My Bow to the Destiny of Love

Disappointment

All the way home, Chayra just stared out the window. He was even reluctant to answer Tina's countless questions.

Digital tasbih circular on her index finger increasingly pointed at a larger number.Nsmun, the girl in the veil of pasmina peach did not even make a sound. His lips were tightly clenched. Only her tears were still sparse.

In his heart, Chayra continued to recite Istighfar. Curse his stupidity that immediately opened the door of the room without knocking it first. He keeps blaming himself. Because of his sassness, he had to see things that he shouldn't have seen.

Tina repeatedly glanced at Chayra with curiosity. "Ayra, what did you see earlier?" A question that has been repeated many times and has not received an answer.

"Ayra, why are you so quiet? Answer dong.."

Chayra just glanced at Tina then looked back out ."Why don't you go find the information yourself." Her speech.

Tina snorted annoyedly at Chayra's reply. "That's not the answer I want. We just wanted an explanation, why were you hysterical?" It was clear, but it could still be heard clearly.

Chayra did not care about Tina's words. He's still pensive. His mind felt confused. The incident twisted itself in his brain memory.

"Astagfirullahal.. O God, what is my sin until I have to see it?" Chayra muttered softly while sighing heavily. He lowered his head and returned. Tears that had dried up again river and flowed by itself.

Alesha suddenly pulled over her car in front of a cafe. He went down first and opened the door for Chayra.

"Lho calm down first, Ayra. It's impossible to go home like this." Alesha said while holding Chayra into the Cafe. Tina was behind them.

They sat for a few seconds. A servant came to their table. Without asking her two friends for approval, Alesha immediately ordered warm chocolate for them to drink.

Tina furrowed her brows disliking Alesha's unilateral decision.

"Don't protest, Tina." Alesha immediately floated an answer to Tina's gaze. "We're in a bad mood. So, it would be nice if we improve our mood by drinking chocolate. Let's be good mood..."

Tina flicked her lips while snorting. "Okay of advertising. Do you want to be an advertising star?" He said as he looked at Alesha cynically.

Alesha only smiled fakely in response to Tina. Turning his gaze towards the lowered Chayra and trying to wipe away her tear marks with tisue.

"Mh.. Ayra..." Call slowly.

Chayra raised her head and looked at Alesha.

"Mh.. You can tell us no, the incident you saw earlier." Ask carefully.

Chayra furrowed her brows at Aleaha's request. "You guys are there too. Why ask me to explain again?"

Alesha and Tina looked at each other. They both misbehaved. Scratching his head that does not itch.

"Mm. actually, when you were about to open the door earlier, we both escaped near the stairs." Tina answered honestly.

Chayra grunts while beristighfar. He looked at his two friends in turn.

"You're why you're such a coward. Why run away from problems that are already in sight? Are you sure you want to know what I saw?" He said with a challenging voice. Though in the heart already screamed because of horror if you have to remember again the incident earlier.

Alesha and Tina grimaced at Chayra's words. However, because they do not want to be constantly curious. Finally they nodded.

"I think you might have seen Amira hugging Ardian. Or maybe that Ardian's on Amira's lips." Oceh Tina tried to guess what happened.

Alesha instantly silenced Tina's mouth that had no filter.

Chayra smiled cynically. "Are you sure nothing happened more than that? Chayra took a deep breath in order to tell a quiet story.

Alesha and Tina were stunned. Look at each other for a few seconds. He looked back at Chayra, gaping in disbelief at the question that Chayra asked. "M.. you mean, Amira's goal has been that?" Tina immediately got up while pounding the table.

"Down your voice, Tina. Do you want this one cafe to know your friend's disgrace?" Chayra pulled Tina's hand to sit back down.

Seen some people who were close to the seat with them, had looked towards them. Feeling troubled by the commotion that Tina created.

Seeing the many pairs of eyes staring at her, Tina was misbehaved and immediately sat down. "Sorry, guys, I'm really shocked." He said as he sipped the hot chocolate that had just been served by a waiter. "What do you see, Ayra?" Tina asked again. Apparently, his curiosity has not paid off.

Alesha clucked in annoyance. "Ck! Why the fuck, Tina? Just listen to Ayra's story. If you keep going, where does Ayra want to tell?!" Alesha glared in annoyance.

Tina gulped at Alesha's nagging. "The mouth is sadistic, Alesha."

"You are silent. Nyerocos a mouth from earlier. Let Ayra do the talking."

Tina simply nodded her head in resignation hearing Alesha's orders.

