Loving Or Loved?

Two Different Men

Happy reading to all…..

Welcome to December….

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POV bagas

From behind the guest room window, I could see the figure of the woman I had loved since childhood. If remembering childhood it feels like this is just a meeting, a hope that is very difficult for me to embrace. She was Fanindira Atmadja, the woman who had already attracted my attention, when her milk teeth had not even grown, when her steps were still in limp, when I had to taste her handwork in the form of toy cooking, as well, until the moment the girl chose to be in love and betrothed to another man, I stood there waiting for her where she should know where to go after getting tired of her adventures.

I admit, I'm not the 99.9% perfect guy for him. There are still defects here and there, attitude, nature, words, even my face is not as handsome as Siwon whose picture is plastered everywhere with a bowl of instant noodles. I'm just a regular guy who's far from the word ‘lelaki idaman’ for a woman like Fani, who is, but when my heart began to shepherd my girl to choose another man I heard she was betrayed by her fiance and her best friend and it succeeded in making my heart feel like it was pierced repeatedly, although the event was honestly very beneficial to my strand but I could not bear to see Fani who was down. Until the moment I met Om Amri and asked his permission to knock on the door of the girl who I think has a typical satanic look, tried my luck to bandage the gaping heart wound that was wide, although I don't know what fate is ahead there.

“Fani..Fani... always make an effort to let you melt by hearing a little news about you.”.

My girl was still faithfully sitting on the back garden bench, sometimes I saw her raise her head, I don't know what she saw up there when the night sky was dark enough to drown the light of the stars and the moon. Ah.. I remember the first lecture, the sky of Surabaya that always accompanied me for 3 years always looked somber rarely showed the light of stars and the moon, he said that because there was already air pollution so that there was a fog or layer that somehow the name closed the night sky so it looked only gray without sparkling stars. When I went to college I used to travel around Surabaya City with my girlfriend of course hehehe, let's just say I was naughty because it was so. Go here with beautiful women from the campus next door who are notoriously smart and pretty, not to show off

it's just that sometimes I feel homesick with my little girl who is in Jakarta but can't treat her.

Dating several women, whether inviting him to hang out at the cafe, around the mall ranging from Tunjungan Plaza, Marina Plaza, Galaxy, Royal Plaza, to Dinoyo Market it feels like he has also been, hahaha, drive two wheels across the Suramadu Bridge, date in a hunchback park, go around the mangrove forest has ever been. One

the sure thing when I date a lot of women, not because I'm a playboy or a jerk just that I want to try to find the figure of Fani in other women and the results are nil. Fani ya Fani there will be no other Fani.

 “Dek, why are you? Any problems?” I heard Bang Akbar's voice that made my daydreams fade away instantly.

I watched the two watching the interaction of the brother and sister who are now sharing the story, I sharpened my hearing trying to steal what they were talking about, honestly I was very curious. Afraid that there would be another candidate to fight over my little girl's heart, especially after hearing Bang Akbar's story yesterday about Bang Aziz who seemed to put his heart on my girl. Especially at dinner last, every move Fani did not escape the gaze of the man and it succeeded in making me uncomfortable.

I stood up from my seat when I saw Fani and Bang Akbar also standing from a chair in the backyard, I had heard them mention Aziz's name several times. Hmm. I feel like I have to prepare my heart and mentality again if Fani goes and chooses another man again. I love Fani wholeheartedly, I want to have her wholeheartedly, but I have no right to force her to let it flow as it is. Trying and doing’a is my way of looking after her, and it seems like I have to study with Bang Akbar to melt the heart of a haha woman.

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POV Author

In another part of Bandung, in a minimalist house but impressed beautifully with the arrangement that fit and unsightly, it looks two people are chatting seriously. The woman with occasional spoiled attitude and put on a sad face, trying to seduce the man who was putting on a hostile face with a roar of breath that

“Ah, Brother basically do not need to be guided if Abang already knows Teh Fani and Bang Bagas there is a relationship, although it does not say courtship, even though it does not say courtship, from the story of Abang earlier it seems that Bang Bagas who has brought Teh Fani rose from his slump and disappointment. Don't disturb!”

“Come on, who said tell Abang nikung in the third night? Turn already know the full story instead stop supporting Abang.”

“Bang I don't mind if you just do’a alone, but do not if until the real effort Abang belain make dapetin Teh Fani. Inget Bang our family how would it be? Destroyed Bang, lest I see or feel that terrible thing again. I just want Abang to marry a woman who also loves Brother sincerely.”

Brakk.

“What's my fault Oh God, it's my turn to want to be serious with one woman but everyone seems to be against me even the universe is against me. Logically, Fani still has anyone and all men have the right to fight to get it, but why my own sister forbid me,” muttered Aziz frustratedly and his mind began to wander and focus on one of his memories as his parents chose to separate.

“Arrrghhhh.. All this because of Mami and Papi, can not give a good example to his children. Syta may still be traumatized because there are other men who managed to damage my family to the point of disfiguring like this. Arrghhh, Mami is indeed the woman who gave birth to me and Syta but also the woman who destroyed the hopes of her children. But Syta must understand, if I'm not like the man who took Mami from Papi, because here Fani has not any ties with Bagas.”

"Two men are different but have the same taste for one woman in their own way. Life is sometimes joking, when the women out there are still many single but why the heart chooses one person, who unfortunately are both targeted by others as well. Hahh... want to kidnap Fani and marry her directly," said Aziz frustrated.

The man who will turn 30 years old also moved from his seat and entered the most comfortable room in the house, the neatly arranged mattress was already welcoming the owner to accompany his night rest, he said, give it tranquility by sending it to dreamland.

　

　

　

　

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The year 2020 will soon pass, what are your expectations this year have all been achieved? Hopefully yes, if there is still something that has not been achieved still the spirit yes.because in 30 days we will welcome the new year with new expectations as well of course.

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