My Bow to the Destiny of Love

My Bow to the Destiny of Love
News for Amira



That morning, Ardian invites Chayra to run in the morning. As long as they get married, they don't even go out


"Come on, Sunday. You haven't been around the complex in your entire stay here?"


"Shame, Brother. How try. Yeah, I'm walking around in clothes like this?" Chayra touched her shirt.


"Feelings yesterday fit into the Mall, you replace your veil with a mask. Can't you do that now?"


"Weight tastes. I want an istiqomah like this. I'd be very upset if I knew I'd open the veil."


"But I want it to be different from Mom."


"I mean..?"


Ardian walked over. He hugged his wife from behind. Hugged her while looking at the reflection of their faces in front of the mirror.


"Mm. I. I.."


Chayra held back her smile seeing Ardian's gurgle. It was obvious that the man wanted to say something, but was ashamed to say it.


"What.by the way, brother. It used to be a feeling, Brother always said cynically to me. Kok now is like a hundred and eighty degrees upside down."


"It happened because I didn't know you yet."


"Then does Ardian think he knows me?"


"Mm.." Ardian nodded. "What.. can I ask you for something?"


"What.. Brother just say it."


"Mm.. will you accompany me for a consultation with the Doctor?"


"Consultation for what?"


"I want to erase this on my back."


Chayra. "Sir Ardian really wants to do that?"


"of course. I told you I'd change for you."


"Don't say that. If Brother Ardian really wants to change, change because of God."


Ardian was silent for a moment. I heard heavy breathing from him. "What did I say yesterday that you thought was playful?"


"Which words does Big Brother mean?"


"I keep feeling for you."


Chayra. His eyes looked at Ardian. Not a single bit did he turn around, even though Ardian was looking at him as well.


"Why..? Are you going to be angry about it?"


Chayra. "I'm just scared, brother. I. I'm afraid I can't return your feelings for Brother."


"I will fight until you can love me too."


"J. Don't do that. There'll be a lot of hurt hearts if we fall in love with each other."


"Are you more concerned with other people's feelings than mine?"


"Open up..."


"I'm your husband, Ayra. I am the one you deserve to love the most. Not Mr. Ghibran or anyone else."


"Yes......."


"Don't tell me you're just trying to help me change. After that you will leave me. Is that what you have in mind?"


Chayra swallowed his saliva. All Ardian's remarks were inevitable. "I.just want.want..."


"Don't think about Amira anymore. That woman is no longer in the dictionary of my life."


Chayra jerks. His gaze immediately changed softly. "Have you forgotten her so soon?" Missing is already the girl's sweet call to Ardian. Now the formal call that was once spoken back.


"He sacrificed a lot for you. He even ruined his future for you. Is there no pity for you after you take whatever form of happiness it has."


"He left me first. He let me have this marriage. So don't blame me for loving you now."


Chayra didn't know what else to say. He thought Ardian's remarks in front of the Ghibran yesterday were only to heat up the Ghibran. Now her husband is telling the truth.


Ardian took a deep breath. "I'm sorry I said rude to you." Grab Chayra's hand and kiss her softly. "I really love you. Don't destroy this new-growing feeling by rejecting my feelings. At least try to have this relationship with me. I'm sure you'll eventually get used to me by your side."


Chayra simply responded in silence. After all, she had promised Amira that she would keep herself from putting feelings on Ardian.


"Don't think about Amira anymore. He won't come back because he's getting married there."


Ardian's statement made Chayra instantly flinched in shock.


"You're confused where do I know everything?"


Chayra was still silent, waiting for the continuation of the man's sentence.


"You can open your phone if you want to know the answer."


Chayra looked at Ardian at a glance. His hand immediately grabbed a flat object that was lying just like that on the edge of the bed.


Chayra's eyes are perfectly rounded when she sees a WhatsApp message from Amira.


'Wa'alaikumsalam. tumben called me first?'


This isn't Ayra. It's Ardian..


I don't have a cell phone anymore. Papi doesn't let me hold a cell phone because I have to focus on being a better person.


'Alhamdulillah..'


I want to ask you something the same.


'What..?'


Why did you tell Ayra to make me change. If you want to see me change, why not do it before.


'Gue didn't ask for it, but she herself decided to marry Big Brother. Anyway, now I'm engaged here. I won't beg for love again with Ardian. We live our lives from now on.'


It's good to be self-conscious.


'M.. Can I ask?'


If I can answer, I will answer.


"Did Brother love Ayra?'


Of course because she's my wife. Every day I see him smiling. Always remind me that I am doing something wrong. Maybe that's what made me love this same as him."


'Take him for me. Assalamualaikum..'


Wa'alaikum..


Chayra looked back at Ardian after she finished reading the message. "Why hasn't Big Brother ever told me this?"


"The message is on your phone. You should have known from yesterday."


"I rarely send messages to him. Now what do I tell her?"


"Don't bother him anymore. I told you that she's getting married soon. If you keep calling her, I'm afraid she can't focus on her marriage."


"Why Brother can be this calm and relaxed when he says he's getting married. Doesn't my sister feel lost?"


"I was disappointed in him. He made me come like this."


Chayra could only take a deep breath. Looking at her face in front of the mirror. Will she be stuck forever in this marriage? It was a big question mark on his brain.


Eventually those morning walks were cancelled because of the long endless debate it was really time-consuming.


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Ardian was pensive in front of Chayra's class. He repeatedly cursed out of annoyance. How not to be upset. The ghibran who was delivering the material in his wife's class was deliberately standing near the sitting Light. Deliberately explain the material from there after realizing the existence of Ardian. Several times doing a question and answer with Chayra made Ardian even more upset.


Ardian deliberately dodged after Ghibran finished. Leaving the front of the class and walking in the opposite direction to Ghibran's goal. He returned to class after being convinced that Ghibran was gone.


Ardian smiled warmly as he saw his wife come out. The woman also smiled, her eyes narrowed.


The long-hearted debate Sunday resulted in a deal. They will make peace with the situation. Let wherever the destiny of love takes them. They can't do much because they can't defeat destiny.


Ardian took Chayra's hand. The girl is getting used to it. No more rejection from his heart if only to join hands.


"We're going straight home."


"Chap Ardian without further ado."


"Lho, what's up?"


"There's something we need to finish today. It's for our future."


"Say first. I don't want to go home, if it's still a secret."


"You're really yeah.." Ardian pinched Chayra's cheek.


"Aaa. pain, Brother."


"Hehehe.. Ardian. Interacting like this with Chayra makes her feelings flowery.


"Why are you like a kid anyway?!" Alesha interrupted because the two humans in front of her were really noisy.


"Ups, sorry astagfirullah, Lesha. It's all because of Ardian. Just try his hands do not need to itch want to nyubit. I'm definitely not noisy."


"You're too adorable to watch."


Tina who was standing on their stripes turned out to be recording the incident. When he finished, he sent it to Amira.


Mir, maybe you will not be okay after seeing the incident I sent this.( Caption of crying people)


Not long after..


Thank God they can be like this. I'm happy, Tin. Thanks for telling me everything.'


Tina was a little surprised as she read Amira's reply.


It's not wrong to write, right?


No. gabe. It's all true. I'm getting married here. Sorry I can't shake you because of the distance.


Why not the story from yesterday?


'Guess it's too busy. Sorry...'


"Huh," Tina snorted as she stuffed her phone into her pocket.


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