My Bow to the Destiny of Love

Soothing massage

Ardian repeatedly took a deep breath. His mind feels really messed up. His lips were heard several times.

Chayra who had just entered the room was astonished to see her husband kneeling on the side of the bed.

"Sorry to interrupt, is there a problem?" Chayra had already raised her hand to pat Ardian on the shoulder. However, his intention was to break. Pulling back his hand.

"My head is dizzy." Reply Ardian. The turn of his forehead that he flinched.

"Is it because I asked you out?" ?Chayra asked in a guilty tone.

"B. not like that. I'm like this if I don't drink or don't drink with the perem..." Ardian stopped his speech. Glanced at Chayra who took a few steps back after hearing his words. "M. I'm sorry. That's what I feel." Ardian took a deep breath. "That's why I'm so hard to break with that habit of mine."

Chayra smiled faintly. Must be able to understand this condition if he wants to be friendly with Ardian. "That means you're a heavy junkie, is that it?"

"Yes, you could say. I've been drinking since I was in first grade High School. At that time, I was angry with Papi and Mami, because they could not attend the odd semester reporting time."

"M.m. hold.."

"Who is not disappointed try. I was the general champion at the time. I can't even hold back haru. Get on stage with pride. Waiting for Papi and Mami to come up on stage. Several times called by the host." Ardian shook his head slowly. "They were not present at that time. Do you know what happened?"

Chayra immediately shook her head. "You continue the story."

"When I came home with anger. Mami and Papi were laughing in the living room. I was stunned to see that. I went over and patted both of them on the thigh." Ardian looked straight ahead. "What's wrong?" Ask Mommy without guilt. I told you, why are Papi and Mami not present at the Ardian reportage show? At that time, Mami answered. Mommy and Papi fall asleep. Tomorrow, if the report division again. Mommy and Papi will be there." Ardian smiled blandly.

Chayra. "So, is that what triggers you to recklessly ruin your own future?"

"Yes. Since then I have been thinking about what I should study. Why tired of learning that the edges are not appreciated."

"But it's for your own good, right?"

"Gue had not been able to think that far back then." Ardian again stomped his increasingly powerful throbbing head.

Chayra was stunned to see that. Suddenly got up and approached the man. "Mm.. is it okay if I massage your head for a moment?"

Ardian glanced at Chayra. "I should have asked you like that. I'm afraid you're like yesterday again if it comes into skin with me."

Chayra thought. "What's wrong with trying. I'll stay away if it happens."

"Please, if you don't mind."

Chayra slowly started touching her husband's head. His hands started to sweat cold. However, as hard as he could, he maintained his position.

"The massage is delicious too. I feel more relaxed." Ardian smiled as he closed his eyes. Increasingly enjoying the soothing massage from his wife.

"Thank you." said Chayra. There was a good thing he still remembered the massage techniques he learned from his mother.

Ardian's eyes look bleached enjoying the massage. "Gue's sleepy.."

Chayra immediately pulled out her hand. However, Ardian held the woman's hand and kissed her. "Gue still needs a massage. Please, don't go yet."

Chayra wants to be angry. His mouth was open to say something. However, his tongue felt stiff even just to say one word. He could only swallow his saliva a few times seeing his hand being kissed repeatedly by Ardian.

"Please, help me if you really want to see me change. I need you so I can get back on the right track." Ardian looked up at Chayra. Very surprised when he saw Chayra's cheeks that had been flooded with tears.

"Eh, why?"

"T. it's okay.." Chayra's body started to shake. Trying to control his mind. However, the shadow of the bad event continued to haunt his mind.

"I'm sorry I overdone it. But, I really need you. If you leave now. I can't help myself not going to that forbidden place."

Chayra sat down while reciting Istighfar several times. Several times he took a deep breath. Long time down in that position.

Ardian could only stare at her because he could do nothing. His head is getting dizzy. She put her body on the bed and covered her head with a pillow. He could only hope to go to sleep quickly and the pain would go away on its own.

Almost half an hour passed, then the Chayra could control themselves. He got up, stood in front of the bed where Ardian was. "Is... have you slept?" Chayra asked in a soft voice almost inaudible.

"I can't sleep. My head really hurts." Ardian answered from behind a pillow.

"Do you want to be in the massage again?"

"Are you okay? Don't push yourself if it just makes you sick. Rest when you are sleepy. Don't think about my situation. It's a risk I'm responsible for what I've done."

The surprised turn of Ardian. Chayra doesn't wear you anymore when talking to her. Lifting the pillow that covers his face. Rise up and look at Chayra. "L.. uh, what do you say when you don't promise?"

"meaning?"

"I mean gini. Mm. You come yes, tomorrow to my house. And you answer with what?"

Chayra's confused. "Yes, I'll try." The answer is to try to guess.

"It is not so. mm. anyway there is the word God in the end."

Chayra thought again. "There is God's word in the end..."

"Yes, so we don't promise that. So, we must use that word so as not to sin."

Chayra finally chuckled after understanding Ardian. "Oh, what do you mean by God?"

"That's fine. I'm gonna say gini.. Mm. God willing I'm fine. Hehe.." Ardian.

Chayra smile. A casual chat like this made his feelings quickly normal. "I'm going to bite your head again."

"Are you sure you'll be okay?"

"The point is don't overdo it like that. God willing I won't do anything."

"Hehehe.." Ardian is back.

Chayra approached and slowly turned back on Ardian's head.

"Didn't you feel uncomfortable when you came into contact with me?" Ask Ardian.

"It sometimes does. But either way, I have to get used to it because you are my husband."

"You're not stiff talking to me anymore." Ardian finally took out the sentence he wanted to put out since earlier.

"You're not too relaxed when you talk to me either."

They finally smiled to find out the truth.

"I want to be really friendly from now on."

"May.but on one condition."

"Should you use terms?"

"Yes dong. I don't want to be played with or used again by you."

"Ok. ok. state the terms."

"You have to promise, if you really intend to change. Not a prank like before."

"God.." Ardian. I want to say God willing, but he forgot again. "Mmm... What did you say if you didn't dare to promise?" Ardian looked up at Chayra. They looked at it for a moment. Smiling and throwing away each other's eyes. Dada Ardian is racing faster. Immediately took a deep breath to neutralize back his mind.

"Say God willing. Why the hell, keep forgetting. It's not hard to call that."

"The name is also learning. God willing, I really want to change now." Looking at Chayra at a glance. Straight away averted his eyes. Afraid that this incident will happen again. "Let's go back again. Hopefully the dizziness goes away quickly."

Chayra touched her husband's head again. "Mm. while lying down. If you're sleepy, you can go straight to sleep."

Ardian, according to him, was breaking down his body slowly. Pull Chayra's hand back to touch her head.

Chayra pulled her hand in surprise. "Don't be too forced. I'm afraid that it's happening again."

"Eh, sorry. I forgot." Eventually, Ardian lets Chayra do whatever she can.

It's only been a few minutes Chayra's been squeaking. I heard Ardian snoring. It turned out that her husband really needed a massage. Luckily it is just a massage and not a plus-plus massage.

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