Loving Or Loved?

Loving Or Loved?
48. Before Forever



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The marriage for Qiana was the point where she should be able to completely temper all self-selfishness. Moreover, Qiana's marriage was not only accepting and adjusting to her husband, there was Dafa that she had to pay attention to and accept no longer as an adopted child but a son continued from her future husband. Although Dafa had first entered Qiana's life, it still felt different when she learned that Dafa was the son of her future husband and her high school friend, no longer the child of the orphanage she adopted.


Not to mention the two big families also got married when Qiana and Akbar decided to tie their story with the sacred bond of marriage.


His conversation with Mama Dewi back then, a little more made him more confident to open his heart. Moreover, Akbar has been seen to be very hard to conquer his heart, ranging from giving him little attention, taking the heart of his family members, and also Akbar always trying to exist when Qiana and Dafa need it.


Slowly but surely, Qiana received her life path filled with shock. To reveal what has passed with all his heart. Setya, Tyo, Bella, and his slightly gray High School days have been buried deep, all that is now is Setya who he must pray for always in order to get the best place on His side, keeping Setya's name in her heart as a reminder that the man once loved her as much as this Akbar saai.


Tyo, the man he once loved now the love he turned into the love of a sister to his older brother. Bella, a high school girl who once slapped her in a public place and met again as the mother of Dafa, he had completely forgotten so as not to be a burden of heart when remembering all the actions of Bella's beer towards him.


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Qiana, Akbar, and Dafa are now in Bandung, while Pak Amri, Bu Rita, and Fani fly directly to Jakarta from Surbaya, earlier they were worried when at Juanda Airport because of different destinations when returning home.


Two weeks before the Qiana family wedding in Surabaya will follow to Bandung, to help prepare for the wedding that will take place in Bandung.


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Grandma Qiana's house in Bandung was Akbar's first destination with Qiana and her son. The house, which is almost 3 weeks uninhabited by the owner, still looks clean and warm. All because Mang Didin's wife who cleans the house every day and, Mang Didin and his family occasionally stay at Granny Qiana's house. If people say, let the house not suwung if later not in habitation.


Dafa who had fallen asleep since entering the car was now transferred to Qiana's room. Hmm, it seems like Dafa must be trained immediately in order to sleep alone in his room, before Qiana and her father get married.


While in the living room Qiana and Akbar seemed to be chatting, before Akbar went home. Talking about important things, before forever they are bound in the bonds of marriage.


"Later every home from work Mas will try to stop by first here, continue at seven or hours delapanan Mas just returned home. Is it okay, Qi?" ask Akbar.


"Qiana is not a problem, but is not tired? Go back to work straight here and keep coming back to Mas' house. Why not just fit a holiday to the sininya, so that Mas also not soybean later," said Qiana, who was worried about her future husband.


Akbar gave a small smile, when he realized that Qiana had changed a little, more to show what he was feeling.


"God is not tired, then I use the driver if you want to go anywhere to be tired. I want to meet Dafa every day, he still does not want to go home. Especially if invited to visit Mas' house," Akbar said with sadness.


"Mas, don't be sad. Slowly Mas, slowly surely Dafa will stick the same Mas continue, want to be taken everywhere the same Mas as well. Now if you haven't seen Mas for a long time, he's already nyariin." said Qiana.


"Yes, especially if many people he immediately collapsed the same Mas. Like a child who seeks protection from his parents. So pingin cepet at home with you, the people I love." said Akbar with a big smile.


"You can do it, be patient not for long. Oh yes Mas, we seem to have to talk seriously before we get married, to get to know each other and be able to know each other about each other's person. Sorry if the baffles, I actually if about the future like to be organized and planned first, whatever it is hehehe," said Qiana, said, understand the number of people with blood A according to the researchers are perfectionists and organized. And that was just like Qiana.


"Mas no peeko-neko his person Qi, anyway this marriage is not as simple as about favorite food or something that is not liked. But this is about us being able to understand each other in the future, being able to share our joys and sorrows without anything being covered up. If I have something wrong or something in me that is not in you, you promise to say because I know the codes," said Akbar seriously.


"Bismillah Mas, hopefully we can sail together can support each other and strengthen each other as well. Mas also have to be patient yes guiding Qia later, if Qia is wrong in her gentle reprimand do not snap ya." Qiana's message.


"Yes, God willing, He will guide you well. Mas does not want to fail again in building a household, so Mas will try even harder to be a good husband for you and a good father also for Dafa and adeknya later," akbar.


"Aamiin, we learn the same-saka yes Mas," said Qiana with a smile.


"Please go home first yes, salamin for children Mas yes," said Akbar while moving from his seat.


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After Akbar returned from her home, Qiana immediately laid her body on the side of Dafa. Qia looked at the face of the child.


Satisfied looking at her son's face, Qiana took the headset. Suddenly she wants to play a song Sherina Munaf sings money entitled Before Forever.


Lyrically


Hey try listening


My hope is this


Before we continue


Our dreams together


Hey look at it


The soul asked this


Before we continue


A story that lasts forever


Take care of that heart


I'll leave it to you


Don't forget the feeling of falling


Our first love


And the amorous leash


Which is time tested


Promise me, my dear


Before forever


Hey don't you ignore


All this beautiful


Before we continue


Love us both


Hey this is a scrape


As a signature


Before we continue


The love promised forever


Forever