Loving Or Loved?
37. Nda Dafa Tuma Tatu
The sunlight had already changed with the moonlight, tonight Qiana and Akbar decided to have dinner at Qiana's house along with Tiwi and Bella. Recalling the talk this afternoon was quite tense and a little difficult, but with the greatness of Akbar's heart he chose to make peace.
Akbar recalled Qiana ‘Peace and forgive the past, not that you lost Mas. Instead it is a sign that you are a true winner, forgiving the past means also you have managed to learn from the past and expand your heart well. One important thing is that you are a father to Dafa and he needs many examples of kindness from the people around him, especially your biological parents. Be better every day with the first step is to forgive the past, let's look ahead with peace’. It was fortunate that Akbar thought, finding the light while he was trapped in a dark cave.
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In accordance with the conversation earlier this afternoon, Bella had the opportunity to meet with Dafa and be introduced as her birth mother. Of course, with some of the conditions proposed by Akbar, this time Akbar really did not want to be cheated with the good attitude that Bella showed in front of him.
“Ante, napa Ante who bathes Dafa. Where's the nda?” Ask Dafa, because from the moment he woke up he did not find Qiana in the room anymore.
“Mother again with Aunt Tiwi nyiapin dinner for us.” Fani said while changing Dafa's clothes.
“Oh, Nda matak.” Dafa Say.
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As Bella's dinner began to try to approach Dafa, Bella showed a face that was difficult to interpret when she saw Dafa was so sticky with Qiana. Even when she offered to feed her child, Dafa adamantly refused and asked Qiana to bribe him.
“Dafa, eat it plus yes the same fried chicken is made by Mother Loh,” Bella said.
“Made of Dafa?” Ask Dafa while looking towards Qiana.
“Iya made by Dafa Mother. Dafa has Mother two, it's Mother who was born in Dafa.” Qiana said carefully. Dafa squinted his eyes as if he was judging the words of the Mother who had taken care of him these past few months.
“No, Nda Dafa tuma tattoo. Nda Iana.” Said Dafa who immediately came down from his seat and hugged Qiana's leg.
“Honey, this Mother is your biological Mother Son. Mother who was pregnant and gave birth to you son,” Bella said softly with tears flowing down her cheeks, as Dafa continued to shake her head.
“Ante lie!” Dafa Said. The little child only knew that her mother was Qiana, the one who was always there for her with all her care and affection, who always made her milk, bathed her, fed her, carried her, carried her, and hugged him when he was afraid.
“Already, do not have to force Dafa is still small. He won't understand that soon, don't cry either. Everything you experience today is the fruit of what you planted first. So just enjoy..THE SICK!!” Fani said as she moved from her seat and chose to go to the front yard of Qiana's house where there are many cool plants.
“Ayok Dafa with Dad aja, in the future,” Take Akbar while taking over Dafa from Qiana's lap.
“Daddy Nda Dafa tuma Unite Yah. Nda Iana?” Ask Dafa to Akbar.
“Iya, dear Mother of Dafa is only one.” Akbar.
The atmosphere at the dining table was silent, there were only three people still sitting there. Bella is still seen dripping her tears, maybe her regret is so deep in her child.
“Yes, I think it's better. May you not brainwash my son not to acknowledge me as his biological mother Qi,” Bella said with great emphasis as she passed and entered the room. Qiana and Fani stared at each other looking at Bella's magical behavior, completely ignorant of themselves once they thought.
“Astagfirullahaladzim, he never knew himself. I find it hard to forgive him, Mak Lampir. Wrong that made him, turn in karma even ngancem others, no thank you already helped too,” said Fani with a stir, no, his intention to take a drink into the house even makes him know the behavior of Bella who has not learned enough from her past.
“Hush, Deck don't get used. Maybe Bella is sad or disappointed because Dafa has not been able to acknowledge her as her real mother,” Qiana said trying to see from Bella's point of view.
“Udahlah Mbak, people like that do not need to be defended. It is not important to know,” said Fani firmly.
“Hemmm, yaudah let's just go home Deck. Poor Dafa is already malem too,” Invite Qiana.
“Well yes already malem gini, later I try to talk well with Bella Qi. You do not think much, there is also a truth to Fani's speech, this is wrong he should be able to learn from the past, eh really even kayak gini,” Tiwi said, it is not the intention of the heart to drive the host out of the house in his place but the atmosphere is increasingly not conducive he thought.
“Iya Tiw, sorry yes do not help you clean the plate first,” said Qiana.
“Just relax Qi time, yaudah there be careful later I will report again the development,” Tiwi said.
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Just 5 minutes in the Dafa car has returned to sleep, maybe his body has been tired for the last few days, the small body was invited here and there. While the three adults in the car were silent, busy with their thoughts. In the end, after half the journey, Fani started talking, telling her what she saw and heard in the dining room. Fani's complaint makes Akbar inexhaustible with the behavior of his ex-wife, maybe the word ‘do not know yourself’ has not been enough to describe the condition of Bella in her eyes and also in the eyes of her family.
Gratitude in her heart when Bella prefers to leave her son in the orphanage, because with the decision taken by Bella at that time made her son free from the influence and bad upbringing of her biological mother. And good destiny was on the side of Dafa who was met with Qiana who was now her adoptive mother, who took care of her sincerely. It did not feel that the car he drove had reached his parents' yard.
“Thank you very much Qiana,” Akbar said when opening the door for Qiana.
“For?” Qiana asked who was astonished by Akbar who suddenly thanked him.
“Everyone, thank you for loving, caring for, and caring for Dafa when his biological mother abandoned him. And thank you very much you have received an insensitive human being and a lot of this lack,” Akbar replied.
“No need to thank you, I loved Dafa from the first moment I met him when I heard his cries. And maybe this is already the destiny of Allah Swt for me to meet you,” said Qiana gently.
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The wise man, make the past as a lesson for his future in order to be better and not repeat the same mistakes. A fool, on the other hand, makes the past a pseudo-future ambition, unable to learn from his past mistakes and failing to come to terms with himself.
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