After being silent for a while. Chayra took a deep breath and began her story..

Alesha and Tina were completely unexpected. Amira has done terrible things so far with a man she hasn't known for a month. Chayra told me very detailed. Nothing he passed by in the least. After Chayra ended her story, Alesha and Tina let out a heavy sigh.

"Was Amira fast enough to be consumed by the seduction of the depraved man's demons?" Alesha.

"Maybe there's something she's pouring in the food or drink she gave Amira." Connect Tina. Trying to guess.

"We need to investigate who that man really is." Alesha again.

Chayra looked at her two friends. "I'm sorry, Alesha, Tina. I'm gonna go. So, I can't help you guys."

Alesha looked at Chayra. "Not to think about it, Ayra. Just focus on the goal. This matter, I'll ask for papa's help.

Chayra nodded in agreement to Alesha's words.

Chayra pulled the corner of her lips. "Alhamdulillah, it's a little better. I went to the toilet to wash my face. After that we just went home." Chayra wakes up leaving her two friends behind.

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That morning, it was a bit cloudy. Unlike usual Chayra sleeps again after dawn prayers. He was under the blanket. Cold sweat washed all over his body.

"Yes Allah .. Astagfirullahal.." Sluggishly. He was like a frightened person.His body was somewhat trembling.

Ms. Santi who found her son did not come out of the room after the dawn prayer felt astonished. Because it is not usually a Chayra Azzahra lazing. Santi's mom tried to find out by going to her son's room.

The door to his room was unlocked. Miss Santi pushed the door slowly. Somewhat surprised to find his son still curled up under the blanket.

Walk up to Chayra and sit on the edge of the bed. Trying to touch his son's forehead. "No fever." Lirih. Miss Santi uncovers the blanket further down. How surprised he was to find his son taking a cold sweat bath.

"It's true, son, what's wrong with you?" Pekik Bu Santi, swaying slowly his son's body.

Chayra opened her eyes. He sat down and hugged his mother.

"What's wrong with you, son?" Miss Santi asked again as she gently rubbed her daughter's head.

Chayra tightened her embrace. "Ayra's a nightmare, Mom. Ayra's scared, Mom.."

Miss Santi cupped her two cheeks."What are you dreaming, son?"

"Ayra dream.. Ayra dreams. in rape, ma'am.."

"Astaghfirullahal.. A'udzubillahiminashyaitonirrajiim.." Said Miss Santi. "Did you see that man in your dream?"

Chayra nodded her head. "D. she. d. she's Amira's boyfriend, Mom.."

Miss Santi took a surprise. "Have you had any previous problems with him?"

Chayra nodded her head again. "Pas first met him. I refused to shake hands with him. And. yesterday, I.I..."

"Why you?" Ask Ms. Santi impatiently waiting for the continuation of her son's story.

"I caught him doing that with Amira."

"You mean, you saw her having sex?"

"I.iya Ma'am.."

"Astagfirullahal.." Pekik Bu Santi's. "Why did Amira get that far?"

"That's what confused us, ma'am. Since Amira knew the man. Amira often refused to come with us. He always had a reason when we invited him together.

"What did Amira say after you caught her?"

"I haven't seen him again. Yesterday he was chasing us. Alesha did not open the car door. We let it go intentionally. We want to see how far he's going to try to improve."

"It's not good like that, son."

"But we're already disappointed, ma'am."

"Give him a chance to explain."

"Later try to consider. He's gone too far."

"Or at least advise him, son."

"What is our advice, ma'am. His parents just don't care. His parents gave him freedom. He felt ignored and ignored."

"Why?"

"They were too busy looking for money and not paying attention to their son."

Santi Bu was stunned to hear his daughter's explanation. There was a deep pity in his heart for Amira.

The knock on the front door made them look at each other. Who's visiting so early. Even the sun has not yet risen. Santi went out of Chayra's room and rushed to open the door.

When the door is open. How surprised Miss Santi to see her guests.

His body seemed to be staggering, but he was able to stand up as it leaned against the door.

"Son Amira!" Pekik Bu Santi's.

"Assalamualaikum, Mum. Can I meet Ayra, Mom?" Her speech.

Not yet Miss Santi replied. Suddenly Amira's body collapsed on the floor. Her hair was disheveled and the smell of alcohol pungent to Bu Santi's sense of smell.

"Astagfirullahal'adzim, son. What the hell happened to you?" Lirih Bu Santi's. Trying to help Amira stand up.

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