My Bow to the Destiny of Love

Trying to forget the past

Ardian immediately hugged Chayra's body as the girl arrived in front of him. Although Chayra can't love her yet. However, he had to keep trying to be able to convince the girl.

"I'm sorry I ruined your dream, Chay. I'm going to try to be the greatest man of your life in the future." Rubbing Chayra's back. Kissed the woman's head several times.

Chayra just tightened her hands around Ardian's waist. Crying at will without lifting his face from the man's chest.

"Already, Son. We're going in now. Don't think too much. Nak Ghibran is like that because he still keeps his feelings." Santi leads his daughter back into the house.

Ghibran was still sitting in his car. He just moved the car out of the gate. Not ready to drive because of his mixed feelings. Fear can not control the speed of his vehicle as he can not control his feelings.

Ghibran wiped his tears several times. An upset, sad, neglected feeling coalesced into one. Chayra claims to still love him. But why did the girl continue to deny her existence. Does the presence of Ardian make the girl always ignore him.

"Aarrgghh...!!" Ghibran ruffled his hair. "Until when will you test the servant of Allah. I feel like I want to give up on all this. I am weak, God, I am weak." Ghibran rests his head on the wheel of his car. Crying without anyone's knowledge.

Inside the house..

Chayra, who had entered her room, sat down on the side of the bed against Ardian. "I want to be alone, brother. I want to calm my mind." Smoothing out Ardian. The man did not want to leave her alone even though he repeatedly said he wanted to be alone.

"Thank me there isn't. You don't look good, Chay. I'm afraid you'll hurt yourself if I leave you."

"I'm not that weak, brother. Temptations heavier than this, I was able to pass. I'm not going to do anything stupid that's going to hurt myself. I just want to be alone."

Ardian breathed a heavy sigh. "I'm sorry, Chay. This all happened because of my stupid actions. You'd be happy with Mr. Ghibran if I hadn't taken it all that time. I'm sorry.."

"Don't reveal it again, brother. I don't want those bad memories to make me wobble. This has all become God's will. We're just in charge of running everything. Get out, I need some time alone."

Ardian stepped back leaving the room. Staring at Chayra for a long time before finally closing the door of the room. Meet her in-laws who are still sitting in the living room with Bian.

"Lho, is Ardian coming out? Why didn't Brother accompany Ayra?" Bian immediately asked a question when he saw Ardian coming with a lethargic face.

"So you want to be alone. He's driving out Brother, Bi.."

"Hahaha.so the man should not be selfish. Rasain.."

"Bian, don't say that, son. Can't be ya.."

"Heheh" Bian cried at his mother's warning.

"We're out yuk, Bi. Get some fresh air to let the feeling come fresh."

"After the house was also very fresh air, Brother. It's just that Ardian's feeling is hot. So, the air feels hot."

Ardian shook his head hearing Bian's taunts. "If you have fallen in love. You will feel what is called heartache. I don't know what heartache it is because of. It could be because your lover will be spoken to by someone else, your heart suddenly heats up."

"I don't want to fall in love like you. If I'm interested in someone, I'll keep it quiet. No one will ever know that I love her."

Ardian wanted to laugh hearing that, but he held it in. "As far as you are, Bi. You will feel it too. Let's get out now."

"This is Maghrib, brother. Later on pray. I don't want to see you praying on the street."

"Truly a religious child." Ardian patted Bian on the head.

"It was cultivated early on, Bang. Brother who just cultivated, it must still taste different."

"Sokay know you." Ardian ruffled Bian's hair.

They finally talked until the Maghrib call. Chayra prayed together. His eyes look puffy. However, everything is silent. No one wanted to ask because they all knew the mood of the girl.

"Mh.. Chay, I'm gonna go out for a second with Bian. It's okay, right?"

Chayra glanced at her husband. "I. I'm coming, brother."

Ardian was surprised to hear Chayra's reply. "You wanna come, are you sure?"

