My Bow to the Destiny of Love

Forgive my stupidity, dear

Ardian entered by breathing a sigh of relief into the room. Advice from Mr. Akmal for him is still ringing. Thought that Mr. Akmal would be mad or something. It turned out that the man gave advice that really made Ardian's heart feel loved and appreciated his existence. Although the long advice should make him stay in Musholla until the time of Dhuha arrives. At least he was relieved that it was still acceptable. Ardian smiled wryly as he flashed in the living room. A few pairs of eyes stared at him sharply. But, at least the master teacher holder of this big family did not blame her for Audy's arrival earlier.

"Goddessam, Chay.." Ardian opened the door slowly. No answer made him directly put his head into the room. Seeing his wife praying, Ardian walked in slowly and sat down on the side of the bed. He would wait until the woman finished praying. Intended to apologize for making trouble for this ever peaceful family.

It seems Chayra was unaware of her husband's whereabouts. Long time finished praying, but he was still drifting in the do'a. He even sounded his sobbing. It is more like talking to God.

Ardian just stared at his back. Hearing the do'a offered by his wife made his heart like sliced. More and more sinful because it makes a woman as good as his wife cry repeatedly.

Chayra closed her face with her palm after praying. It seemed like he was completely unaware of Ardian's arrival.

Ardian walked over because he could not bear to wait for the Chayra who never woke up. The stone will touch his wife's shoulder, he pulls back his hand because Chayra is sobbing again. Audy's arrival turns out to make Chayra feel devastated.

"Oh Allah, until when will all this end. I am tired, God. Servant knows You will not test Your servant beyond his means. But, I'm tired of all this. If I could, I'd like to replay this story and replace it with another."

The deg..!

Ardian gasped at Chayra's words. He got up while walking backwards. Sit back on the side of the bed as he did. He would wait until his wife realized his whereabouts.

Ten minutes of waiting, Chayra got up. Taking off the face, put on the niqab that covers her face. I want to go out for breakfast. However, she was stunned when she found her husband sitting waiting for her.

"K.. When will Ardian come back?"

Ardian smiled slightly. Staring at his wife who looks surprised to see his presence there. "Barusan. I already said hello. But, it seems that you are very solemn in praying so as not to listen to the greetings I say."

"Eh, sorry. Wa'alaikumsalam then."

Ardian got up smiling. "You're so funny, Chay. It's past too. God will not be angry because of that little mistake. Moreover, you don't know, right? There is no sin for those who do not know. Don't you think, honey?"

"Mmmm..." Chayra nodded small.

Ardian drew closer, pulling his wife's body until it fell into his arms. "I'm sorry, Chay. Sorry I haven't made you happy until now. I'm sorry I always make new wounds for you."

Chayra tried to pull her body. But, Ardian's embrace was really strong. He finally went back to silence. Letting the man hold her tight. "K. Why do you say that, brother. A. I don't feel pain. I'm fine."

"I know you're hurt by Audy's arrival. I know you're just pretending to be tough in front of the rest of the family. I was surprised too. But, I'll prove that I'm completely healthy and not infected with the disease."

"Sir Ardian why are you talking about it? I. I'm fine..."

"Don't say anything, honey. I know you're hurt. I'm sorry.." He put his hands around Chayra's head.

Chayra closed her eyes. Her tears fell on her husband's chest. "I just don't understand any of this, brother. At the time I felt that I could accept Brother Ardian with all my soul and body. At that time also the ordeal came with a lot"

"I'm sorry, Chay. I have no intention of making you like this. I was wrong all this time to force my will. I forced you to accept this despicable man. You shouldn't guide me until I become like this. You should have left me so you wouldn't have been hurt to this extent."

"Don't say that, brother. We should guide each other in front of him. Remind each other when one of us makes a mistake. We must rise so that people no longer look at this relationship with one eye."

"I'm sorry for my stupidity all this time, dear.." Ardian closed his eyes while taking a deep breath. He also begins to get uncomfortable with the actions of women in his past. He had to act immediately so that no one else would disturb his household.

"I want to get everything done with Audy, Chay.."

"I'm tired of constantly having trouble with that woman. He's gone too far, Chay. The more here he gets brave. Even to come to this house. That certainly makes me even more unpleasant to Mom."

Chayra looked down again. She also really dislikes Audy's reckless attitude. Moreover, his very spicy mouth talking without a strainer made him even more upset. "What is Ardian's sister planning?" Looking back at Ardian.

"I'm still thinking about it, too, Chay." Ardian breathed a rough breath. "Not to mention, Amira who always sends immoral messages. I became suspicious of the two women. Like conspiring to destroy us."

"Don't su'udzon first, brother. Just think positive. Let us not sin for thinking bad things about someone." Chayra let go of his embrace and sat down on the side of the bed. "I think Ms. Audy just intended to lure me in to be affected. Might want to see me slumped and finally desperate. That way Ardian will feel more guilty and not bear if you have to continue this marriage."

Ardian looked at Chayra with his brows. The opinion his wife gave me sounded reasonable. He was just a mangosteen while pacing in front of Chayra. Just like this, he felt very guilty. Especially if Chayra goes down because of this problem. Maybe his wife's opinion is really going to happen. "Give this business to God. We can only pray and try. If necessary, we must shut ourselves off from unimportant guests like yesterday." Ardian breathes caste while sitting next to his wife. "If there had been no Grandpa yesterday. I don't know what's gonna happen. Maybe I've.." Ardian's words stopped because Chayra put her index finger in front of her husband's lips.

"Don't say anything. I don't want Brother to say anything. Brother Ardian must promise to be by my side until our son is born."

Ardian smiled sweetly glancing at his wife. "Don't doubt that. I should have told you that, Chay. You must promise to be patient with this foolish man. Let me see our son when he was born into the world."

"God willing, Brother. May God always take care of our feelings for each other."

Ardian smiled as he pulled his wife's body. Hugged the tiny body warmly.

"Sister..."

"M-I...."

"Move the topic yuk, tired of talking about the past Brother continues."

Ardian smiled wryly at his wife's words. He knew that Chayra was holding back his feelings. Pain that is like tearing to the heart. "What do you want us to talk about?"

"Tomple the schedule check again. Is Brother going to the office tomorrow?" Look at her husband expectantly.

"I think I'm coming in, honey. I've had three days off work. My work is stacked. I don't want Papi to scold me anymore. Especially if Mr. GM has complained to Papi, then the longer the story."

"So, Brother Ardian can't accompany me to check?"

"I'll work on it." Ardian was pensive, trying to keep his work schedule in mind tomorrow. His schedule was not very busy. But, being GM's personal secretary makes his schedule sometimes not careless. "Mm.. or will you come to the office tomorrow?"

"Huh, come to Ardian's office? Hmm. not ah. Maybe it'll be better if I just go with Mom."

"No. I will try to accompany you. Or. You call me when you leave. We'll meet at the clinic."

"So Brother Ardian. I don't want to make a meaning."

"I also want to know our child's development, honey. His parents, not just you."

"Hhmmm.." That's just Chayra's answer. Lazy if you have to argue a small problem at a time when his feelings are still not rue as they are today.

Ardian kissed his wife's head. His feelings felt calmer as he could hug and kiss his wife like this."