Loving Or Loved?

29. Arrive

~You know, don't you? We can't turn back time just to go back to happy times or hard times to try to fix it. So use the time that is best, so that when remembered not heartbreaking.~

Not feeling the sun will soon sink, Qiana was still silent in her daydream. He was sitting on the balcony of Setya's room. Looking blankly at the sky that emits a tinge of orange.

“Huwaa..huwaaa..nda...nda...Dafa atut.” Shouting Dafa broke Qiana's daydream.

“Ah, yes dear Mother here.” Sahut Qiana who immediately ran into Setya's room. Dafa is still sobbing in his tears. During his stay with her Dafa rarely cried when he woke up, maybe Dafa ran out of nightmares, Qiana thought.

“Stop crying yes dear, let's go home Grandpa, later Dafa there is a playmate at Grandpa's house.”Persuade Qiana.

“Nda Switches? Dafa any friends balu?” Dafa asked enthusiastically, rubbing his eyes.

Qiana and Dafa say goodbye to Papa Gito because the day will soon be night, Mama Dewi has returned from the Hospital to take turns to keep watch with her husband. Tyo's wedding will still be held but only ijab was done at the Hospital. Life does not belong to a Qiana but somehow these few days he feels to be the main character in every event from the people closest to him.

***

Ting.tong…

Chequelek

“Assalamualaikum Tan, Qiana is there?” Asked a handsome man in his casual suit not to forget the backpack attached to his right shoulder.

“Wa’alaikumsalam, Yes Allah Nak Akbar is in Surabaya. Entering must be tired yes,” said Mama Qiana.

“Iya, Tan. Excuse me yes Akbar enter aunt house,” said Akbar sungkan.

“This you, already rich to the house who just sit first here. Wait, aunty calls Qiana the same Dafa used to be in their room and just came from her house Alm.Setya,” said Mama Qiana while moving on.

***

“Ayahhh...” Shouted Dafa who was in Qiana's arms.

Akbar stood up from his seat, walking towards Qiana and Dafa. Watching Qiana's face felt that there was something else on that shady face.

“Uh, Father's son. Just how many days Dad did not meet you have added weight gini dear?” Akbar asked as he lifted Dafa's body into his arms.

“Dafa ndak belat Ayah, Nda aja tuat endong Dafa,” Dafa Kata which was replied by a nod by Akbar. Dafa rested his head on Akbar's shoulders.

“Emh, Qi. Sorry yes I want nanya,” said Akbar sungangkan who only replied nod by Qiana.

“You're crying?” Akbar asked, again only taken in by Qiana.

“You if there is a problem if you can not bear it yourself, you can share with Allah in your prayers and you can also tell people you trust who know that person can also be an intermediary for your conversion to Allah with advice from people that's. Do not be dammed yourself yes, pity Dafa will be sad if the mother is sad like gini,” said Akbar who was not aware of rubbing the head of Qiana's head covered with hijab. Sontak made Qiana rewind her body.

“Nothing I understand. Thanks for the advice. Do you want to come here if there is no Ngabarin Mas?” Ask Qiana.

“It's okay on purpose," said Akbar.

“Dek, ayok dinner first.” Teraiak Bang Reza who does not know if there are guests.

“Ishhh, the brother is shy there are guests too," said Qiana after this Brother appeared in the living room.

“Hehehe, where do you know. Is this Dafa's father?Gini deck gangs match you,” Reza said cengengesan.

Akbar is misbehaved by his brother Qiana, who looks a little older than him.

“Apaan sih Abang, beware ah want to sleep in Dafa first pity Mas Akbar already tired so fattening Dafa. Later I followed Mas Akbar to the dining table,” said Qiana while pushing her brother's body that was teasing him.

***

Dinner was over, the toddlers in the house were fast asleep. Now the adults gather in the family room. The discussion this time seems more serious because the comedian is putting on his flat face that is difficult to guess.

Deg

Deg

Deg

Qiana's heart was already beating fast, I don't know what she heard since this was just a joke or really the seriousness of the man she knew in a matter of months. It was difficult for Qiana to believe her hearing, because for Qiana who had known for a long time, no one was as brave as this to express her feelings directly before her extended family, let alone before his extended family expressed his feelings in front of Qiana alone almost nothing, except Setya 3 months ago it was not with honesty and complete courage.

“So your intention to come here in addition to wanting to meet Dafa you also want to propose to my son?” Ask Mr. Rizal.

“Betul Om, I think during my acquaintance with Qiana for approximately 5 months I am sure of my feelings, I feel, I know I have many shortcomings let alone my status of this widower child 1. I can't promise anything to Om, Aunt, Grandma, and Bang Reza, but I will try my best to protect and love Qiana with my sport-soul,”Ucap Akbar is sure.

Mr. Rizal breathed a rough breath, however this was something he was looking forward to. Watching the only girl pinned down by the man who will take her place protects, loves, and teaches her. But on the one hand, Mr. Rizal also felt heavy to release his daughter, afraid that if the man in front of him was just playing games, especially Akbar had failed to build his household first.

“I as an old man Qiana, can only accept and berTO’a the best for the future. I also salute with the courage of this Akbar Nak. But the decision is on Qiana completely, we as parents can only support whatever decision Qiana took” said Mr. Rizal

The more the shaking of Qiana's hand was faced with this kind of situation, something that awaited long ago finally arrived as well. A man who dares to express his heart firmly and with confidence. Although Qiana was still confused by this kind of sikon, because Akbar did not talk about it first with Qiana but there was a feeling of happiness in her heart. And he recalled his conversation with Tyo.

~*Try opening your heart to the one who loves you, don't force your heart to continue loving that past of yours. Try to feel how it feels to be loved, surely your heart will be moved and open slowly let it in. Moreover, he who loves you is someone who knows and loves his God, soon you will be brought to your knees in his tenderness*.~