Loving Or Loved?

14. Setya's Business

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The day that Qiana had been waiting for arrived, today she would resign from the hospital that had long been a place to earn sustenance. Heavy indeed, but he had thought about it carefully. The most important thing for her life right now was, Dafa, her adopted son who was like a real child to Qiana.

Seen Setya had just come out of his friend's family Hospital, he accidentally crossed paths with Qiana and Dafa in his cradle. This is also the last day Setya helped Bagas at the Hospital, all the problems of medical devices were completed he repaired.

"Allalamaicum, Qi. Abis gave me a letter of resignation?" ask Qiana.

"Yes, this is coming back" Qiana replied.

"Yaudah let me deliver, I also have finished business here." invited Setya.

"Om going to take Nda Tama Dafa home?" Ask Dafa who is speaking.

"Yes, Dafa wants to be delivered the same? Or did Dafa want to go to the park?" tawar Setya who was greeted enthusiastically by Dafa.

"You want Dafa to. But this is Om Tembal who is not? Om Tyo what Om Tetya? Dafa binun" said Dafa, tilting his head to look at his Omnya face.

"Dafa, this is Om Setya. Dafa doesn't want to go straight home? We will play at home with Mother?" Qiana.

"This is Om Tetya, Nda Dafa wants to play in the park tama Om Tetya. Yes yes yes play in the park." whine Dafa.

"Jaudah come with Om" said Setya who immediately took over Dafa from Qiana's sling.

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Arriving at the park, Setya continued to be sweet to Qiana. Trying her luck to get Qiana's heart, she thought. Mumpung little Dafa is again fun to meet other funny little children in the park.

"Qi, you changed a lot from the days of High School. Moreover, you seem to be getting more motherly since there is Dafa," said Setya.

"Say I'm like the mothers who usually huddle at the vegetable maker Set, all the pack says motherhood wkwkwkwk." joked Qiana.

"Ih, my people are serious even in becandain," said Setya.

"There's a mouth." Answer Qiana.

"Eh, Qi. We are getting older next year, 27 years old. What are you thinking?" ask Setya.

"Yes, already want to enter the age of 30 years old, Set, no. When asked to think of something, yes obviously I thought of. Rich minded my parents in Surabaya same Brother and Sister-in-law as pounded me, long time no see." replied Qiana while daydreaming feel his longing to her family.

"Thou mah, not that thought. My soul mate's mind I mean. Don't you think about a household?" said Setya carefully afraid of offending Qiana. Qiana simply turned her head towards Setya with a hard to interpret gaze.

"Hemm. I am still not confident to open my heart anymore. You know if I liked your twin first?" Qiana said with a heavy heart.

"Honestly, I don't know what, surely you already know from my diary at that time," said Qiana while watching Setya's face that had shown a change in facial expression.

"Hehe, I'm sorry I was so presumptuous first," said Setya who immediately ngaku hehe.

"Yes gpp, well if inget first so make me afraid to put my heart again to just anyone. Tyo who has long been the same old me aja can not see me who likes him, know what it feels like to love but not loved? tau tau ngga Set. Okay then, I can be normal because Tyo is also always around me, and that's enough for me. But for now, I have to find someone who can see me, accept me for who I am, especially now that I have Dafa even if he is not my son," qiana said as she looked at Dafa who was running around with her peers.

"I know Qi, I know what it's like. Moreover, the people I love are more in love with my own brother. I know how sick Qi is, my race is just as invisible to the people I love. And that person is you Qiana," Setya said in her heart, it felt like she wanted to laugh at her stupidity first.

"It turns out that you still have a sense of yes Qi, same as my brother. Do I need to tell him that you liked him a long time ago?" tawar Setya, even though his heart ached when saying that. Qiana shook her head quickly, that was not what she meant.

"No. big no... Setya. It's not that I still feel the same Tyo, but because I still can't open my heart anymore" said Qiana.

"It can't open your heart anymore because you still have the same taste of Tyo, Qiana. I can see from the way you see Tyo, Qi. I'm sure it's still there" Setya said.

"No. you're wrong." argued Qiana.

"Nda.. Om.. let's buy ice tlim in tana," cried Dafa breaking the conversation between Qiana and Setya.

"Okay Om aja, who bought it for Mother with Dafa here first yes," said Setya with a smile towards Mother and Child.

Setya's mind drifted, how to convince Qiana that her heart was intact for her. Wanting to reveal but she was afraid of being disappointed, because it was clear she knew long ago that Qiana's heart was only for her twin sister. Even if Setya knew that her sister had no heart for Qiana, but still.

Didn't feel he had reached the brothers of the ice cream seller wa*s. He bought chocolate, strawberry, vanilla flavors. After paying Setya, he immediately set foot back to Qiana and Dafa who were waiting for him.

"This is her ice cream for Dafa and Mommy" Setya said and was enthusiastically greeted by Dafa.

Setya's heart laughed bitterly, this activity is like a happy family in the eyes of others there is a handsome father with his work stellan, there is a beautiful mother with maroon gowns, maroonnya, and there was the handsome son of the kingpin with his happy laughter. But unfortunately the three of them do not have the family ties that Setya wants.

"Es tlimnya son," said Dafa disperse the reverie of Setya.

"Well, that's delicious. Dafa wants more?" Ask Setya.

"Ndak Om, said Nda if you eat ice tlim ndak can not be a little refined children." Answer Dafa.

"Hahaha, can you please nurutin your Mother Daf, when it is okay to eat ice cream a lot - a lot of ice cream tastes good." Tempta Setya who instantly got a sharp look from Qiana's eyes.

"Hihi, yes-yes.no Om is just kidding, said Setya.

~Life is an option, but choose to drop a heart to whom, it can not~.