I'M A BASTARD!

REALNESS

Narda walked quickly to her room Karina and Viola saw that and directly stopped Narda. The two of them were confused and asked what happened because Narda just cried without explaining anything.

Narda told me what she heard from Jason. Knowing that Karina and Viola could only calm Narda down, Evan saw her mom and mom who were having a hard time calming her youngest sister.

"Come here" Evan pulled Narda's hand and told Narda to go up to her back.

Narda complies and Evan holds Narda on his back. Evan invites Narda to walk the road behind the forest mansion is still in the fence and is guarded by Die Errama's men and De Wilson's men.

"Are you still sad?" Evan.

"Don..." Sahut Narda while tightening her grip on Evan's neck.

"What makes you sad?" Evan.

"Sad was sad because our house was burned down.The house is the house where all our good memories were first created...

At home for the first time adek drink milk made by papa, for the first time adek hugged the same papa, where we first met...

first place adek hugged mom and place where adek became a member of the De Wilson family" Sahut Narda sad.

"The house does hold a lot of good memories not only for you but also for us, at first the brother was also angry and sad because the house was damaged by those who were not responsible

But the one thing that made you finally calm down and not angry anymore, you know what that is?" Evan continued walking through the forest with Narda in his arms.

"what's that?" Ask Narda confused.

"The house does hold memories but the real source of happiness is here with me. It is true that I lost many good memories but I did not lose my most beautiful things..." Evan lowered Narda and looked at the sister's face.

"sister no longer angry at the villagers who have burned our house?" Narda asked in a soft voice.

Evan smiled and looked at the sister gently. Evan held Narda's head and shook her head slowly.

"Silent brother doesn't mean brother isn't angry but the anger is gone, the villagers burned our house down because they were angry we adopted you...

But we don't have a problem with that because no matter how much their anger will not change the slightest bit of our affection for you.

Adek true memories that have been lost can not be returned but we can make new memories, right? we've always covered a lot of things from you...

I know you have a lot of questions, maybe even suspicions about us. But whatever it is you're Narda De Wilson and that's never gonna change.

I'm not gonna ask you to stop suspecting us. But you should know Narda even when the whole world hates you we'll always protect you and be the home where you come home" Evan.

"Sister... Why is it just adek?! why is it that someone always doesn't know what?! why are they always being lied to?! Answer sis!" Narda tried to vanish all her heart.

"Because we're afraid of you getting hurt, when you know all that reality we're afraid you're going to choose to leave and won't accept us anymore" Evan said with tears but a smile still adorns his sweet lips.

"is that as bad as it is?" Confused narda.

"Do you want to know the truth?" Sahut Evan asked back who got the nod from Narda sign agreed.

"alright... Brother will tell you everything, Narda. Our family is a family of mafia papa, papi, brother Andrean, brother Arthur and I we are mafia...

We're moving in a dark world of arms smuggling, even illegal trafficking. We have also often killed enemy enemies who seek to destroy this business.

You could say our family is the largest Mafia family in the world. You must be confused why our mansion is on a hill and in the middle of a forest, it's because this hill is the center of everything...

You must have thought that I was a great doctor who saved many lives and fought to heal others. It's not wrong but behind it all I'm still a mafia hand covered in blood

I don't even know how many people I've killed. But your presence made me change! not just me but we all changed...

Since your presence we were just busy working for money and power, slowly we started to love you. We learn the meaning of love and family...

We fight to protect you from everything. We want to see you happy with the path you choose, without having to follow our lead" Evan held Narda's hands together.

"We want these hands to keep clean. We want you to live well because you are our life, Narda you are everything to us!" Evan could not help his crying.

Narda was silent she pegged there was not a single word she could say. Narda could only cry without a sound there was a feeling of sadness, fear, and disappointment in her heart but Narda also loved her family very much.

Evan knelt before Narda and held her sister's hand tightly. But Narda let go of Evan's hand and ran back to the mansion with tears in her eyes.

Evan wanted to chase but his legs felt weak even to stand up he was not able to. Narda continued to run even she had fallen several times because of not being careful, temple Narda injured and bleeding.

As soon as the dimension Narda directly entered the family room and looked at everyone who was there. Everyone was shocked and also worried because Narda came with gasping breath, torn clothes and an injured head.

"why baby?" Carina.

"DON'T COME ANY CLOSER!" Narda forbade Karina from approaching her that certainly made everyone confused.

"why, honey? this is mama's why?" Karina was worried.

Narda did not answer slowly the little leg stepped closer to Jason. Narda looked at Jason's face with teary eyes, as Jason wanted to wipe away Narda's tears, violently shaking Jason's hand.

"Why?" Narda's brief question made Jason even more confused.

"Mrand?" Jason.

"Why are you lying? Why are you all lying?!" Narda was currently very angry.

"What do you mean, son? when did you lie to me?" Jason.

"So much trust I give you, even I love you all more than I love my own life... But you lied to me" Narda.

"Narda what's going on?" Andrean wanted to hold Narda's shoulder but Narda dodged.

"How much? How many innocent people have you killed?!" Narda's words made everyone speechless even Hendery took a moment.