Love (Not) Owned

Breakfasted

Jihan's length explains why Malik ended up in the room.

A long time ago, exactly a year before I came back from semarang Jihan met with Malik, from the story of Jihan Malik told everything she felt including feelings of guilt and trauma to my figure of course everything she lived like not with her heart, he who is cold even more cold and looks arrogant, always careful and talk as necessary with others, including his lover Yunda. But also cannot be denied until now Malik still has the same feeling even though there are other hearts waiting for him.

Therefore, Jihan suggested to go to a psychiatrist only for problems like this because she is not an expert.

The trauma of meeting me instantly started coming back the first time at the supermarket but she tried with all her might against it as her doctor recommended.

My heart feels in the crumb considering the little amount of my share in this.

Jihan who was engrossed in enjoying food immediately stopped her activities.

"he's made a lot of progress, loe inget kan shof every time you meet he must always look at you like he wants to swallow you round, it's all he did because it was the encouragement of himself, he said, and every time Abis meets you, he's going straight to the hospital"

"but we didn't meet Jie, even this is a long time ago, he didn't chat me anymore, if it's not wrong to meet last time at Kak Zahra's wedding"

" yaudah si may indeed schedule him for the therapist times are important now you uda know his condition, so do not ever say that to the cake of the knife hisyat, understand it"

"yes I understand, I do if I like to make sick ?"

"not the emang only sometimes, know not from the control schedule once every two weeks to once a month even I heard from my friend he has been three thirds of the month. and it's all thanks to you guys who sometimes meet or indeed Malik himself who set to meet for a while"

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Since I spent my time trying to find out about his history of pain, if according to Jihan si not severe just need to keep control of his condition.

I made him so, if I had not gone far at least stay here maybe the guilt lodged in him was not widened to this extent.

The male Malik who had been in my heart since my departure for a few years made her feel anxious and traumatized. For this reason, he always routinely comes therapy to relieve the anxiety of his trauma. Through hypnotherapy little by little he was able to accept the situation and control his emotions when meeting people in his past.

Inevitably because of his return I also helped the healing process he went through a little.

Maybe this is also what caused Malik's parents to know everything that happened between Me and Malik first.

After I thought about whether he did not overdo it until he went to a psychiatrist all after all just because of one human being.

"assalamualaikum" greetings from outside the house

"in the morning this has been a guest, open the first gih shof" said Mother

I opened the door that was knocked

"waalaikumussa...lamm Malik ?? why did you visit so early ? You're lacking what kind of job ?" ask me quickly that I immediately remembered the words of Jihan yesterday afternoon

"may I come in ?"

"why do you want ? breakfast ?"

"if allowed "

"i'm not wrong again, am I ? did your mom not cook breakfast anymore ?"

"okay yasuuu,,,, you know,,,,,

not to mention I finished my words he passed in nyelonong that way in the direction where we had breakfast

"ehh nak Malik let's have breakfast" asked Abah who was ordinary

"kok Abah same Mother is just in vain there are people come here early in the morning want breakfast?"

"yesterday afternoon Abah met Malik, he nolongin Abah when Abah fell from his feeding motor Abah invite him to eat with us"

"cook yes Abnah got a disaster you do not know the" said Malik and I did not gubris.

"Would it fall from the motor ?? does anyone get sick if a shofie doesn't know Abah fell and I don't have a story ?"

"you'll go home at night and go to sleep so where can I get to know Abah also has been directly on the hook so uda mendingan " said mother while taking the fried rice for Malik who sat opposite me.

"sorry shofie, shofie don't know"

"have finished your breakfast later to school" "oiya because your motorbike is still in the workshop, son Malik can Abah ask for help to deliver kak shofie to school ?" I saw Abah

"later let shofie ask me to pick up a friend so don't need to take care of people" elakku

""not in the repoti kok all I go to work by chance today nyetir himself Mr. Daus did not enter" I who could not answer again also agreed to fear hurting your heart because it had been helped last night.

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"thank you for saying yes yesterday" I said when I was in his car

"sama-sama" "this afternoon is not busy ? "

I want to answer busy but I'm not busy if I answer he does not want what

"emm not the kayak"

"i guess, that's a sign of being busy, if you can't answer busy"

after I consider there is no harm either, consider it a process of dampening emotions and dispelling trauma that still exists, but what is it worth people like me gini if out with him, he said,

Bismillah

"i'm not busy, why "

"i'd like to take you on the road later let me pass with Abah straight away"

"yes"

Actually, there's a lot I want to ask, where are you going ? why ? what time do you come home ? can I bring a friend ? because this is the first time I've walked with a man.

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