Love (Not) Owned

His Respect Once Again

"Mom, should I accept Malik's proposal ?" ask me while in the kitchen making breakfast

"i ask my mother, who scolded you, you ask your heart, you ask for guidance from God, so that you are sure"

"iya ma'am, I found out he was the first man I loved other than Abah, even my departure for many years can not also forget it, sometimes I also feel confused what exactly God's plan for me mom, even men as perfect as Hendra alone can not replace the figure of Malik"

"you why should be confused son, just live believe God's plan is much more beautiful than our plan, if the matter of the heart can not bargain any way because the heart knows where he should dock "

"my mother is going to continue my S2 I have to what if I accept Malik's proposal then next how am I confused ma'am "?

"is your submission accepted ?"

Yes a few months ago I did register my S2 study in Jakarta and this morning in an email that I received.

"it's been ma'am this morning, and it's going to be active next month"

"Alhamdulillah want you accepted, the mother is happy with her horror" said the mother teary "Bah Abah here bah bah" shouted the mother calling Abah

"what's this is how early in the morning you've been screaming "

"your son has been received by his S2 bah next month has begun to learn" said mother spirit

But somehow I was even sad, how not with the receipt I was the sign I had to stay them both again even if only 2 years.

"Mom" said nanar

"kok you even cry should seneng dong"

"why are you, what do you think ?" asked Abah to rub my shoulder

"if the shofie goes to college again, that's a sign that you'll be gone again"

"lohh kok saying that you will be able to go home if you no longer study in Jakarta Medan not for hours, or later we will visit" mother excited to see me

Because it is my mother who wants me the most continued S2.

"then about the proposal, Malik how, did you accept it ?"

"if I take it, will he wait for me ma'am until it's over ? anyway, she wants her to get married, and I don't want mom yet, even though I actually got her back"

"you should ask the person directly son"

"no ma'am, leave it like this, I want to see where the seriousness is "

"you sure son, you don't feel sorry for him, what lack of proof all this time "

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In a month I have to prepare the files that I have to carry, my needs during my time in Jakarta and permission on my uncle of course because after all the school where I work so far is my responsibility for his word.

And for my gallery Abah can handle because this month Abah continues with me during a visit there, as well as to enter the stock into the supermarket kartika already entrusted to my trust employees, I believe, and for these two hearts I have spoken to my brother to take turns visiting every week I believe they also sincerely let his beloved sister go.

For Malik purposely I did not tell and forbid mother to tell her mother.

Only two days left I'm here for that I want to meet with Malik as a last greeting before leaving, yes can be said let him not suspect.

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In the coffee shop in front of the supermarket where I met him again, a place where the confession of a CEO is cold that can not forget his past

" have you waited a long time ?" ask malik after arriving

"not yet, thank you for coming"

"i was shocked when you asked me to meet "

"yes the problem all this time I keep cuekin you, I'm really tired even so this as my apology"

" well"

Actually, my little heart was reluctant to meet him let alone modusin him like this. I'd love to be frank but I also want to see his earnestness once again before I'm really sure of making him my husband.

It did not feel like the afternoon had come we separated in the city square and went away from the square with their respective cars.

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This morning last I taught for that I want to spend more time learning today before the afternoon I leave.

My teaching partner only knows if I can't teach anymore for a while and my uncle asked me not to tell you about my S2.

Finished packing I lay my body on the bed that in a few hours I will leave.

I remember Malik saying a month ago when he came home from Brastagi "he won't give up until I accept his proposal"

The shadow of him hugging me when I returned to the villa was very disturbing, it was clear the fear of losing me, especially later after he knew that I was going to Jakarta. I can't imagine it.

If not now, I don't know when I'll get a chance to continue my education. Not selfish, but not everyone can be as lucky as I am.

I can't keep doing this, I have to stay consistent. Quickly finish my studies quickly back here to pick up one more dream.