Love (Not) Owned

Prov Malik's

All I know from my mom's story where Shofie works is for me to figure out how I can get back to him, I don't want to lose it for the second time. I have to make this an opportunity. So I decided to become a donor, although at first I was hesitant but saw him who took my distance also did not want to stay silent.

Before I approached her again I immediately really wanted to solve my problem with Yunda. Because honestly he's just a stopover not to settle down. My selfishness had changed my destiny back then so I wanted to fix everything from here.

She is not a woman who is easy to lose, she is a woman who always forgives but does not forget. Therefore, my efforts must not be in vain.

I wanted it too much, ate it from the first time I came to the school where I worked, I didn't take my eyes off it. I really want her to know that my feelings are the same as before.

After the transfer of funds, I ventured to ask him to speak with four eyes, I thought he could not refuse because there were still some teacher councils there and it turned out that he was right.

Throughout the conversation I only reveal my mistakes and my apologies. Feeling begged him. All I do is he forgives me.

He forgives but not to fix things like he used to. He really keeps his distance, he really doesn't want to deal anymore with his past especially me.

I'm beginning to understand that all feelings don't go away easily. We should be more calm and grateful to live life with our own process, not protest.

The part that I felt was in a hurry for me could no longer keep him here.

To make sure I chose to go to her house. And how surprised I was with the view in front of me.

He drove away a man I didn't know was who.

This is the first time I've seen him receive a male guest even in his house.

My mind is seeing this.

Not only that, even he was present at the inauguration of the shofie's store before me and he also sat down to join his family.

Who she really is, or it's true that this is her future husband, but why doesn't anyone tell her. Even my mother has no story about this.

Throughout the show I watched from toe to head completely perfect. I don't know why I'm jealous of her being there. Am I not the more worthy ?

ohhhh no view that yesterday repeated again, shamelessly he drove the man to his car and he kept looking at him until he was invisible again. I'd go crazy if this continued.

Mom seemed to know what I was feeling, she deliberately stalled time to go home longer and I could talk to her to ask for her explanation.

But the one that I got the answer to, he seemed to close the problem of the man.

At home I was also really in cuekin, maybe it was time I had to let go but my heart refused.

The message the shofie sent that night was a sign of his compassion.

I thought this was a signal as soon as tomorrow I met him and I immediately asked his mother's permission.

Whether the incident during the course of that day I admit my fault, I who can not control emotions and too excessive. The guilt was piling up on my chest as her cries broke.

It was the umpteenth time he was disappointed because of my stupidity.

I'm backing off alon-alon if I keep doing this. My affection seems to be torturing her mind.

Last night I thought about it, do I have to stop first before I start ? Where did my passionate determination yesterday want to approach him again ?

Really long night, I dragged my feet to the bathroom to get closer to my robb.

When I looked at his picture when I was still Junior which I took secretly, he was so plain simple and remained number one in my heart, do I have to accept all this ?

Bismillah alone God has a plan far more beautiful than mine.

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Last day I met my client here I asked her not far from my hotel.

I arrived first choose to see my social media.I looked for one account name that I had blocked.

All of his social media accounts are completely in privacy.

Soon my client and his secretary arrived. And surprise me again because this client of mine is the one I'm jealous of, the one who took my woman. Yes, it is Malik.

This meeting really felt awkward because each of us looked more at each other.

Until the end of the meeting I finally asked directly about the proximity to the shofie.

"Although we are currently just friends but it does not rule out the possibility that we will get married someday, considering that she is still traumatized by marriage because of the love that claps one hand I am sure my patience will pay off because I once proposed to her before she returned to her hometown "

Apply ????

Is it possible that her treatment of Hendra yesterday was a form of the answer she received and was already able to receive a new love ??

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Seeing the invitation from the school where I work, I also choose to stay at home, free if he just does not want to see me until mother's speech dawns on me.

Yes I must be completely sincere with the last decision of the shofie. The mother who was always my listener when upset for me could not cover anything from him about my love.

I who had ended my relationship with Yunda was relieved, despite the continued rejection he threw.

Yes after I persuaded finally he wanted to release myself with compensation in the form of money that was enough for him to round his eyes.

Finally I know his loyalty all this time is only for the material, to support his appearance that is like a socialite not for himself.

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I deliberately did not tell if I wanted to participate in the parenting, I who knew they would hold an event in the Tanah Karo area also rushed to get my assistant to arrange lodging there.

Actually, this is not important to me, it's just that the shofie is in my interest there.

She with a black hijab that became her favorite color from the beginning looks very sweet let alone the laughter that showed her teeth.

My existence here is only known by Mr. Kholiq who is none other than his uncle and the principal at his place of work.

My supervision is really the most fitting because it is on the second floor that directly faces the vast expanse that became their place of activity.

I followed her steps away without her realizing I was also standing next to a bench not far from her seat.

His surprise made me hold back a smile because of his bead of eyes that were so embarrassed.

With his apology I also began to realize, if yesterday-yesterday I still can't wait to force it must be fine like today.

I answered what stuck in his heart with nothing to hide because I wanted to start with honesty.

It's just my relationship with Yunda that I didn't tell you because he didn't ask and I don't think that's important.

After a long time, we started a friendship by shaking hands.

A hand I never touched until today.