Loving Or Loved?

A Man in the Hands of God

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Dinner was quite confusing for Aziz because the words in his own heart he could not draw a clear conclusion, because in the end Fani ate a yellow seasoned fried eel and also a bowl of goat gulai that she ate together with her Sister-in-law.

All the way home Aziz was silent, trying to draw conclusions on what had just happened.

“What are you doing?” ask Syta.

“Again confused aja.”

“Bingung why, like people out of love just aja. Though fitting depart earlier seneng really, want to eat the cuisine of the future wife. The food was also good earlier, but why so moody gini?” asked Syta in surprise.

“You know the guy who sat next to Fani earlier?” ask Aziz.

“Asleep? Very handsome Bang, where the face looks like Teh Fani again,” Syta replied that increasingly frustrating Aziz, because Aziz thinks if Fani and Bagas look alike are not they really destined to mate, because Aziz, because some people say if our soul mate must have something similar.

“He was nobody, not his cousin, just the son of his parents' best friend Fani and arguably Bagas was the only man who was close to Fani,” is clearly Aziz who makes Syta go along moody.

“Huhhh…. I think my brother is already close to Teh Fani, I just arrived at the event when I picked up Brother Loh, let's not misunderstand, eh even me who misinterpreted my own brother's intentions. I became a sad follow Bang, I think Bang Bagas is his cousin Teh Fani, fortunately I did not say to be combined with Bang Bagas to Teh Fani. If it was to say, want to put where my face is.”

Aziz mendelikan his eyes were sad, maybe the sister was also fascinated with rivals meluhkan his heart adoration.

“You are nothing Dek, even follow ngefans same Bagas, not really. Mending you same friends Abang aja, already kejamin outside the court same Abang.”

“Hiiiillllliihh, which is the brother, who is already guaranteed outside his court. The brother was eleven twelve with Brother. Equally complex, very different from Bang Bagas that looks calm, cool, and authoritative of course,” Syta said deliberately provoking his brother's emotions that had been seen regulating his breath, hoping to neutralize his emotions.

“You are the basic evil Adek, see Brother is hard getting seneng,” snorted Aziz.

“Huh, gituh aja ngambek said lakik has not been anything soft. Mate in the hands of Lord Bang, before the yellow janur curled tikung gih in the third night.”

“Tumben talk you really, hahaha there is fortunately Abang galau gini, Adek sengkleknya so sane hahaha.”

“Ish...ish.ish... inappropriate.”.

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Sitting daydreaming looking at the dim sky, remembering the dinner that had passed an hour ago. It was strange to sit and eat together with two men who had blatantly revealed his sense of attraction directly, awkward was certainly felt. While the heart still feels who is the most sincere heart giver between the two, old people or even new people who have just come into his world. Fani was pensive for quite a while, examining what he had been through all this time.

“Dek, why are you? Any problems?” ask a tall man who is still handsome at his age who will enter the age of 32 years.

“Eh, Brother. No Bang, again deepening the role of hahaha, uh no joke. Just looking for answers from Fani's journey until it can be here.”

“You forgot the same thing you said before, when you were in High School? Each trip will leave its own story Deck. Likewise with your trip, try the inget-inget that you once said first.”

“Emh, yes.iya.. Fani remembered, what this Bang, ‘If only there was no task that I had to complete, surely God would not have predestined me to be here. Everyone is not limited to himself, but there is the power of destiny that moves him.This’ is not it? But it looks like this one really fits.”

“Iya that one. You must be aware and remember, all the things that happen in the path of your life so far have never been separated from the role of destiny. If there is a problem faced never run away, all the events present in your life are all of course of His will, so finish well with sincerity let many rewards also you get.”

“InsyaAllah Bang, thank you very much yes always there for Fani, want in likes and likes Brother always there. Like this taneman, Fani is a newly grown taneman and needs a strong support and support, yes Abang hehehe.”

“You are Dek, very cool to change his mood,” said Akbar while rubbing his sister's head and laughing.

“Dek, this brother just want to ngingetin yes not angry with you, was also your mother already Brother ingetin too, now it's your turn that Brother ingetin. Before Brother ngingetin, is there anything you want to tell first with Brother?” asked Akbar while staring at his sister.

“Huuuuuuhhhhh..” Fani breathed heavily, before answering her only brother's question. Fani could guess if Akbar knew a little about his accidental meetings with Aziz, not because Akbar has a spy who takes care of his beloved sister but from his beloved wife who has certainly told him everything his sister has experienced.

“Yes, as you know from Mbak Qiana. Either right or wrong way that Fani took , but according to Fani for now, that way is the most fitting Bang.”

“Hm... but for the one brother did not agree yes.20 million is just his alibi, continue if you want to receive guests of people you just know even though it's acquaintances Brother let alone a guy, especially if you want to accept the new person you know, never accept it if at home there is no Brother or Mang Didin, danger. You see in the house of all women, even if there is Dafa but he is still a child, so can not protect you if there are people who intend evil.”

“Astaghfirullah yes Bang, sorry Fani forgot that Brother was not at home earlier. Fortunately, my brother Bang Bagas came home early. Fani's sorry Bang, really sorry. Fani forgot, but when Mang Didin when we finished cleaning the pond fitting us - we are again busy gardening already ngingetin I Bang, must say if there will be guests at home, then we will have a home,” said Fani with sadness and a little panic when he realized the mistake he had made.

“It's okay Deck, it's happened too. Do not play with fire Deck if you do not want to burn, express your heart for who he really mumpung not too far away. Both are well as you know, but certainly both also have shortcomings and a past that may not be as you imagine. And remember to involve God every step you take.”

“Iya Bang, thank you for always reminding Fani. Mate in the hands of God Bang, hopefully Fani can get the best for Fani.”

“Aamiin Yes Rabb, may Yes Dek. Remember, always learn and try to be better every day. Being a wife and mother can probably be done by your instincts as a woman, but to be a good wife and mother to a husband and children in the future, women not only need their instincts but women also need qualified knowledge to make them pride and shade in their homes later,” Akbar message.

“Like Mama ya Bang, which all can. So a good wife for Papa, so a good mother for us, at home also Mama can be anything, ranging from cooking, cleaning the house, washing clothes, washing dishes, washing dishes, ah IRT work as Mestinyalah Mamah can do all, plus mutually shoulder to shoulder with Papa to educate us, give

a good example for her children, even though Mama graduates veterinary medicine but Mama can teach us a lot of things Bang,” said Fani while looking far back.

“Iya, until you get married and get out of your new house Mama asks for a housekeeper, He said let the house remain rame hehehe, Mama..Mama..so miss again Mama,” continued Akbar.

“Udah want at 10 nih, come on break.”

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Bagas: Thor, my part when did it appear? I lost to Bang Aziz. The responsibility is yes if Fani leaves me.

Author: Ceileh, sabang napa BangBag…. You will not go where xixixixixi….

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