly.
Tik tok tik tok tik tok
Woooi, Belu! Bales or ish, Neng Geulis!!!
Ughhhh! Can only sigh while stirring the already cold yellow soto.
My appetite has dropped dramatically. Just a few mouthfuls, then put a slow spoon and his partner.
My mind floated... Spoon aje couple, masa' I scarecrow!?!
Hixes. Mourn. My chat is called Alifah.
Woles, woles! The eel could be busy. He again composed the thesis, sempro, pursuing the supervising lecturer for his graduation value. The title that Alifah is chasing is also not an arbitrary title. OBSTETRICS, Tot! Life will be a midwife! It takes brains, energy and extra super duper money!
Means..., if the Lipah is born,... can you give birth to yourself dong huh?!?
Brain dongo!!! Hadeuh!!! Your thoughts, Tot!!!
I snorted funny mixed irritated.
Lord!!! Please take care of my lover, my beloved, my heavenly angel, my life's encouragement, Siti Alifah bint Mr. Mukti. Aamiyin!!!
I'm back in the office. Working again with all kinds of work that has become my obligation as an employee.
Boss would also accept my answer, asking for a period of time to think about a day of job site transfer offers.
Some of my friends are mocked, if I have to consult with Mbah first.
Blah your end!!! Those kunyuk-kunyuk turned out to be the ones on the Spiritual Mbah! They unmask themselves. Hehehe...!
.............
As usual, my day was flat.
Home from work in the Maghrib. Fatigue, lying down for a while while listening to music.
Hhh... Such is. Daily routine of Gatot Subroto.
...Trings...
Eel ngechat! I smiled happily.
...Happy Birthday to My Cute. Hopefully with age, Gatot Glass is getting more successful. Gatot Subroto means (emoji raise two hands)...
Ah, Alfah...! My lips are happy, like fried cucur made by bi Ocah.
...Thank you my dear, full lope-lope to you...
I don't know what else to write about. Just wanted to hear her melodious voice and her beautiful crisp laugh.
...Can you call y?...
It turned out that he called me first.
Good girl's. Love you so much, My Eel.
"Hallo's? Darling?"
...[.Baby, baby... The nutmeg lo peyang! Hiya.]...
"Yassalaaam, romantic little napa Lif?!I want to love the same people I love!"
...[.Hehe.!]...
Although only a laugh, but my heart like doused in soothing zam-zam water.
"Liff! There's free time, ain't there?"
...[.Why, Tot?]...
"You need a serious discussion!"
...[.By the way now.]...
...[.No, Tot! Tar there's spies!]...
"Oiya, how was malem yesterday? Bryan, why don't you think you're khan?"
...[.Lah ga. He apologized, and asked me not to prolong the problem. He will also not take legal action to find your identity and report to the police. Just.., there is a contract of work that must be financed because of the face of the bonyok, lo tonjok run out several times it. Ish, he's a pretty big loss! But he receded, as I said. Police report, our engagement is off and the wedding is pending!]...
I read the story of Alifah.
"Bravo! Cool, Midwife Eel's mom! But why doesn't he want to tell me? It's nothing, Lif! That's great if you guys fail to get married!"
...[.Gath, ish! Pray julid tuh!]...
"means... Do you want to marry Bryan, Lif? Keep going?... What is our relationship?"
Squeezing my chest. The pain is so bad.
Alifah was silent. There was no reply as an explanatory debate from his side that I accused him of all out.
"Lif's? Lif?..."
Clique
Alifah turned off his phone.
How your heart is with me, Alifah Darling! Hix...
"Aarrrggghhh!!! Ohhhhhhhhh!!!"
My screams echoed in my room until someone knocked on the door and asked me how I was doing.
"Yes, sorry...! I'm not pa pa pa! I'm fine!" I replied in a loud voice to someone knocking on the door.
Lordy! Why is my fate like this, Lord? So sad and tragic is the fate of my love with Alifah, God!
Gatot, Gatoth! Where is your normal brain!?! Lo khan knew it from the beginning... Alifah also often said, if he had a fiancee. Keep going, elo enter so... Want good, dapetin love the Alifah,... Your brain is sane?
What was your status all this time, Tot? Alifah's girlfriend? The content? Or just Friends But Friendly? Ck ck ck.lo just a distraction. What Alifah needs when he's restless. When did you wake up, tot?
Keep you now ask for the same certainty Alifah, it's the same you attack him to make further and disappear from lo! You want that? Are you ready to be left by the Eel? Think about it, there!
I can only shake my own head.
Running to the bathroom, washing my face many times. Let me wake up and my sanity stay awake. Because I almost got mentally ill.
I have to get up. Got to!
Cracked...
My stomach is hungry for stuffing. Danger if it reaches the edge and dies. My life will be in vain. And pity this fate abandoned the parents.
The as*! All this time I didn't need a momentary love of lust! I've been living fine-fine! Why must we now have blind love? Wanjim, asem, stinky ketek jin bottle!
I walked out of the room after making sure my wallet was in my back pocket.
Go to Warteg (Warung Tegal) find food so that the stomach is full.
At least, my body is healthy stamina awake, I can still live even without love.
Go far, lo love! I, Gatot Subroto.can live safe, happy and sentosa! The important thing is full pockets, man! The world can buy, use money. That's for sure! Beautiful girls will be beautiful!
My determination is round, my firmness is strong.
"Mas Koming, rice package complete special one serving huh?"
"Ready, Bang Gatot!"
I must be strong! I must be strong!
Already, it's,
Slow already
Now it's all over
Maybe this is the best path
And we need to let go of this reality
^^^It remains a star in the sky
^^^For our love to be eternal^^^
^^^Let your rays keep shining on this nature^^^
^^^ In order to bear witness to our love
^^^Two...^^^
^^^Two^^^
"Bangk*eee!!! Hik hiks huaaa, matiin the song, Mas Komiiing!!! You can set the model song soaan!!! Huaaa...., ngajak gelud lo Mas, the same me?!?"
I almost plucked Mas Koming's face if it wasn't blocked by his wife.
And I'm like a crying boy crouching in a corner. Sobbing sedan is not tolerable the situation around. Hik hik...
Ibuuu!!! I miss Ibuuu...
...❤BERCONNECT❤...
