My Bow to the Destiny of Love

Give oneself

Ardian gulped. "A.. what...what are you doing?"

Chayra as she pleased, "I said, don't go. Why is Big Brother so stubborn. Please, just follow my wish this time." Chayra was still squeezing her clothes as her crying made her chest feel tight.

Ardian walked over. Suddenly he felt ashamed even though he was just looking at his wife. "I'm sorry I don't understand how you feel." Pick up the hijab of Chayra while pairing it with caution. Gulp his saliva back when he saw the beauty of God's creation attached to his wife.

"Why does Ardian still want to go to that place? What makes you look for something else while God brings me into your life. What good am I here if you don't need me. My own brother said that you needed me."

Ardian. His headache he held from earlier in order to be able to immediately resolve his problem. "M. I'm sorry. I. I can't touch you."

Chayra was silent as she swallowed her saliva. He had no intention of offering himself. However, his annoyance made him unconscious of what he was saying.

"I'm ashamed of you. I realize that I don't deserve a woman as good as you. That's why, I wanted to solidify myself earlier." Ardian picked up Chayra's veil. But she doesn't wear it anymore. He just squeezed that thing.

"I beg you, don't wear this again if you're only with me. If I can't touch you, at least I can enjoy the beauty of my wife's face." Ardian got up, put the veil on his wife's desk and went back to Chayra.

"If you mind seeing me out on my own right now, come with me. I really have to solve my problems with that woman so that nothing else becomes a burden on my mind."

"I told you, Brother, don't go. I really don't want to see Brother go back to that place." Chayra is closing in. Suddenly, his hand held Ardian's. "I'll try to love you. I'm sure God must have a wonderful plan behind all this. God wants us to be together for a purpose."

Ardian smiled faintly. "Guide me away then. I really need to get everything done."

"What exactly is Ardian's problem with that woman. Why do you insist on seeing her tonight."

Ardian breathed a rough breath. "He threatened me. He's gonna ruin my family's reputation."

"With what capital can he damage the reputation of the family of people?"

Ardian shook his head slowly with a look of despair. "She kept a bad video of my relationship with her. He threatened to spread the video. I'm not worried about my pride. But it was Papi and Mami's self-esteem that made me have to consider everything." Ardian. "If you really want to fight for life with me, accompany me to see him. I'm sure your presence will make him realize that I really want to stop and get out of their lives."

Chayra was silent. She was considering her husband's complaint.

Seeing his wife just keep quiet. Ardian grabbed his phone from his jacket pocket. "You already know the dark life I've lived through. So, what's wrong if you see that video." Putting the phone on the Chayra.

Chayra's hand shook slightly to grab the phone. Mobile phone playing hot video of her husband with a mature brown woman. Chayra swallowed his saliva. For the first time he saw such a video. He wanted to throw the phone away. However, he had to hold his hand so as not to do that.

After seeing the video, Chayra looked at her husband sharply. Ardian cruelty at that time suddenly just twisted back in the memory of his brain.

"Don't look at me like that. It's been a long time. About a year ago. Before we get married, but..."

"But what..?" Chayra asked cynically.

"After.. I. stained you that time." Ardian averted his eyes, unable to stare at Chayra. "I often couldn't help myself after touching you back then. That's why I often look for women to vent everything. Incidentally, that woman was always in place when I needed to. That's why I do that to him so often. Again forgive me.."

Chayra took a deep breath as she took a serie. He wanted to get angry, but he held it back. At least she should appreciate her husband's efforts to be honest with her.

"Come, accompany me. If you don't want to, I won't go either. But consider one heavy thing that will happen in the future. Your in-laws will lose their pride because of this depraved son."

Chayra raised her face. Wanted to refuse but as Ardian said. The self-esteem of his two in-laws that he would bet on. "But Brother Ardian has to promise, that Brother won't take me inside."

Ardian smiled at Chayra's words. "I dare not promise that. I can't read his condition from now on. Just come with me. I'll guarantee your safety and honor will be preserved." Take the Chayra veil he just put down. Go back to that woman.

Ardian was speechless as Chayra's lips extended a smile. The girl looked even more beautiful with a smile like that.

"Why silence? Where was the veil that Brother had been ambushed, I wanted to wear it again."

Ardian daydreams instantly crumpled. "Eh, I'm sorry. It's yours.." hand over Chayra's veil.

"Sister who put it." Chayra handed the veil back.

Ardian's chest rumbled. Trying to control yourself so as not to embrace Chayra.

"Why is it so long?" Chayra is back in protest.

"Eh, yes, I'm nervous."

"Huh...?" Chayra turned around while looking at Ardian in surprise. "Toggle nervous. Nervous why?"

"Your smile is too sweet to ignore."

"meaning?"

Chayra smiled again. However, his smile this time looked timid. Ardian's words were able to make him blush.

Ardian got up, smiling happily at Chayra's behavior. "Let's go now. The guy's gonna go mad and really make his threat." Stretched out his hand, hoping that the girl would welcome a helping hand.

Chayra nodded in agreement as she welcomed her husband's hand. That certainly makes Ardian feeling more flowery.

"Wait a minute here. I'll get you a jacket." Passing into the dressing room.

Carefully, Ardian put the jacket on his wife's body. Suddenly an idea popped up in his head to kill Chayra

"Mmm. You gave yourself to me earlier. So, before we leave, may dong, I ask one hug from you let me get excited. Who knows, a warm hug from you makes me feel better."

"Indeed, it can actually make Big Brother better or it's just a mode."

Ardian. Confused to answer his wife's question. "Hehehe. I think mo. dus deh. But, hopefully it can really reduce my sense of urination."

Chayra shook her head slowly. Suddenly he remembered the word Ardian who said he had given himself up.

"Eh, wait, wait. What did you mean to say I turned myself in?"

Ardian smiled with anxiety. His hand cupped Chayra's cheek. "You open your veil and veil before me, what's her name? Doesn't that mean you've surrendered yourself to me?"

Chayra. His eyes did not blink looking at Ardian. "I didn't mean it that way. I was just spraining the same brother. Maybe just finished praying and praying and then went to a forbidden place."

"I've explained everything to you."

"Yes, now. It hasn't."

Ardian pinched his wife's cheek with anxiety. Reflexes, his hands clutching Chayra's body without asking the girl's consent first. "Don't revolt. I just want to hug you like this."

Chayra undoes her intention to try to break away. Let Ardian hold her tight.

One kiss landed on the head of the girl. "I love you." whispered softly.

Chayra was silent. Letting go of whatever the man wanted to do.

"Let's go. Linger like this makes me even more drifting in your love."

"What the hell?!" Chayra pinched Ardian's waist.

"Aw, sick. Don't pinch that part, my sister's gonna wake up."

"Sister..?"

"Don't talk about the length of the story. Let's just go now." His hands were still tightly hugging Chayra's body.

"Yes, we go while hugging."

"My hands are locked in love. Can't get out of here."

"Please, Brother." Chayra brushed off her husband's waist.

Ardian chuckles. Despite the weight, she finally let go of her embrace. The turn of Chayra's hand she held. "Don't be angry.. Let me enjoy the happiness of loving you now. I won't demand you to repay him. Just let me treat you special. That's enough for me."

Chayra just nodded. Only his hands tightened Ardian's grip.

"Thank you for everything. May this fight bear fruit in the future."

"Aamiin..."

They finally left the house with their hands. Chayra carefully rode the big motorbike that her husband had ridden.

"Hands on, hug my waist. I'm not going to speed. But, at least you've got some security in case something happens."

Even if you feel uncomfortable. Chayra finally wrapped her hands around Ardian's waist.

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