I'M A BASTARD!

TRAUMATISED

Narda was in the tv room with Karina beside her. Narda sat on the long couch of the tv room and leaned on Karina's boat there was not a single broken word uttered by Narda.

Even since then Karina has been trying to invite the child to talk but still Narda just silent. Karina read Narda's favorite storybook several times, Karina also repeatedly asked Narda but the boy just kept quiet with his blank gaze while playing the ears of the rabbit doll he named Memo.

"Second was mama makein adek favorite chocolate cake adek, adek want to try?" Karina tries to keep looking happy in front of Narda.

"Oh yes this mama bacain again yes page favorite story adek" Karina still trying to invite the child to talk even though Narda just silent.

"In ancient times there was a handsome prince who was very nice and beautiful but he was very lonely, the prince met an old witch on the edge of the palace and..." Karina could no longer hold back her tears.

Usually Narda would be very happy when Karina read this story. Every time Karina read this story Narda will usually comment a lot why is this so? why that? but right now Narda was silent as if she had not heard what Karina had said.

"And the prince asked the witch-ba-sha how can she not be lonely anymore?" Karina continued to read the book even though there was not the slightest response from Narda, Karina replaced the book she read with a new book.

Karina wiped her own tears and embraced Narda. Bringing the child into her lap, Karina showed Narda the picture in the new book.

The book is a picture book of animals and is complete with the name of the name. It was a new book that Narda had never read.

"this is a new book... isn't it? adek buy this book the same mama when we dimall, see this tuh it contains animal images and there is a name also nih. This elephant, this Sumatran tiger, in-this is a leopard" Karina had tried to refrain from crying but she could not.

Which mother is not devastated to see the child she loved so much in the position of Narda at this time. Narda did not respond at all to Karina when usually Narda was very excited when looking at pictures of animals and plants, but also animals, Narda would usually ask this and that but at this moment she just kept silent not saying a word.

"do you know? if it turns out that dolphins are mammals they give birth instead of laying eggs" Karina still tried to invite Narda to communicate.

Narda remained silent and stared at the book Karina was holding with a blank look. Andrean saw everything that happened and immediately approached his mother and sister, Andrean sat on a fur carpet and held Narda's hand.

But the surprised Narda immediately withdrew her hand. At the moment Narda is so sensitive to all things, Narda does not like to be touched suddenly because she remembers how she used to be beaten for no reason by arriving by her own mother Amalia.

"ah yes sorry sorry... adek dear can sister hold a hand adek?" Asked Andrean softly.

Narda looked at Andrean for a while with question marks then nodded. Andrean held Narda's hand tightly and kissed Narda's back as a sign of her affection.

"Adek..adek know today brother managed to refrain from drinking wine, all day brother no drinking wine in the slightest. all that brother did for the sake of adek" Andrean said trying to attract Narda's attention.

It is true that Narda always forbade Andrean to drink wine. But even so usually Andrean will still drink wine quietly without Narda's knowledge, but today Andrean really did not drink wine even though he was very stressed thinking about the state of the sister.

"This brother is dear, brother will not hurt adek" Andrean said with glazed eyes.

"Disguised sack... Adek made Ian's brother angry! Pardon me! Sorry!" Narda recalls an old memory that frightened her, Narda goes back hysterically and hits her head on her own, Karina and Andrean holding Narda's hand trying to stop her.

"Adek dear enough, dear enough, dear enough already" Karina hugged Narda tightly.

"Adek quite dear already son, adek dear smart child mama do not hit his head again later sick dear" said Karina while hugging and calming the child.

Andrean could not see Narda's situation and chose to leave. Andrean's heart was broken to see the sister he loved so much now so different from before.

Andrean went to a private bar that was at their dimension. Andrean took one bottle of wine at random and directly drank the wine from the bottle.

"ARGHH!" Andrean shouted and threw the wine bottle against the wall.

Andrean is a stone-hearted man who almost never cried during his life but at this time Andrean is crying his heart is really broken to see the brother he loves most tormented by the trauma of his past.

Narda had started to calm down in Karina's arms. Slowly the exhausted Narda began to fall asleep in Karina's arms, in the silence of the night Karina rubbed the child's head lovingly.

Karina recalled the past where she had carried Narda around the mansion for the first time. Karina still remembered the sweet face of Narda who liked their mansion so much, Karina let go of her embrace slowly and looked at the face of Narda who had fallen asleep deep in her lap.

"Son... What should you do to smile again? mama, how do I get to talk again? mama should how to get back cheerful baby? answer mama son..." Karina was desperate.

Karina restores Narda's hair and justifies Narda's oxygen hose position. Her heart really hurt to see her child like this, if only Karina would prefer her to suffer as long as Narda could be happy.

Jason approached Karina and held Narda, who had fallen asleep in Karina's lap. Jason wiped Karina's tears lovingly, Jason understood that the wife was currently grieving over the state of their youngest son.

"Don't cry baby our son will be fine, believe me everything will be fine" Jason.

"If only I could have wanted to take his place, I would have suffered as long as our son was happy... Seeing Narda like this I can't bear Jason" said Karina with tears that had soaked her beautiful face.

"Don't cry in front of our children, we have to be strong for our children.Narda now only needs our support and affection" Jason tried to strengthen his wife.