NEMESIS SWORN BUT MARRIED (JANDaku)

MBTM (Business Part 4)

"Where's Alifah?"

I can only duck. Pretending to be busy unscrewing the shoelaces.

Pock

"He's pretending to be a budeg!"

As usual, my mother hit me on the thigh with the shirt she was folding.

"You go home first he said!"

"Going home? Her house? Lha khan now the rations live here?"

Mother's questions that persist make me more silent. Confused what to answer.

"So good stomach he said, Buuu!" I answered after thinking hard enough.

"What...., again PMS maybe yes?! Uh, Mom wants to ask. An honest answer! What have you done?"

"What the hell is Mom doing? Hadeuh! A question from mom, anyway? Ninyir, kepo and nosyilan!"

"Gatots!!! His mother is serious! How long is your relationship? And whatever's been,"

"Stop Mom! The mother was accusing Gatot! Do you not trust your own child? I thought all this time Gatot lied to Mom and said that if Gatot was the same Alifah there was no relationship? Do you think Alifah lied too? Mother believes more those people who she says saw Gatot with Alifah doing pervert?"

I'm so mad.

My own mother could not believe that I had never done anything wrong especially what was forbidden by religion, either with the Alifah or with other girls.

How could my mother ask me what we did.

We are married and now we have one room. Yes, we also slept in one bed.

But that doesn't mean you can accuse me that we've done something too.

I know the limits.

Really, Mom!

Hhh...

My mother was now silent to my long, angry babble until she unconsciously said harshly.

"What..., you said to Alifah if you want a divorce?"

Mom made me speechless.

But my question reminds me of my desire to end this marriage a few days ago.

Is my young soul still so unstable? Sometimes this desire to separate is very passionate. But a moment later I also want to survive continuing the marriage that if you think about it like this toy.

I don't know.

Surely now this heart is confused and sometimes always think of the eel puntelan fart. Especially when he was far away like he was now.

"Ish, asked even dumbass!" mom's spray made me re-conscious.

"Gatot hasn't told me she's divorced, Mom!" reply slowly.

"Gatots! Marriage is not for toys. Get married, then decide to split up. It can't be that easy. Moreover, you have not even been husband and wife for a month. Hear that! Mother Father advised you to study adulthood. Muffle all selfishness so that there is no regret between you. But for now, please focus on school first. That's what Mom meant! But it's not in your favor to make divorce decisions that easy!"

"Yes, yes!"

"We are neighbors. It is just RT. And if anything happens to you, the rumors will widen and the impact will be your future! Although you married siri and have not been officially recorded in KUA, but the people around us know everything. Don't let us be the ingredients of the neighbors, son! Do you mean mother?"

I understand Mom's direction. I understood and agreed with his words.

True, our self-worth and future are all really at stake.

I made a mistake due to carelessness and recklessness to take action, but Father Mother also smeared her face into a prolonged disgrace.

Yes too!

Hhh...

.............

Tonight, sleep alone. But koq feels weird huh!? Like something weird. Something is missing, but I don't know what it is.

Gathering with children also feels bland. Like lack of spirit. I don't know!

Guitar quote Bang Joe that usually can make me defend singing until the early hours of the morning was like less powel full.

But there was one song that I could finally chant full of inspiration from guitar quotes on the pitch bang Joe, the youth leader in my neighborhood.

Song Republic. Somehow the verse just makes me suddenly miss Alifah.

I have

It feels beautiful about me

The destruction of my hope

You let go of your love

Feel eternal

Even if you understand

Even if you understand

I think I misunderstood you

Ho wo I. I just want you to know.

The magnitude of my love

My imagination is with you

Go through the time left now

In every day

The rest of my life's breath

Ho wooo. hohoo.

I tried to catch Alifah. Hope to get a reply soon and our chattan to be long. Turns out, diread also hingga'. Hhh... Make my heart just be sad.

The windings there roll here.

It turns out this is so, the life of a couple who was left alone! Usually there are fight friends. Debate friends until the storm, now feel so lonely!

I tried to close my eyes. Hugging the pillow that Alifah had slept with until the smell of his hair from his favorite shampoo.

Hiks, eel...! Do you not miss me?

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