Love (Not) Owned

That Man Is Not Me

After Dzuhur Malik picked me up at home according to his promise to directly permit Abah.

On the way, we were silent with each other's minds.

It rained for some time because I fell asleep all the way back and woke up feeling very cold air touching my bones.

My eyes widened as I pointed my eyes out the window. This view is pamiliar.

Malik who realized I woke up was looking at me intensely with a knotty smile.

"you wake up" Malik said

"kok we can come here, it's too far from the house malik I'm afraid they're worried if they come home at night"

"indeed, it's my intention to take you, and I told you we'd be here and tonight they'd be with my parents too"

"what?????? tomorrow I have to work, I have to tell my uncle what if I don't go in ? can't possibly say I'm walking around again is it still wednesday" feels like riding my sasak.

"i also have permission directly with your uncle and he's allowed"

" but can't do it also dong, don't decide unilaterally la tasty in you not good in I know"

"who says it's good on me, I have a meeting tomorrow too, but because of this I canceled I'll leave the schedule for tomorrow"

"indeed tomorrow what event is there to the extent that the honorable boss master canceled the meeting haa?"

He didn't immediately reveal

This is where we are in the cool city of North Sumatra in a villa that is quite magnificent I said because there are only a few units with a look looking at the mountain ahh all feels beautiful.

"we rest before the streets" he asked as he walked into the two-story villa.

This villa consists of 3 rooms that are quite spacious, family room, swimming pool and mini bar that blend with the kitchen.

I who chose to enter the room was reluctant to go out because there were only the two of us.

She was so afraid that she would do anything because the demon called seduce tiou her deception was very strong and I was self-conscious about my weak faith.

Tok

"deg deg an dong who else if not malik who hit the door

"this is why I want to deliver a change of clothes for non shofie from den Malik"

what ?? dress up,,, I almost forgot that I spent the night here

I opened the door and the aunt handed me a bag containing my needs

"thank you bi, oiya aunty here too right ?"

"not non, aunty lives outside the villa there is only non-same den Malik only, then excuse me first yes non.

The afternoon began to go and I who was hungry was forced to go down to look for food.

I saw on the table there was already a strawberry cake with a tasteful Fla.

I pulled out my chair and ate it.

"eat while it's warm because if it's cold no longer good" said Malik who suddenly came and sat across me

I who was hungry also ended up clumsy because it continues to be seen.

"need me a bribe"

That's how he was throughout my meal just keep smiling at me.

"actually what is your goal to bring me here until I take my leave tomorrow ?

"for all the times my goal remains the same, I'm sorry"

I exhale slowly, if only sorry to say all the way up to here I thought, at home can also be (my inner)

"Malik, how many times do I need to announce to you if I'm sorry you're sincerely born inwardly in fact, so stop to feel guilty, so stop to feel guilty, even with you like this I feel wrong knowing not"

"i want to tell you everything the same here"

Start yes telling me ngalor ngidul from the pleasure of upset anger until his trauma is also told and the most makes me hang is his hand that is attached to my hand and the speech of money makes me so melting

" i still have the same feelings as before and I really intend to propose to you to be my wife, I don't want to lose you for the second time that's clearly in front of my eyes, I wasted you but not for the next"

I hear it, I can't answer anything. What he said my heart has been struggling with lately but my logic has rejected it completely

There's a thumping taste in my chest. He knows very well who he has to beat.

"Malik, things aren't that easy" I pulled my hand back

"i know it's not easy to return it like the old shof, but please just give me a chance once, I can't keep going like this, all tormenting me shof"

"malik, one mistake that made you fall I'm sure there's a way to get you up again"

"all I've been doing shof still you go, you used to be my biggest mistake"

"God separated me and you because he knew better what was right for us, look at us now, we are already with our identity, he said, we never know if we were together would be the same as it is now"

"do you feel the same ?"

I asked my heart all I could get was a faster beat

"yes, it's still the same, and I'll never force him to stay, just as I'll take it again"

"don't, leave it like that, I'll be fine if it still feels the same and I'll keep him there forever"

"I mean ??"

"for what to lose, shof you know my feelings are still the same as you why we're not together, I can't be this shof"

"no, you can, Yunda has survived this long lest you break his heart just like I used to, just enough I don't have anyone else"

"dear Shofie, Malik is no longer with him, they're done, they're done, mother is happier if you are the mother's daughter-in-law because besides you your mother's daughter also actually love Malik's mother's son, she said, if it's a shofie boy who makes him jdi like this is not aware if the shofie son is also a panacea for Malik" said Malik's mother who suddenly entered the kitchen that we ourselves did not know since when they were here.

"but she deserves to be happy with a better person ma'am, with a person who never made her sick, and that person isn't me"

"no shof, I'm sick also because of my fault not because of you, stop blaming yourself, you know my doctor said I've recovered from that I dare to bring you here and ask you to be my wife"

I saw his chest go up and down expressing his feelings, clearly wishing for him.

"shofie, Abah feels you have to think clearly first and then you talk about this well yes rest we are all here indeed to discuss your problems"

Our problem ??? I had nothing to do with him, he just left his girlfriend just to get me, what about me ? my inner

My logic clearly rejects it outright.

Not that I don't want to be with him 'honestly my little heart wants to be really wanted to be but I can't be with him either while there are hearts that are disappointed because of this.