
"since when, um maybe since you noticed the couple" while pointing at two people who were laughing while his partner stroked his wife's distended stomach
""what did my arrival make you uncomfortable ?"
"no, sit down "
I've been waiting since mom told me that night. And it's been his habit ever since he came back to see me he's like a hornet.
"what else is here ? don't tell me you want to see me "
"don't go to that puck, I'm here because there's a meeting with my client in two hours that's not far from here"
"continue your purpose here why try ?"
Malik scratched his nape that I thought was not itchy, ah caught once he.
We stared at each other silently at the couple I had noticed
"since I heard from your mother I've been heading straight here, you know why ?" and I just shrugged my shoulders "because you have a debt explanation the same I shof"
"debt an explanation of what that means, I don't know what you mean"
"essentially a debt of explanation, at that time our relationship was fine as usual and you also uda kindly invited me to see why you left without saying goodbye, I continued, or perhaps you met it as a farewell ?" "i don't know your way of thinking shof"
"yes our relationship until now has been fine if there is no problem, I am now very ordinary, continue for me who did not meet at that time I have told you the reason"
"continue why not tell me if you go to college again in Jakarta pulak"
"Malik, I'm confused about you, why should I tell you, who we are, nobody, just like the other friends, so I don't think I should report to you"
Malik stared straight ahead until I saw him clenching his hands.
"yes, I'm just like the other guys it makes no difference" he said, which I still clearly hear
"i'm going first" she immediately walked out
I know Malik is in his unfortunate mode, I would love to say honestly but seeing this impossible situation let alone I just re-entered the world of college.
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Malik entered his car, he slammed the door violently, his jaw hardened, many times he rubbed his face in annoyance.
A month of waiting and he just got this.
His longing was on the woman who had taken half of his heart, his originally full spirit was now only half.
Either he was the one who was struggling less or Shofie who closed his eyes and heart to his attitude all along.
Malik really regretted his excessive attitude like this towards the shofie.
Shofie is not like a woman in general, she has a determination that is not easy to shake, her desire should she get, she is not a girl who is easily touched by the surprise of someone.
She is a woman who is good at storing feelings, covering up her sadness, not infrequently she is more concerned with the happiness of others than herself.
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The days of Malik and Shofie without feeling they never met again for almost a year.
The two chose silence, no communication at all.
Shofie who did not take a headache because the focus of completing his studies is soon finished, as well as Malik.
He decides not to contact Shofie since he came to the college at the time, and he refrains from seeing the girl.
He only saw the activities of the girl from the photos or vidio he received from his man.
It's not easy for Malik to forget.
After almost six years they did not meet then after meeting shortly he was in residence again without saying goodbye.
Which heart is not disappointed, that's for sure.
Secretly loving it hurts more to see a loved one secretly ignoring it.