Love (Not) Owned

The Jakarta

While at home, I busied myself to monitor the progress of my booth. As long as I don't have a booth, Abah always handles it.

Thanks to Abah there are also many changes that are here ranging from decorations and new menus that are again in gandrungi at this time.

Contract work with my old friend also increased orders especially in this area I only supply stock in the market belongs to him.

Because tonight is Sunday night I'm at the booth till night. Seeing such a bustling visitor for some reason Mother's words still filled my head.

"Hey is daydreaming"

"ah sister just ngagetin, surprised to know. How do you know I'm here ?" ask me on Laila's sister who is busy putting things on the table.

"So on the street nelfon Ibu said you were at the booth until night, yes we have been here first new to the house Mother, besides brother has not been here for a long time, oiya laper ni, yes we have been here, not offered a food message ?"

"yes aunt, Zahwa uda laper, I want to naget ya tan " complained my nephew

"you guys are so basic" as I pull my niece's nose complaining of pain "wait a minute let the aunt prepare "

After being ready to close my booth to my workroom where Laila's son fell asleep.

"Sister, let's go home ready for this" asked Laila's sister who was sitting next to her husband watching TV.

"Dek, you don't papa alone riding a motorbike?, like a motorbike in just stay, uda this very night kasian kamunya"

"yes, I'm tired all day"

I also stayed here, after making sure all locked we went home together.

Because this is a holiday night of course at home there are also Nadrah and Zahra.

Zahra's kak content is entering the ninth month so tonight and so on she will be here because she wants to give birth in her hometown.

Of course, this decision makes me happy not to be upset.

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Sunday morning in Desaku really be the best place to go home, besides being the place we gather here is also very natural.

Very early in the morning Laila and I were busy in the market buying kitchen stock considering today we will cook big. Abah invited several neighbors and close relatives to dinner at home as a sign of gratitude for Mother's recovery.

With the help of some neighbors we quickly prepared all the dishes. Not until the afternoon was all over.

Magrib finish one by one the neighbors arrive until they fill the room. After the words of greeting and prayer we did not forget to let them eat.

"Mom, why ?" ask my mother who I see daydreaming.

"Father, I'm glad to see so many people in our house" she said with a smile looking at me.

"we join others it's not good to be here" I asked her to lead her inside.

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The event was over and my brother was busy taking care of his son who wanted to sleep, while Abah Mother and brother-in-law still told me until they heard greetings from outside.

I was the one who wanted to go into my room to make drinks and snacks.

They all gathered in the living room telling stories once in a while laughter sounded. I who refused to join nimbrung also chose to stay in the kitchen while watching the Korean drama that just aired.

The cool part of watching was not unaware that Malik was sitting across from me sitting.

"is the movie ?"

"Yes, exciting times there are sad so make a baper"

Because there were people who talked spontaneously I turned my head after answering.

"Still a hobby for people ?"

"not bad, accidentally saw you here discharged from the toilet"

"Have you finished ?" I asked ketus, somehow see it innate emotion continues. The words he said back then still stuck in my head.

"I'm sorry about what I said back then"

"That's it, everything you say is true so don't apologize"

"Shof, if Hendra is your man of choice, what can I do. There is no way that I forbid you, that is your right to marry anyone. One thing you should know Shof, my feelings haven't changed since then until now "

I took a deep breath. "Malik or did I not marry him because you are still here Malik, many years to forget everything but it just collapsed because of our accidental meeting" my mind

"I'm sorry to go home" she said.

If I may ask you're the only person I want Malik but to speak again my ego is too high.

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Today we are all going to Jakarta for my graduation. The most enthusiastic mother made me unable to not shed tears.

During the trip was quite excited and bothered to bring the leaks. All departed except for Brother Zahra and her husband because of his condition which was heavily pregnant.

During our stay in Jakarta we all stayed in hotels besides being close to the event building.

Graduation events run a little bit longer considering many students who are at graduation today either Strata 1 or Strata 2.

"Mom's happy to "ask me when I get out of the building.

"banget nak" said the teary mother.

After being satisfied taking pictures I also took my family directly to the place of eating that I had reserved first.

It's quite happy to see the person I love who has always supported me being here even without brother Zahra.

After we finished we went back to the hotel to rest because tomorrow morning we will all go back to the village.