"I'm coming along, so don't be constantly stuck with this situation. Staying at home makes me feel worse."

Ardian looked at Santi to ask for his father-in-law's approval. Seeing the nod of his head-in-law accompanied by a gentle smile. Ardian finally agreed to Chayra's request.

"We'll eat first, Chay. You haven't eaten from lunch. You have a history of stomach ulcers. Do not let the disease recur because of the trivial problem earlier."

"I'm not hungry, brother. I will eat without being asked. I just want to see a new atmosphere. Who knows, then my mood has also become new."

"You were bribed that time, brother. Ayra Mah likes that person. Mom used to do that too if she didn't want to eat." Bian Sahut.

"You want to be bribed like Bian said?"

"No, I don't want to eat."

Bian giggled to see Ardian's efforts that had not yet produced results. "It's still less of a struggle. Love needs a fight to the point of blood loss." Bian whispered but clenched his hand tightly until Chayra turned her head.

"You're gossiping about me?" Chayra gave an annoyed glance at the two men who were whispering beside her.

"Eh, who's gossiping? I don't think there's a more useful job. I'm comforting Brother Ardian so that he doesn't get frustrated at the same salin continue brother."

Chayra glanced at her husband. Was she that cruel until her husband got frustrated because of her attitude. "I'm sorry, Brother." Lirih.

Ardian took a deep breath. "Bian's just kidding, Chay.. I'm doing fine. I have to fight harder to get your heart."

Chayra smiled faintly. His eyes looked in another direction. Not in the direction of her husband. "I'll do the same, brother. I want to let go of the past that continues to haunt me. I also want to live happily with Brother."

Ardian smiled, festive his wife's hand and kissed her slowly. "We will fight together. May God ease his path for us."

Bian glared at the behavior of the couple in front of him. "It's a public place, Mas, Ma'am. If you want romance later at home yes, in the room. Shame dong seen people. Especially in front of you there are minors who do not deserve to see your romantic scenes."

Ardian and Chayra looked at each other, chuckling at Bian's expression. "It's risky to follow the steps of people who are already halal, Dek. Why come with us to sit here try? Try to stay in the car. Surely your eyes are still clean from the scene like that."

"Why would I come out just to keep the car. Kan who has plans to come out earlier me and Brother Ardian. Ayra's sister followed behind. Why did you tell me to take care of the car now?"

"Already, don't make a fuss we eat first. My stomach is so hungry." Ardian finally tried to mediate. According to the legend of the story he heard from his father-in-law. If Chayra and Bian had argued, it would be very difficult to stop if no one mediated."

"Okay, okay, we'll eat to let the feeling be neutral." Bian pulled a bowl of meatballs in front of him. "Lho, Ayra didn't order meatballs?"

Chayra. "I'm afraid my ulcer relapses if I eat meatballs on an empty stomach." Take one lontong and cut it small.

"Take another menu, Chay. Yes, you eat only with lontong?" Ardian handed the menu book to his wife.

Chayra. "I really don't have a taste for food. This is all I eat lontong so that my stomach is not empty."

"I'm bribing ya. The meat tastes good."

"No way."

"One bribe. I don't want you to get sick, Chay."

"I'm eating this."

"But it's just carbohydrates. Your body also needs building blocks and regulatory substances."

"But meatballs also contain a lot of micin. Consumption of too much micin is also not good for health." Chayra won't lose.

"You may occasionally, brother. Which is forbidden every day." Bian answered.

Chayra just rolled her eyeballs. One woman debates two men. "You cheated, how dare you just fuck around."

"Lho, this is for your own good, Chay."

"I don't want to eat meatballs. If I want to, you don't have to get tired of forcing. It could even be your rations that I take and spend."

Ardian and Bian looked at each other. Shrug each other's shoulders.

Ardian looked at his wife. Watching the girl in silence. 'You're really hard to shake, Chay. Does this also apply to your feelings for Mr. Ghibran. Hopefully your words earlier to let go of the past are true.'

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