Loving Or Loved?

Loving Or Loved?
Huddled



Happy reading.:).


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Tok.dok...


"Just go in!!" my answer.


And enter someone who makes me gawk at him in disbelief, is he really? who said he was in Surabaya turned out to be in front of me while smiling gently and able to muffle my emotions that peaked earlier. Ah yes I almost forgot, that sad and happy coming of the package, hihihi. Today can complete package of plusss gratttis iced tea one teapot wkwkwk...Alhamdulillahot.


“Assalamu’alaikum prospective mother of my children.” Greet the man with a charming smile.


“Wa’alaiakumsalam Bang, Yes Allah..he said again in Surabaya, kok suddenly appeared in Bandung?” tanyaku solu-solu whereas mah seneng really hihi, “Sini-here in, sit first Bang.” My welcome, to forget has not allowed Abang Zheyenkk masyukk. With his cool style and ignorant smile he walked towards the chair in front of me, uh only then did he look like he was carrying two medium-sized paper bags.


“This, one souvenir from Surabaya and the other lunch. Come accompany me to this afternoon lunch.” He said while opening the paper bag in his hand after handing over the paper bag which he said contained souvenirs from Surabaya.


“Wahh... Alhamdulillah.. Fani happens to be hungry again hihihi. Wait Fani get cutlery first.” I said as I went out to the kitchen, as well as meeting with A Ridhoo and other employees to immediately clean up the remnants of the commotion.


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“This bang, we eat there just so it's delicious, more comfortable.” Take me.


“OK, oh yeah that's why in front of the bakery on the mess on the floor?” ask Bang Bagas.


“That was someone else. Cook he was angry with the same employee Mbak Qiana continued to fight the bread until it was like that, said PRANK make his youtube content. Make me hungry again, but only an hour and a half ago I had lunch Bang.” My answer is passionate, I don't know about the three troublemakers were able to raise my emotions again.


“Hahahaha. The more here the more strange people yes Dek, many are patient yes.” Her speech.


After my second lunch, Bang Bagas and I decided to pay a visit to Bang Akbar's house and planned to stay overnight. Mumpung tomorrow Sunday, so it is better to stay at home Brother than at home Grandma Mbak Qiana alone…


“Oh yes, you are not staying at Bang Akbar's house anyway Dek? Why must I live alone in her Grandma Qiana's house?” ask Bang Bagas.


“No why, let's add a gereget aja experience hihi. Although still often nginep at the house of Brother and at the house of his Grandmother Mbak Qiana I also do not own Bang there is Bi Ani, Mang Didin, and I do not know, the same two children who were told by Grandma to take care of her house.” My answer.


“You don't get too maxain something that is beyond the limits of your ability Yes Dek, you don't want you to turn into another figure that you don't know. You are perfect as yourself.” His words were gentle but very deep implying his disapproval of what I was doing right now, but I am happy, because the figure of the man whom I initially doubted so much kept his stock of attention for me hihihi.


“Iya Abang... Fani only wants to study with Mbak Qiana, because of her patience and her spirit in living the twists and turns of life hehehe. Continue to take care of the bakery I own initiative really without coercion and still within the limits of my ability and if to stay at home Grandma is also my own will because the house of Grandma Mira is like giving influence very positive for my daily life, if this is somehow just a suggestion I just aja Bang?” my answer explains, but it ends with a question.


Emh, I'm really confused too. Sometimes I interpret it just because of suggestions but over time Grandma Mira's house like giving support and influence that is really positive for me during my stay there. Mira's grandmother diligently prayed and naji in the house that time yes, the atmosphere is very cool, comfortable to the heart.


“Yes already, do whatever it is that makes you happy as long as you don't hurt yourself. And maybe it's just your suggestion about Grandma Mira's house.” The answer.


On the way to Bang Akbar's house, the rain fell quite heavy making the online taxi driver I was riding with Bang Bagas had to reduce the speed of his vehicle, lucky Bang Akbar's house not too far away.


