Love (Not) Owned

Recognition

I rolled my eyes as I entered the cafe and I saw him standing next to the table when I saw him coming.

"Thank you" he said.

I don't know since when he started acting like this because as far as I used to know he was famous for being cold and cold. Even he never wanted to sit alone with the opposite sex. Ahh I don't know it was past anyway now he also has a partner or even he is married, so sitting together like this may have become commonplace for him now. (Instant)

"what do you want" asked ya while looking at me.

"no, thank you"

For the second conspiracy we just kept waiting for who would talk.

"What are you talking about" I asked impatiently

for a moment I looked at the look on his restless face that I estimated he was confused about where to start.

"Thank you for taking the time here, to be honest I was confused about where to start, which is clear my purpose was just to apologize. I know since we last met at the reunion you must have been disappointed with my statement let alone me blocking your number and all social media."

God, he looks so nervous.

"Yes, at that time everything I said was true, I was close to another woman and all because you took too long to answer me, I'm afraid to be disappointed I'm afraid waiting for you is futile. From that I started to get acquainted with other people and I started to get along. That's where I decided to get closer to him. Sorry Once a shof, I was in too much of a hurry back then"

"Then" I raise my eyebrows while looking at him "for what regret the decision that you took, there is no point anyway now your life I see just fun with the woman of your choice, I'm happy if you're happy "

"if only I could wait for you I would be much happier" he said

You must respect your woman, lest you realize it when she is no longer by your side. Forget the past live in the present.(my words as they pass away)

On the motorbike I brought somehow it was so crowded, what was really in his heart that why he suddenly wanted to talk about it, is he sorry if he's unhappy with his marriage or if he's just guilty. I stopped my motorbike by the road while occasionally scooping the air a lot.

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Finished packing the goods that want to be sent tomorrow to my customer drag my feet to bed because of the sense of my body that somehow tired.

From then on just turning the body to the right and to the left somehow agitated really want to sleep.

All of a sudden it just flashed through my head his last words "let's just be patient waiting for you I must be much happier" ahhhh really hurt my head. ayoo dong shofie come on lupain her, she uda belongs to someone else.

Since many years I tried to forget Malik, for a moment my efforts disappeared with an accidental meeting this afternoon.

I don't want to see us again to be a mistake for me because it shakes up his beliefs let alone statements that he utters such as regret that requires him to punish himself.

I took my feet to the bathroom to pray and do the night prayer, I reached the prayer mat and continued reading the Quran until it felt heavy my eyes and finally I could fall asleep.