Loving Or Loved?

11. Akbar

Tonight was the hardest night of his life, his mind drifting to the events of 2 and a half years ago. Akbar snorted annoyedly, thinking he should have kept his son at the green table, instead of handing his son voluntarily to his ex-wife who was caught cheating on him. Even though the reason at that time was thinking about the life of his son, who still depends on his mother's ASI. But seeing Dafa today in the orphanage, made his heart throb erratically afraid that his son would not get the attention of his parents like Dafa. Just thinking about it had already made his heart melt.

The apartment balcony overlooking the streets of the Capital bears witness to the mound of an Akbar, the breeze of the night made him more frustrated by bad thoughts about the condition of his son who joined his ex-wife left him.

"I can't stay silent, however I have to figure out my son's situation. Whether he lives a decent and happy life or vice versa" Akbar said to himself, "I have to ask Bram for help to find information about my ex-wife as soon as possible" Akbar continued.

The next day Akbar asks his personal assistant to track down the whereabouts of his ex-wife and son. Last info one year ago his wife was living in Singapore and lost track to date.

"Bram, please check with my ex-wife if she is still in Singapore or has moved to another country" Akbar said.

"Well sir," said Bram without re-tranaya because it has been confirmed that the Boss is mengindungnya his baby.

Working with Akbar for the last 7 years makes Bram a little bit already understand well how the behavior and desire of the Boss if it already wants something. And seeing the face of the Boss from the morning Bram could guess easily.

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After asking Bram for help and doing his work at his Papa's office, Akbar returned to visit the parlor, hoping that meeting Dafa would calm his heart and mind. Seeing the cute behavior of the little boy made his heart flowery, at least treating the longing for his son who is nowhere today

"Good Night ma'am, is Dafanya asleep?" Ask Akbar to the Mother

"Good night, son, that's Dafanya from yesterday join Nak Qiana stay at her house. Maybe tomorrow I'll take care of the adoption papers. You pity Dafa always whine to follow Nak Qiana," said Bu Panti

"Yasah Ma'am, I brought martabak for the children and I beg you to be accepted, I say goodbye first" said Akbar.

"Well, thank you for the visit and be careful on the road" said Ms. Panti.

"Mom, briefly. I'd like to have Qiana's address?" Ask Akbar.

"Yes, I can take a moment" said Ms. Panti.

Akbar immediately drove his car towards Qiana's house, when he arrived there, Qiana's house was dark and tightly closed. Maybe you are asleep, Akbar thought. He saw it on a circular clock in his left hand, at 21:30 WIB,

"It should have been dark Qiana's house, it was night apparently," murmured Akbar. He rushed to leave Qiana's house for her apartment.

There was a sense of sadness in Akbar's heart of hearing that Qiana was going to adopt Dafa, but there was a feeling of disappointment in Akbar's heart. She should have adopted the child first, he thought and gave happiness to Dafa.

The morning came, this time early in the morning Akbar went to Qiana's house to meet with Dafa. Arriving in front of Qiana's house, Dafa was running in the yard of Qiana's house. Akbar rushed down from his car and brought some toys for Dafa.

"Dad....Fathering... Nda... I'm coming." Shouted Dafa while running towards Akbar

"Dafa don't run, son," said Qiana

"Well, eat Dafa and eat Dafa" said Dafa as he spread his hand toward Akbar.

Akbar immediately caught and brought the tiny body.

"Hi father's son, have you eaten?" Akbar asked as he smirked Dafa's cheek.

"That, Nda Well. Is it matan?" Point Dafa towards Qiana who is carrying a half-living Dafa dinner plate.

"Here, let's go on eating it. Play with Dad again. Dad brought a toy for Dafa, " Akbar said as he pointed at the papper bag he put on the ground before carrying Dafa earlier.

"Sorry Ms. Qiana, I came here without contacting my mother first. Yesterday I got the address of the Mother of the Panti, when I visited the orphanage intending to meet Dafa. It turns out that Dafa will be adopted. Be me here to meet dafa." Akbar.

"Ah, it's okay Mr. Akbar. Go ahead if you want to stop by to meet Dafa," said Qiana, who is only accepted by Akbar

"Nih people, friendly at the beginning doang end-end just nodding. The aura is cold again. But if you are careful why Mr. Akbar is so similar to Dafa." Inner Qiana.

"Ehm, Mr. Akbar earlier sorry if I was presumptuous. If you notice, why are you so similar to Dafa?" Qiana asked as she fed Dafa who was playing in Akbar's sling. Akbar who was asked did not appear to budge.

"It turns out it's not just my feeling that Dafa is similar to me. But he thinks the same as me." Inner Akbar.

"Is it like that, Miss Qiana?" Ask Akbar

"Yes just my thoughts, sir, do not be too taken heart. I'm sorry for my stupidity" said Qiana.

"It's okay Ms. Qiana, just relax," Akbar said.

Akbar's mind rages on, whether to wait for his assistant to find his ex-wife and son. Or he did a DNA test to Dafa, who knows Dafa is his son because not only did he think Dafa was similar to him, but according to Qiana as well.

"Bu Qiana, did you know the story of Dafa until he was in the parlour?" Ask Akbar.

"I don't know for sure sir, just as far as I know Dafa was found by the mother of the orphanage 2 years ago at that time if it's not wrong his age is between 3 or 4 months." Qiana answered honestly.

"It's almost the same age as my son that Mommy took away." Akbar murmured but could still be heard by Qiana

"What Sir?" Tanya Qiana pretended not to hear Akbar mutter

"Ah it's okay, Miss Qiana." Reply Akbar.

"May I invite Dafa to play to the time zone?" Ask Akbar.

"Other times is okay sir? Now it's time for Dafa to rest and then I plan to go to the orphanage to take care of the adoption papers, sir." Qiana.

"Oh it's okay then. May I accompany Dafa to rest?" Akbar asked again, he was really looking for a gap in order to stay longer with Dafa.

"Sure, fuck sir." Qiana.

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Qiana POV

Did I not hear wrong? Mr. Akbar already has a child of Dafa's age. Pity also he was separated from his son, it was fitting that he so longed for Dafa. Dafa also does not usually want to be close to new people this quickly, like there is an inner attachment between the two

　

Akbar POVs

It was fortunate that Qiana allowed me to meet and accompany Dafa to rest. It seems right that I should do a DNA test on Dafa, because I feel an inner attachment to this child. I'll take a few strands of her hair and hand them to Bram to take her to the hospital along with my hair.