
Walking along the path, Iloania looked around her with a pair of slightly damp beads. His footsteps that were originally only around the Gamma cottage for a long time unconsciously took him a step further to the settlements that are crowded with residents.
"Hello,"
"Good morning~"
Several villagers passed by Iloania, and Iloania replied with her trademark smile. Harmonious village atmosphere, pleasant village atmosphere, peaceful village atmosphere.
What if this is all because of him?
"Why are you staring alone here?" There was a voice that made Iloania look back from her gaze at the clear river scene that was before her.
"Ah, just .. see this beautiful village. It's nice to stay here." The answer.
The young girl sat herself not far from Iloania and seemed to take a stone beside her. With a simple gesture, he bounced the stone across the calm river.
The slap! The slap! The slap!
The stone bounced around for several times before finally joining the other rock across the river. Iloania looked at him in admiration.
"Very great! How'd you do it?" Ask Iloania.
"Just throw it, and it just happens. By the way, my name is Aida Ree. You can call me, Ree. What's yourname?" Ree asked as he extended his hand to Iloania.
Iloania retaliates for Ree's hand. "Iloania Rexelite, just call me Iloania."
"Alright, Iloania. So, what keeps you alone here? No way not, just to enjoy the view of this village. There must be another reason." Ree said as he looked straight ahead.
Iloania shifted her gaze after looking at Ree for two seconds. "Have you ever been angry?"
"angry? Yeah, never." He held his body back with his two hands. "I'm angry, maybe every day, haha."
Iloania asked, "Why are you angry?"
"Mn, sometimes because my sister is naughty and doesn't want to eat. It made my mother nag me and lecture me. Sometimes I get upset, because even if it's not my fault, I should be scolded." Answer Ree.
Iloania looked at him doubtfully before asking back. "Then, have you ever been angry at yourself?"
Ree silent.
Iloania wasn't sure if her question offended Ree or not, but just as she was about to open her lips to apologize, the violet-sliced girl first said, "I've."
"I'm so angry with myself that I want to kill myself."
"Why?" Inner Iloania confused.
Ree looked at Iloania and said as if he could guess what Iloania had in mind. "Before, I had one older brother."
"Before?" Beo Iloanian.
Ree said, "We're four years adrift. I was twelve years old, and my brother was sixteen."
"I forced him to go to a frozen lake in the cold season. I intend to play a slide with him. Brother said he wouldn't skate, so I took my skates to the middle of the lake and intended to play. But as soon as I was almost there, the ice I stepped on rang out and then had a long crack. I don't know, in that season, the ice didn't melt completely. Just a little bit of the layer froze."
"Are you scared then?" Ask Iloania.
Ree nodded. "of course. I was scared, I was panicking, I was worried. Everything looked dangerous and scary in my eyes at that."
"Sister yelled at me from afar, telling me not to make any sudden movements. I obeyed him, and following his directions moved very slowly towards the edge. I've been trying, but every movement of mine makes the ice shake and has a long crack."
"Don't continue. If you can't, there's no need to tell a story." Iloania said, but Ree shook his head.
"It's okay" he continued. "I saw my brother slowly walking towards me. I followed his directions, walking slowly towards him who was still on the edge. As soon as I got to her, when I realized, I was already floating and flung aside. While my brother drowned in the lake."
"I ran back, crying and looking for help. But once my brother is found, he's dead."
Ree smiled sadly. "I always blamed myself at that moment. Why should I take him there. Why am I so stupid to run into the middle of the lake. Why didn't I know that the ice sheet of the lake was so thin."
"I was angry and repeatedly wanted to kill myself."
"Then, do you still have that anger right now?" Ask Iloania.
Ree turned his head and shook his head with a fluffy smile on his face. "I've forgiven myself."
"While it took me a long time, I managed to forgive myself. At first I thought I was the one who killed my brother. But my mother told me every day that my sister loved me, and would always protect me. He said that, even if it was a dangerous situation, they would come forward to save their loved ones. Not just me, but whoever it is. If my brother sees someone in danger, he'll definitely help."
"That's what my brother's purpose was to save me. Keep walking towards me, despite knowing that he could have lost his life."
Ree explained clearly. "After a few years, I realized that it was not the time for me to always grieve and mourn the past. It seems, it's my turn to look after and always protect my family."
"Yesterday my sister had just been bullied by her schoolmates, and I came forward to face her in place of my older brother. Even though I got one punch on my face in the end, hehe~"
At that moment, Iloania fell silent.
The full moon is bright with charm. The ripples of the waterfall sounded soft, and the singing voice of the fairy rang out from a distance. Peaceful atmosphere that brings tranquility.
The two men sat facing each other on a bench. Both of them link their hands, grasping, channeling their affection and care.
"Re, let's go."
The braided girl shook her head and said in a voice that seemed to be doubled. "No, I can't go."
"Why?"
"If we leave, neither you nor I will lose more lives. Please, don't go."
"I just want to be with you. Why is it so hard?"
That sounds frustrating. Channeling out all her feelings that were almost like a despair. He knew that this was wrong, but it was a curse that stuck like a parasite.
But they don't hate these parasites. They can't, blame parasites like this.
"I also want to be with you, even though I know, what the consequences might be."
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