When I opened the car door, there was a distinctive smell of rain that was able to relax the body and this was one that I liked from the rain. Since Bang Bagas and I don't carry umbrellas, let's run to the terrace.


“Assalamu’alaikum Mbak.” My broom while rubbing my face slightly exposed to rain water, while Bang Bagas was still busy taking off his wet shoes.


“Wa’alaikumsalam Ya Allah, raining ya.. enter first Deck you directly shower in your bathroom yes, Bagas you enter the guest room bring no clothes?” mbak Qiana said as she glanced at the backpack that Bang Bagas was carrying, I simply nodded her orders and rushed straight to the room.


“I do not bring Qi, this in my backpack dirty clothes from Surabaya.” Answer Bang Bagas behind me.


“Come in first, I'll get you the shirt Mas Akbar.” Says Ms. Qiana.


After taking a shower and changing clothes I headed for the living room looking for Ms. Qiana. Sayup-sayup I heard the sound of people fighting with the sound of rain that was busy wetting the earth. Ah that sound from the back porch. And it's true that Ms. Qiana while holding my daughter's niece is teaching. MasyaAllah, this complete peace package mah, sustenance of sholehah's son who abis nak prank xiixixi.


Without speaking I sat in the seat next to Mbak, a moment later Mbak had finished by teaching him and put the Qur’an on the table next to him.


“Where's the store? You feel right there Dek?” mba Qiana asked while correcting the sitting position of Dafa who had started to sleepy.


“Alhamdulillah well, Lancer and I feel at home because the employees Mbak people fun hehe. Last time there was yes... a little incident, although the intention was only joking but a little make my emotions lured Mbak hehe fortunately was followed by Bang Bagas plus the added smell of rain, Alhamdulillah so calm again.” Reply potluck.


“Alhamdulillah, oh yes you know not Dek why the smell of rain can win or give a relaxing effect for us?” mother Qiana asked me who made me think, hmmm even though I like the smell of rain but I never know the reason behind it.


“Hehehe, Fani does not know Mbak.” Answer me while shaking.


“The smell of rain that goes out to our sense of smell and stimulates the brain gives calm, calm, it is caused by Actinomycetes bacteria that grow on the soil producing spores and spores that are exposed to rainwater will get wet and spread in the air, the study found, well this spore is what produces the distinctive aroma that we breathe another term of this distinctive hjan aroma is Petrichor. Try again to breathe the aroma.” Said Mbak Qiana who ended by taking her breath while enjoying the rainy atmosphere in the afternoon.


It is true that it is getting inhaled slowly and focused, then accompanied by the rhythm of water gurgling, wind blowing that crumbs.Huwiiiii MasyaAllah calms it down.


“This aroma gives the impression of a natural earth smell and the brain responds to this fresh aroma as relaxation so as to release serotonin, a hormone that also acts as a natural antidepressant drug of the brain. Do not overtime brim Dek, hihi. Eh Mbak enter first yam au nidurin Dafa first, nih veil Mbak has been raised hehe.” Qiana said as she stood up.


“Ehm..” deheman from back door direction, it turns out Bang Bagas.


“Eh.. Brother..” my broom.


“Had aja, you idolize Qiana and want to learn her, besides being smart to take care of children and melt the cold heart of Bang Akbar, he also pinter ya.” Said Bang Bagas while sitting his body in the chair that was sat by Mbak Qiana.


“Iya.” Answer me with a smile.


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Dapet pesen from Qiana and Mas Akbar nih, mumpung rainy season manyin do'a when it rains. Because this is exemplified by the Prophet Muhammad SAW. In the book of Al Umm by Imam Shafi'i, rain is one of the times that mustajab to pray, the Prophet Muhammad said, "Let the prayer be granted, that is when the meeting of two troops, iqamah time, the time of prayer, and when it rains."


Imam an-Nawawi also said that prayer when it rains is not rejected or rarely rejected because it is a blessing, especially the first outpouring of rain at the beginning of the season.


Increase the do'a yuk, because we really do not know which do'a will be granted by Allah S.W.T


Happy monday, happy activities :)