I'M A BASTARD!

DON'T CRY

"yes, sorry mom..." Narda spoke softly while adjusting her breathing which was still a little tight.

"Sister doctor will marry Ian's brother?.. But you will stay with us right?" Nard.

"Yes we'll stay with you baby, don't worry.." Andrei.

"Sister thanks..." Narda said, holding Rain's hand.

"The same as. now you have to be more enthusiastic to be healed" Rain told Narda.

"Eum I want to get well soon.I want to see you guys get married, and I'll take good care of my niece's niece" Narda.

"smart kid..." Rain rubbed Narda's hair mane lovingly.

"My brother will marry a beautiful and kind woman, thank God" Narda said in her heart.

Slowly Narda closed her eyes and fell asleep. Karina held onto both of Rain's hands and smiled, Karina rubbed Rain's face gently.

"Thank you for accepting this wedding.I promised you Rain I'd think of you like my own daughter, and as long as you're De Wilson's daughter-in-law, I promise you won't lack anything" Karina.

"Madam I'm very grateful for your kindness, but please tell him to let go of my parents..." Rains.

"Andrean let them go if Narda finds out what you're doing she'll get angry" Karina.

"I'll let them go after the wedding is over" Andrean.

"When are you getting married?" Evan.

"Tomorrow" said Andrean casually.

"You crazy?! it's too sudden!" Upset Rain at Andrean and spoke rather loudly.

"Diminish your voice! if Narda wakes up, you don't know what I'm going to do!" Sahut Andrean with a cold gaze and his flat voice.

"Let's not make a fuss, let's just say we have the wedding next week, and we will have a proposal and engagement procession as well" Karina.

"All the series of events we will do in the hospital so that Narda can watch all the shows" Jason.

"I agree..." Evan.

Andrean brought Rain to choose their wedding dress instead of being happy Rain was more silent. Rain doesn't love Andrean because he loves Arthur, who is also his co-worker at the De Wilson hospital.

Rain had almost expressed his love for Arthur but finally Rain undoes his intentions. Rain feels hesitant because he feels unworthy for Arthur, after Arthur dies Rain is devastated and closes his heart to all men.

But now she has to accept a forced marriage with Andrean. Although this marriage was done for the sake of Narda, but this is still a marriage done on the basis of a sense of coercion rather than love.

When the famous dibutik belongs to Karina's friend, Rain tried several wedding dresses. But there is one dress that makes it look so beautiful and charming, a white dress with beautiful lace in front of it and a touch of beautiful knick knacks on the top.

The dress looks simple but very beautiful what else when worn by Rain a girl of American-Japanese blood.really a perfect contest, Rain looks very beautiful.

As Rain walked out of the dressing room wearing the dress, Andrean moved from his seat. Andrean was so stunned by Rain's beauty, Andrean approached Rain to take a closer look.

Rain did not reply he threw his face away and did not want to look at Andrean in the slightest. Rain knew Andrean was not a bad person and just wanted to do this for the sake of his sister's recovery but Rain was also a woman who had feelings and not a heart stone.

Rain cried without a sound to be honest this dress is a dress that Rain dreams of for her wedding day. But the one in Rain's dream is Arthur instead of Andrean.

"When's the proposal?" Nard.

"Today..." Karina Sahut is short because she is busy making milk for Narda.

"Sister Andrean will soon get married, mama adek hebatkan already able to survive until now?" Nard.

Karina who heard that was silent for a moment then approached Narda with a glass of milk in her hand. Karina placed the milk on the nightstand and sat down next to Narda and held the child's hand.

"Yes great adek....very great mama proud equally adek" said Karina with a smile.

"Ma later if the doctor's sister is already in our family mama will not be lonely anymore, mama will have friends to talk, painting friends, and friends to sew..." Nard.

"Yes..." Sahut Karina is short while wiping Narda's hair mane.

Narda looked at Karina who was now sitting next to her and rubbed Karina's face with her cold hands. Narda could feel the sadness in Karina's heart just by looking into her eyes.

"Mama do not be sad.mama will be a grandmother for children's older siblings, adek can shadow ramenya Mansion we later...

there were a lot of kids running around here and there, laughing together and crying together...

it feels like we want to be able to go back to the past to repeat our childhood when our family is still complete. But I realized that it all could not, mama if later adek already gone mama do not come adek

Mama must take care of the children's older brother to replace adek.mama must live and accompany papa forever" Narda said with glassy eyes.

Narda herself did not know why she said all that. Hearing that Karina cried and rubbed Narda's face gently, Karina smiled and kissed Narda's cheek.

"Where are you going, baby?..." Carina.

"Mama is actually tired adek..adek already can not stand the pain continues, but adek still want to see mama, papa, and brother happy before adek go.

Mama do not tell papa yes if you talk gini. because later papa can be sad, adek do not want papa sad mama also do not be sad" Narda wiped Karina's tears with her cold hands.

"Yes dear.if you are tired and really not strong anymore, sincere mom...

Mama Tauk has been struggling all this time and adek has tried his best. I'm sorry mama's been selfish for forcing a stick" Karina.

"adek will pray with God so that in the next life adek born as a child mother, so that we can be together longer...

Mama do not cry adek will not go now ma, because adek maaih waiting to be picked up by a beautiful mother" said Narda made Karina's heart whimper more sore.

Karina hugged Narda tightly as it was not easy for her to be in this state. But Karina does not want to be selfish she does not want to force the child to continue to survive just because of herself, Karina realized every human must have the limits of their respective abilities.

Jason and Evan return with the food they bought. Jason approached Karina who was still hugging Narda.

"He's up? but why hasn't the milk been drunk?" Jason asked confused when he saw a glass of milk that was still intact on the nightstand.